Chapter 70 Can deception really be forgiven?
Wild and intense, Gu Jinshi's kiss was like a wild beast that couldn't suppress its desire.
He explored forcefully, and there was a unique tacit understanding between their lips. He wanted it, and he was giving it desperately.
Gu Jinchi's kiss was very skillful, continuous, and gave Lin Du room to breathe.
But Lin Du could never learn it. As soon as Gu Jinchi let go of him, he completely collapsed in his arms.
His hands were clutching Gu Yanchi's clothes, and his breathing was intermittent.
"Eat." Gu Yinchi picked up Lin Du and walked to the dining table. After he sat down, he did not let go of Lin Du, but let him sit in his arms.
The posture was ambiguous, and Lin Du was a little restrained, "Did you make this?" Looking at the table full of sumptuous dinner, Lin Du looked back slightly.
Gu Nichi bit his ear and lip and huffed, "I won't. I will only do you."
Lin Du was startled, and suddenly felt awkward. He turned his head and lowered his eyes, his body tensed up involuntarily.
He knew it was just a little hobby between lovers, but he still felt shy.
Gu Nishi smiled contemptuously and looked at Lin Du's forehead with vicious eyes.
He rubbed Lin Du's hair and said, "Baby, your ears are so red..."
Lin Du bit his lip, and he could feel it. He was too shy, and this was something he couldn't control.
The atmosphere became more ambiguous. Lin Du wanted to get up, but Gu Yanchi hugged him and asked, "Where are you going?"
"I...I'll sit by myself."
Gu Niechi coquettishly buried her face in Lin Du's neck, "Don't leave." She placed her hand on Lin Du's belly, "Let me hold you for a while. I haven't seen you for a day. I miss you."
Hearing the sound, Lin Du stopped all actions and quietly let Gu Yanchi hold him.
"Lin Du, take a look at these to see if there's anything you like to eat. Starting tomorrow, I'll have a nutritionist come over to cook for you." Noticing that Lin Du was about to stop him, Gu Yanchi added, "I won't let him stay at home. I know you don't like to interact with outsiders, don't worry."
Lin Du nodded. Gu Xinchi had already done this, so it would be unreasonable for him to be pretentious. He had originally planned to eat some fatter food.
"How can you eat while you're holding me?" Lin Du turned his head and met Gu Yanchi's loving eyes.
He paused and tried to dodge, but his consciousness was out of control and he held Gu Yanchi's face and kissed her.
Gu Niechi raised his eyebrows slightly, with a smile on his face: "Do you love me so much?"
Lin Du nodded without denying it. He loved Gu Xinchi, that's what his heart said.
Hugging Lin Du tightly, Gu Nienchi was as happy as a child: "I love you too. No one in Lin Du will love you more than me..."
After dinner, Gu Jinchi took Lin Du for a walk in the garden.
The night was beautiful today. One of Lin Du's hands was held by Gu Nichi, while the other hand was holding his wrist.
Suddenly thinking of Lin Yue's instructions, Lin Du raised his eyes and glanced at Gu Yanchi: "I went to see Lin Yue today."
"Well, how is she?"
"Very well, looking much better." Lin Du stroked Gu Xinchi's arm, "She asked me to ask when she can have the surgery."
There was a barely perceptible sinister gleam in Gu Niechi's eyes. These two siblings and their mother were exactly alike, so greedy that it was disgusting.
Gu Yanchi's silence made Lin Du panic. "I'm not urging you. I'm just asking." He pulled Gu Yanchi's arm, his eyes full of pleading. "Really not."
Holding Lin Du's face, he said, "I know. I was just wondering why it is so difficult to find a suitable lover." Gu Nichi sighed, "I was just blaming myself."
Lin Du was startled and hugged Gu Yanchi's arm tightly.
Yes! How can it be so easy to find the right heart? He is also trying hard, but I am still putting pressure on him.
The more I thought about it, the more I felt that I had gone too far. I slowly approached Gu Yanchi and hugged him tightly: "I'm sorry, I know you have tried very hard to help us, I'm sorry Gu Yanchi."
He hugged Lin Du tightly and sighed: "Silly boy, why are you saying sorry to me? Your business is my business, and your sister is my sister."
"You don't know how happy I am to be able to rely on you."
Lin Du buried himself in Gu Jinchi's arms, his eyes moist.
Gu Yanchi was my support, but I became his burden.
The better Gu Yanchi treated him, the more guilty Lin Du felt.
He didn't know if Gu Xinchi would hate himself when she discovered his hermaphroditic identity one day.
Sensing the uneasiness in his heart, Gu Niechi gently stroked his back, "What's wrong? Are you a little cold?" He unbuttoned his coat and wrapped Lin Du in it, "Let's go back."
The phone rang, and Gu Yanchi frowned slightly: "Lin Du, I have a call to answer, you go take a shower first."
Lin Du didn't think much about it. Gu Jinchi kissed him lightly on the forehead and walked into the study.
After taking a shower, Lin Du was still immersed in guilt towards Gu Yanchi.
He sat on the bed, hugged his legs, rested his chin on his knees, his thoughts in a mess.
Sometimes he wondered, if he confessed his physical condition to Gu Cunchi, would he still love him?
But he didn't dare to gamble because he was afraid.
She was afraid that Gu Yanchi would give up saving Lin Yue if he knew about it, and that he would leave her again.
But if I don't tell him, it means that I will always be with him with guilt.
He was a fidgety person to begin with, and would be troubled by even the smallest thing in his heart for a long time, let alone the matter of deceiving Gu Qianshi.
He felt ashamed of himself for claiming to love Gu Qianchi while at the same time deceiving and taking advantage of him.
Taking out his cell phone, Lin Du wanted to hear Qin Chang's opinion.
After waiting for a while, Qin Chang called.
"Baby."
Hearing Qin Chang's voice, Lin Du's nose suddenly felt sore, and his voice trembled a little: "Yeah."
"Okay, baby, if you really feel sad because you lied to him, you might as well replace your sadness with more love to make up for it. When he finds out in the future, he will forgive you because you love him so much."
Lin Du was stunned and bit his lip. Can deception really be forgiven?
"Don't waste your time on yourself. Love yourself well, okay?"
"Well, I understand, Qin Chang, you..."
"Are you done beating me? How long are you going to leave me here..."
Lin Du was startled, but before he could ask, he heard the sound of a phone falling to the ground, followed by Qin Chang's sobbing and the sound of a man venting.
Without a moment's hesitation, Lin Du hung up the phone.
He knew that Qin Chang didn't want him to know his current situation, and hanging up the phone was a sign of respect for him.
The hand holding the phone couldn't stop shaking, and tears were falling without me even realizing it.
His heart ached. Lin Du hugged himself tightly but still felt very cold.
He got out of bed with only one thought in his mind: he wanted to hide in Gu Xianchi's arms.
In his subconscious, the embrace of Gu Yanchi is safe.