Chapter 57 Just Like the Matter of My Love for You

Gu Yanchi walked in and went straight to Lindu.

Lin Yue saw Gu Yanchi, wiped away her tears, and raised her lips in a flattering manner: "Mr. Gu, you are here."

Lin Du raised his eyes and subconsciously wanted to stand up, but was held down by Gu Yinchi.

"Why are you crying?" Gu Xinchi placed his hands on Lin Du's shoulders and kneaded them gently.

"Nothing... nothing." Lin Yue lowered his head.

"Lin Yue, your brother has really devoted himself to you. You should be nicer to him in the future."

Lin Yue looked at Lin Du, her nose felt sore and she was about to cry again. Along the way, she could best understand how difficult it was for Lin Du.

If he didn't have me as a burden, he would have lived a good life. It was me who ruined his life.

"Brother..." Lin Yue choked, "I didn't blame you just now, I was just a little scared."

Lin Du rubbed Lin Yue's hand. He knew what was going on. "It's okay. It's my fault. I was distracted when I was with you."

He deserves to be disliked and abandoned, it's all his own fault.

Back in Lin Du's small ward, Gu Nishi's face was still gloomy, and his handsome brows were locked.

Lin Du stood aside timidly, and today it was Gu Yanchi who was in a bad mood.

"What are you doing standing there?" Gu Penchi's tone was neither cold nor hot, but with a hint of obvious displeasure.

Lin Du walked over and got closer. He looked at Gu Jinchi's hand and hesitated for a moment before reaching out his hand.

Gu Nichi lowered his eyes and watched Lin Du pull up his hand.

"Why are you angry? Is it because of Lin Yue?" Lin Du held Gu Xinchi's hand, his stiff body not knowing what to do.

He grabbed Lin Du's wrist with his backhand and pulled him into his arms: "I'm angry with you."

"Why?"

"Who told you not to protect yourself?"

Lin Du leaned into Gu Jinchi's arms, his forehead resting on his jawline: "Lin Yue is just afraid that she will miss this opportunity. She knows this is her only chance."

“So, that’s why she can lose her temper with you?” Gu Lianchi obviously didn’t accept Lin Du’s excuse for Lin Yue. “I was a little louder at you, and afterwards I would reflect on whether it scared you. How could she yell at you like that!”

Lin Du was startled, then with a smile on his face, he slightly raised himself up and looked at Gu Cunchi who was still angry in front of him.

There was still some lingering energy on his handsome face, making people want to smooth out the emotion between his brows.

Thinking this in his mind, Lin Du also did so.

His fingertips gently caressed her slack brows, and he coaxed her softly, "Don't be angry, okay? She's still young, and she knows she was wrong. She won't dare to do it again next time."

A hint of complexity flashed across Gu Xinchi's eyes. He had seen Lin Du like this before, ten years ago.

Ten years ago, whenever I got angry, he would patiently comfort me.

Even though I always dislike him, he still stays by my side foolishly.

"Lin Du, are you back?" Gu Nichi's eyes were misty without him noticing. "Is the Lin Du from ten years ago back? The Lin Du who loved me so much is back, right?"

Lin Du lowered his eyes, but before he could lower his head, Gu Yanchi lifted it up: "Don't... don't avoid this question."

I opened my mouth several times, but as expected, no sound came out.

How should he respond to this? This subconscious action was also something he had not expected, but did this really mean that the self who was completely unguarded towards Gu Panchi ten years ago had returned?

Gu's eyes trembled, stirring up the pool of tears.

Tears fell silently.

Lin Du brushed it off gently: "Gu Yanchi."

"I'm here." His breathing stagnated. Gu Nishao was more nervous than ever before, and the hand that was pressing on Lin Du had lost control.

"I have never changed, just like the fact that I love you."

The corner of Gu Lanchi's mouth twitched, and the emotion at that moment was like a shining star, lighting up the darkness in his heart.

Hugging Lin Du tightly, Gu Yanchi let out a deep breath: "Lin Du, thank you for coming back."

After Gu Yanchi left, Lin Du was still worried about Lin Yue.

"Brother, has Mr. Gu left? Did he say anything? Is he still angry? Is he unwilling to save me?" Lin Yue grabbed Lin Du and asked as soon as he saw him.

Lin Du pursed his lips bitterly and said, "Mr. Gu is a very good person. He will not fail to save you. Just rest assured and recuperate."

"Brother, I'm really not angry with you, I'm just too anxious, believe me." Lin Yue pouted aggrievedly.

"Okay, I know."

"Brother, what is your relationship with Mr. Gu? He seems to treat you like..."

"We are just ordinary friends!" Lin Du interrupted Lin Yue subconsciously and lowered his head. He didn't want Lin Yue to know about his relationship with Gu Yanchi. "He saved you because he thought we were too pitiful."

Lin Yue frowned slightly, always feeling that Gu Jinchi's feelings towards Lin Du were a bit strange, especially the physical contact sometimes.

Like lovers, or the kind of lovers who are a little strange.

"By the way, Lin Yue, I found a job that's quite far from the hospital, so I may not be able to come to see you every day. But there is a nurse here, and she will take good care of you."

Lin Yue was startled and instinctively grabbed Lin Du's hand: "Brother."

"Don't be afraid. I just can't come over to accompany you every day. I'll come over whenever I'm free. I'll go make money for you."

Lin Yue's bruised hands trembled: "Brother, then you have to promise that you won't leave me here alone. You have to remember to come and see me."

"Okay, I promise you." Lin Du rubbed Lin Yue's hand, "I will always be with you."

Lin Du officially moved into the home that Gu Yanchi arranged for him—the single-family villa in Yulan Bay.

Before going to his new home, Lin Du deliberately returned to the rental house.

He looked around, his nose felt sore and his eyes were red.

This place has borne too much of his suffering, but it is also this dilapidated rental house that has given him a place to stay.

Gu Ni Chi tactfully told Lin Du that the new home was fully equipped and he didn't need to bring anything, but Lin Du still insisted on coming back.

He opened the drawer in the room and took out the color ultrasound examination form that had been kept for ten years from the bottom.

I pressed it gently against my chest, and tears immediately streamed down my face.

Lin Du couldn't help but wonder how Gu Xinchi would feel if he knew that they once had a child.

I've lived here for ten years, but I have very few things of my own.

Taking the psychology book Chu Xu gave him, Lin Du opened a box, which contained a box of unopened contraceptive pills.

I bought this when I was working at Free, but I never used it.

But now that he had moved in with Gu Yanchi, close contact was inevitable. In order to prevent accidents from happening again, he had to bring her along.

Lin Du clenched the birth control pill in his hand. He wondered if his physical condition was a deception.

If Gu Nichi knew that he was a hermaphrodite, would he still accept himself?

Lin Du was holding the phone in a daze, his thoughts in a mess. He didn't want to be a liar, but he didn't dare to tell Gu Xichi everything.

He was afraid that Gu Yanchi would abandon him, and even more afraid that the relationship that had just improved would break down again.