Chapter 6 The person in memory cannot stand the test of meeting in person

Lin Du was beaten by Gu Helin's men and thrown into an alley not far from his home.

Lin Du didn't know why Gu Helin let him go. With the power of the Gu family, beating him to death would be as easy as crushing an ant.

He used up almost all his strength to crawl back home, but when he got home he saw Shen Rong and Shen Ke moving things, and Lin Yue was hiding in the corner crying.

Without thinking, Lin Du knew why they were leaving.

Because of their own affairs, they were afraid of revenge from the Gu family, so they wanted to escape.

Lin Du crawled to Shen Rong's feet, his hands were already bleeding: "Auntie, can...can you take Lin Yue away, she is still young..."

Shen Rong did not agree. She left without looking back, leaving behind the only three hundred yuan she had.

Lin Yue ran over and shook Lin Du's body, crying until her lips turned purple.

Lin Du struggled and raised his hand, but before he could touch Lin Yue, he fainted.

When he woke up again, he was already in the hospital. He had missed the most important exam in his life.

Don't cry or make a fuss, maybe this is all fate.

On the long hospitalization form was a long list of unpaid bills. Lin Yue sat there in a daze with a dark face, and no one knew what she was thinking.

After the doctor finished his rounds, he walked over to Lin Du and told him that he would come to see him later.

Lin Du understood what he meant. He glanced at Lin Yue beside him and nodded.

Sitting in a wheelchair, Lin Du came to the doctor's office.

The doctor placed a pile of examination reports in front of Lin Du. There were too many of them and Lin Du did not read them carefully. He did not care much anyway.

Upon seeing this, the doctor pulled out a color Doppler ultrasound report and motioned Lin Du to take a closer look.

Lin Du's information was on the ultrasound report, and it was clearly marked below that she was 5+ weeks pregnant and the pregnancy was terminated.

His head exploded instantly, his scalp felt numb, and Lin Du almost forgot how to breathe.

The color Doppler ultrasound report in his hand was shaking violently, making a frightening sound.

He looked at the doctor in disbelief, tears already welling up in his eyes.

The doctor came over and patted him on the shoulder: "Do you know the condition of your body?"

Lin Du shook his head dumbly. He didn't know, he knew nothing.

"You are intersex and have two complete reproductive systems in your body, which means you can get pregnant."

Unable to digest so much information at once, Lin Du had a terrible headache.

Since he was a child, he was accused of being neither male nor female, and he always refuted it vigorously, and refused to admit it even when he was knocked to his knees.

But now, this color ultrasound report gave me a hard slap in the face. It turns out that what others have scolded me for all these years was right.

I have never been with anyone else except Gu Yanchi, which means that this child belongs to Gu Yanchi.

He covered his face in self-mockery and laughed so ugly.

What is this? Why must God humiliate me like this?

Why? Isn't his life miserable enough?

Looking at the irregular small circles on the ultrasound report, Lin Du burst into tears instantly.

He was gone before he even sensed the child's existence.

A hot current in his chest burned all of Lin Du's sensory systems. He held the ultrasound report tightly in despair, unable to breathe.

Lin Du was choked up and almost speechless. He asked the doctor why the pregnancy was terminated.

The doctor said that Lin Du was covered in wounds when he was sent to the hospital, and the baby might have been miscarried due to the external force.

His chest hurt so much that Lin Du bent over and pounded it, trying to relieve the pain.

But it doesn't help.

Lin Du couldn't help but wonder if this child also hated him, otherwise why would he leave without saying goodbye.

How could he accept this?

The doctor came and advised him to have the operation as soon as possible.

However, the high cost of surgery dissuaded Lin Du from going for it. After consulting a doctor, he learned that this problem would not cost him his life. At that moment, Lin Du felt relieved.

Since you can't die, just keep enduring.

He glanced at the time on the ultrasound report, June 4th, xxxx. This day will eventually be the darkest day in Lin Du's life.

The color ultrasound report was carefully folded and put away, as if afraid of hurting the unformed embryo on it.

Walking out of the doctor's office, Lin Yue squatted on the ground, curled up into a ball, which was really pitiful.

Holding Lin Yue's hand, he forced a smile with difficulty: "From now on, we will depend on each other as brothers and sisters..."

Lin Du slowly closed his eyes to stop the tears from invading him.

His life is over, so he should live for Lin Yue.

Maybe this is also an excuse for him to live...

He tried every possible way to cure Lin Yue's illness and let her live a good life.

When he brought Lin Yue back home, the house was in a mess. Shen Rong took away almost everything.

Lin Du still owed money to the hospital, and the doctor felt sorry for him so he paid for it.

After a short rest of a few days, Lin Du began to look for a job everywhere.

Seeing that he was covered in wounds, others were afraid to hire him, so he had no choice but to do hard labor.

After paying the doctor back, Lin Du took Lin Yue on the first long-distance bus ride in his life.

He wants to leave here and live in a place where no one knows him.

When he arrived in Beichuan, he couldn't find a suitable job because of his low education.

Fortunately, he finally found a job as a delivery man. Although it was very tiring, he was still able to make it...

The memories were too painful, Lin Du's tears kept falling, telling of the grievances he had suffered over the years.

In fact, he seldom recalls the past when he is awake, because these things always appear in his mind in the form of nightmares and cannot be shaken off.

The phone rang and Lin Du woke up.

He wiped away his tears and looked at the words "creditor" on the phone screen and fell into doubt: "Hello."

"You were too slow to answer the call, and I'm very dissatisfied."

Gu's lazy and bored voice penetrated the screen, and Lin Du could clearly hear his displeasure.

Subconsciously hugging himself, Lin Du tried his best to control his trembling voice: "I'm sorry, I was busy just now and didn't hear you. I will pay more attention next time."

There was no response from the other end of the phone, so Lin Du asked with a guilty conscience: "Excuse me, is there anything I can help you with?"

"Nothing, just trying to see if you have blocked me."

Lin Du poked the wall, his fingers aching: "No, I will definitely pay you back."

Gu Niechi sneered, "Then I wish you to pay it back soon, Lin Du..."

Hearing Gu Yinchi calling his name, Lin Du couldn't help but tense up.

He was shaking uncontrollably, and it felt like a piece of hot iron was stuffed into his throat, making it impossible for him to swallow or spit out.

Gu Nichi hung up the phone and leaned lazily on the sofa.

He ripped at his collar and lit a cigarette...

In these ten years, except for thinking about Lin Du in the beginning, he basically never thought about him afterwards.

One is that I don’t have time, and the other is that Su Wenlang is by my side.

He thought he had forgotten this person, but when he met him again, he found that the person in his memory could not stand meeting him in person.

When we meet, all the past will be reviewed again.

No matter good or bad, no matter right or wrong.

Take a deep puff of smoke and blow it into the air.

"Lin Du, I want to see how long you can keep pretending! I have plenty of time to play with you..."