Chapter 89 What is this?
The young nurse came over and told Lin Du that he had woken up, but his mental state was not very good.
Zhuo Chengze glanced at Gu Yanchi and said, "Don't you want to go and take a look?"
Gu Penchi didn't say anything, but the cigarette butt in his hand was burning his fingers and they felt stinging.
"Did he hear your conversation with your dad? How are you going to explain it to him?" Zhuo Chengze asked.
"He can't hear it. The soundproofing of the secret room is very good." Gu Nichi put out the cigarette butt. His thoughts were confused and he didn't know what to say. He repeated it again, "He can't hear it."
Zhuo Chengze frowned. He had never seen such indifference in Gu Yanshi before. He always felt that his feelings for Lin Du were too complicated.
They keep saying it's revenge, but who would be so frustrating when seeing the person being retaliated against getting hurt?
Arriving at Lin Du's ward, Gu Nichi let out a deep breath and pushed the door open.
Lin Du sat on the bed with his legs hugged and his face buried in his arms, a typical self-protective posture.
"Lin Du."
Gu Niechi's voice was hoarse, and his outstretched hand was frozen in the air. He thought Lin Du must hate him now...
Hearing the familiar voice, Lin Du slowly raised his head, but before he could open his mouth, tears had already fallen.
Tears blurred his vision, and he couldn't see Gu Shi's disgusted expression. He slowly stretched out his hand like a child who wanted a hug.
Gu Jingchi was startled for a moment, and lightly lifted it with his fingertips.
Hugging Lin Du tightly and listening to his aggrieved cry, Gu Nishi's heart was filled with confusion like never before.
He didn't like the feeling of being controlled, but at this moment his mind was completely controlled by Lin Du.
He bit his back teeth fiercely to remind himself to stay awake.
He couldn't be soft-hearted now, otherwise everything he had done before would be in vain.
Therefore, the show must continue.
"I'm sorry, it's all my fault." Gu Yanchi choked up, "I'm sorry Lin Du, I can't help it, I can't let my dad see you, otherwise he won't let you go."
"Gu Nianchi." Lin Du's voice came from Gu Nianchi's arms, muffled. The voice was so hoarse that it was almost impossible to hear what he said, "I don't blame you."
"Really?" Gu Xinchi pushed Lin Du away slightly and held his face, "You don't blame me?"
Lin Du narrowed his red eyes, stretched out his gauze-wrapped hand, and gently stroked Gu's sullen face: "Did your father beat you?"
Gu Yanchi carefully took Lin Du's hand and placed it on his chest: "Yes."
"Does it hurt?"
Gu Yanchi lowered his eyes to hide the flash of guilt in his eyes. His lips were tightly pursed, trying hard to suppress the complicated emotions in his heart.
"This little pain is nothing." Gu Xinchi buried his face in Lin Du's neck. "Compared to you, this little pain is nothing."
After returning from the hospital, Lin Du's mental state did not improve.
Passing the living room, he was trembling all over, his nerves tense, and his eyes still looked uncontrollably in the direction of the secret room.
Gu Yanchi covered his eyes, held him tightly in his arms, and whispered softly in his ear: "It will never happen again. Don't be afraid."
Putting Lin Du on the bed, Gu Nichi stayed by his side.
Lin Du grabbed the corner of his clothes, the redness and swelling in his eyes had not completely disappeared, and he felt pain and anguish. But he did not dare to close his eyes, and just looked at the person in front of him quietly.
"Be good and take a nap. I'm not going anywhere and will stay here with you." Gu Yinchi gently pushed aside the strands of hair in front of his forehead and kissed his eyes tenderly.
He closed his eyes briefly, then opened them again after Gu Yanshang ended the kiss.
Gu Niechi rubbed his brows distressedly: "Are you so disobedient?"
"Gu Nienchi." Lin Du's voice was hoarse. He swallowed and continued with difficulty, "I know you will come to take me out."
Gu Niechi paused for a moment, and the unexpected tremor made it impossible for him to control it.
He leaned sideways and hugged Lin Du in his arms. At this moment, he could no longer tell what his feelings were towards Lin Du.
He would rather Lin Du continued to stab him in the back so that he would hate him even more.
But what now?
He reminded himself again and again not to be soft-hearted, but facing Lin Du's excessive dependence, he still couldn't resist.
"Gu Nichi, can you please not make me wait so long next time..."
The myocardium felt as if it was being torn apart, as if it was being tightly grasped by a pair of invisible hands, and the suffocating pain was unbearable.
Gu Chi hated this feeling and wanted to get up and run away, but Lin Du kept snuggling into his arms.
The stiff hand patted Lin Du's back gently, like coaxing a child: "I promise I won't do it again."
Lin Du grinned, his eyebrows curved.
"Silly." Gu Yinchi pinched Lin Du's nose, but did not dare to look him in the eye.
After Lin Du fell asleep, Gu Yinchi came to the secret room and looked at the bloodstains behind the door. His hanging fingertips twitched.
A person stood quietly inside, holding a cigarette in his mouth. The dark and enclosed space was really driving people crazy.
He thought a lot, from ten years ago to ten years later.
He admitted that he had become soft-hearted towards Lin Du. He used to think that bullying him and making him cry would bring him pleasure, but when he saw Lin Du getting hurt, he felt heartbroken.
But what's the point of continuing to be entangled with two people who have already missed each other?
What's more, he still has Su Wenlang now. After all, he has been with him for so many years, and he doesn't want to let him down.
With a deep sigh, Gu Penchi now only hoped that Lin Du would soon have his child.
After he has a child, he will give him a large sum of money and send him away so that he can live the rest of his life freely.
"Time is running out." Gu Yinchi said to himself.
He thought that while he could still control his feelings for Lin Du, he must end all this as soon as possible. He didn't want to end up looking down on himself.
Perhaps out of a compensatory attitude, Gu Yanchi decided to perform surgery on Lin Yue first.
Lin Du couldn't believe the news. He was so excited that he couldn't speak for a long time.
He was happy for Lin Yue when he thought that in the near future, she could live like a normal person.
The moment Lin Yue entered the operating room, Lin Du put his hands together and prayed continuously.
The ten fingers have scabbed over, but the marks are still there, extremely glaring.
Lin Du started crying from the moment Lin Yue entered the operating room. His cries choked in his throat, turning into silent tears and a trembling body.
No one knows how long he has been waiting for this day. He has tried and struggled, but it has never come true.
No one understands his self-blame.
Gu Yanchi took Lindu over and gently scolded: "Your eyes are going to be swollen from crying again."
Lin Du looked up at Gu Jinchi. If it weren't for him, he might never have been able to save Lin Yue in his entire life.
It was him who gave Lin Yue a second life and also gave her the warmth she had never dared to ask for.
Holding Gu Nianchi tightly, he said in a trembling voice: "Gu Nianchi."
"I'm here." Gu Yinchi leaned down so that he could hear Lin Du's words clearly.
"Gu Nienchi, you know I love you, right?"
Gu Yanshi paused, his heartbeat obviously out of rhythm. He frowned, as if something was stuck in his throat: "I know."
Lin Du left Gu Xinchi's embrace and stared into his eyes: "It's not because you saved Lin Yue, it's because I love you, I love you, you... do you understand?"
His eyes trembled, and Gu Yanchi held Lin Du in his arms, afraid that he would catch his panic.
His thoughts were in a mess. Lin Du's true confession undoubtedly dealt another heavy blow to Gu Xichi's already not-so-strong defense shield.