Chapter 93: Portraying a Victim

Lin Du pinched his fingers, still unable to believe it, he had clearly been taking birth control pills, how was it possible for him to be pregnant.

His mind was in a state of confusion and he felt lost and at a loss, as if he was a small boat that had lost its direction in the turbulent ocean.

He wanted to explain, but his throat seemed to be blocked by thick blood. He opened his mouth several times but couldn't utter a word.

Tears welled up in his eyes, and self-blame and guilt tormented Lin Du.

He didn't dare look at Gu Xichi. He loved him so much, but he had been deceiving him all along.

He must be very sad...

Tears dripped down his cheeks, and Lin Du's body couldn't stop shaking, as if he was trying his best to suppress his sorrow and despair, which made him feel an indescribable heartache.

Lin Du bit his lip. How was he going to explain all this to Gu Xinchi? He must hate himself to death.

Gu Nishi sighed long and hard, trying to portray himself as a victim.

He knew that only in this way would Lin Du feel even more indebted to him: "Why did you hide this from me?"

Lin Du's sobbing stopped abruptly, and he slowly raised his head. His tears blurred his vision and he couldn't see Gu Shi's disgusted expression, but his sad voice pierced his eardrums clearly.

"I..." Lin Du shook his head and clenched his fists in pain, "Gu Yanchi... I didn't mean to deceive you on purpose, I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Gu Nishi sighed deeply, and the sigh was like a silent lightning, breaking the silent night sky, telling the pain deep in his heart: "What do you think of me?"

"I..." Lin Du was speechless. He knew that no matter how much he said, it would be useless. "I'm sorry... Gu Yanchi."

"Lin Du, you know, what I want to hear is not an apology. Is it difficult to give me an explanation?" Gu Yinchi's voice was trembling uncontrollably, which made people feel particularly distressed.

Heartbroken to the extreme, Lin Du seemed to be swallowed by endless darkness: "I'm sorry, I'm just afraid that if people knew... they would dislike me..."

Gu Niechi smiled bitterly twice, raised his head slightly, and tears fell from the corners of his eyes: "Lin Du, you have been deceiving me, right?"

“What…” Lin Du raised his head slowly. Even though his vision was blurred by tears, he could still clearly see the sadness on Gu Lianchi’s face.

"You don't love me at all. You're with me because I can save Lin Yue, right?" Gu Nichi lowered his eyes, like a wounded little animal. "You said you love me, but it's also fake, right? You're using me again!"

"No..." Lin Du shook his head to deny. It was wrong for him to deceive Gu Yanchi, but he really loved him and had never been false. "Gu Yanchi, I didn't... I love you, I really love you."

"So what does this mean?" Gu Nichi brought the inspection report back to Lin Du.

A bitter feeling spread in Lin Du's heart, like cold wind blowing through tattered clothes, making him shiver.

He knew that no one could accept their physical condition, let alone someone like Gu Xinchi.

He must feel disgusted that I am pregnant with his child.

"Gu Nichi, I...I have been taking birth control pills all along. I really don't know why I am still pregnant. I'm sorry..."

The heartache was so intense, as if a sharp knife pierced through Lin Du's heart.

"Lin Du!" Gu Niechi's angry roar was like a raging wildfire, extremely hot, burning everything around it.

Lin Du was startled and shrank back, not daring to face Gu Xinchi.

Gu Niechi chuckled bitterly twice and took a few steps back unsteadily: "You have no idea what I'm angry about."

"You said you loved me, but you didn't trust me. You didn't even give me the right to know, and you sentenced me to death."

"Am I so unbearable in your heart? Why would you rather bear it alone than tell me?"

Lin Du suddenly raised his eyes, tears gathered in his eyes and fell down in an instant: "I... hate you, no, I'm just afraid..."

"You're going to kill our child, Lin Du, you have such a cruel heart." Gu Nichi lowered his eyebrows and beat his chest fiercely, "You hate me, so you don't want to give birth to my child at all... Lin Du, you hate me..."

Sadness dripped into his heart like ink, creating ripples of sadness. Lin Du shook his head. How could he hate Gu Yanchi? He didn't even want to kill their child. He really thought that Gu Yanchi would hate him because he was a different species.

He didn't dare to gamble. He couldn't bear the pain of losing Gu Xinchi again.

"Lin Du, why do you treat me like this? Do you think my heart won't hurt?" Gu Nichi walked over, supported Lin Du's trembling shoulders, and cried with grievance, "Look up and look at me."

"Gu Yanchi, I don't." Lin Du reached out his hand and slowly touched the corner of Gu Yanchi's eyes, wiping away his tears, "I love you..."

Gu Lianchi hugged Lin Du into his arms, buried his face in his neck, opened his mouth fiercely, and finally just bit him lightly: "Do you know how happy I am that you are pregnant? When I think that this child belongs to both of us, you don't know how excited I am."

Lin Du was startled, a little confused: "You... don't you think I'm evil?"

She pushed Lin Du away slightly, held his face, and kissed his red eyes: "Is this how much you miss me? That's why you've been hiding it from me?"

Lin Du nodded and did not deny it.

Gu Niechi sighed deeply: "I was also shocked at first, I simply couldn't believe it, but after listening to Zhuo Chengze's explanation, I finally understood."

"Do you know what I felt after the shock?" Gu Yanchi asked, and before Lin Du could answer, he added, "I felt happy and excited, a little bit at a loss, and even more excited."

"Lin Du, I love you. No matter what you are like, I love you."

Kissing Lin Du's lips, Gu Xinchi's voice choked with sobs. He tried hard to hold back his tears, so that his voice became even more aggrieved.

The sad tone was like a sharp knife, instantly piercing the silent air, making everyone who heard it feel the deep pain: "So Lin Du, don't question me, and don't push me away, okay?"

The emotions that had been suppressed for so long suddenly burst out, and Lin Du's body went limp and fell into Gu Zengshi's arms.

Since he got together with Gu Xinchi again, he has lived in guilt every day.

Although he was very happy, he would wake up in the middle of the night when he thought about the day when his true identity would be exposed.

Now that Gu Xinchi knew everything, he didn't blame him at all. He really couldn't believe it.

"Gu Yanchi, don't you hate me?" Lin Du pulled Gu Yanchi's clothes, fearing that he would disappear in the next second.

"Hate." Gu Xinchi laughed in a muffled voice, feeling a little aggrieved, "I hate that you don't trust me, and I hate myself even more for not being able to make you trust me. I'm sorry, Lin Du."