vomit--
At this moment, Ji Shuyu was a little confused, and then her hands and feet became cold.
Then she shook her head and smiled evasively: No.
She asked Ranran to bring her some medicine, and she took... two pills?
She suddenly seemed unsure whether she had really eaten it. She remembered that she ate it the first time, but it was such a mess!
After the incident, her memories of many things seemed confused and vague, so she suddenly felt unsure.
She shook her head, and then tried to comfort herself: No, no. But the more she told herself this, the more panicked she became.
There was a sound of the door opening, "Xiao Yu?"
Hearing Gu Xiuyuan's voice, Ji Shuyu turned back stiffly, and after a long time, she stumbled and replied, "I, I..."
She swallowed and slowly loosened her clenched fists.
Gu Xiuyuan put down his briefcase and walked in. Looking at the figure in the kitchen, a smile filled his eyes. He then walked over, hugged her from behind, and kissed her cheek gently: "You smell so good."
Ji Shuyu's body was a little stiff. She slowly turned around and tried to force a smile: "Wash your hands. You can eat soon."
Gu Xiuyuan smiled, then took out a rose from behind his back.
Every day, he would bring back a flower.
He said this is the only one in this life.
Ji Shuyu took it, bit her lip quietly, and then smiled and said, "It's really beautiful."
Gu Xiuyuan felt that something was wrong with her mood, "Xiaoyu, what's wrong?"
"No!" She smiled and shook her head. "Go wash your hands," she urged. "You'll be able to eat soon."
"Okay, I'll help you later." He kissed the side of her face.
Gu Xiuyuan turned around, and the tears in Ji Shuyu's eyes fell back, and she quickly wiped them away.
Her hands slowly covered her lower abdomen, and her body trembled slightly: Please, don’t make such a joke.
No, please, please...
…
The good atmosphere I had imagined and the chance to try it out were all shattered by that bout of retching.
Ji Shuyu tried her best to keep smiling and tried to make herself look normal. Gu Xiuyuan also ate and chatted as usual, talking about how annoying those old men on the board of directors were.
They all tried their best to ignore the abnormality, but in the end they fell silent in the awkward atmosphere.
"Xiao Yu." Gu Xiuyuan came over and hugged her: "Don't push yourself like this, let's take it slow, okay?"
Ji Shuyu pressed her lower abdomen tightly, then nodded in his arms.
As the night deepened, Gu Xiuyuan, exhausted from the whole day, lay down and fell asleep soon after.
Ji Shuyu raised her head from his embrace, looking at his face in the dim light coming through the window screen, tears rolling down her eyes.
She knew that this uneasiness was still an unknown, but she was really afraid.
She tried hard to recall the time when she had a headache, and she wasn't sure if she had really taken the medicine.
Ji Shuyu leaned into his arms and then hugged him tightly.
Gu Xiuyuan patted her back in a daze and kissed her forehead lightly.
This reaction, which had become a habit, made Ji Shuyu feel even more painful. She clutched his clothes tightly and leaned closer to his arms, her tears quietly wetting his clothes.
After a sleepless night, she woke up with bloodshot eyes in the morning.
"Didn't you sleep well last night?" Gu Xiuyuan nuzzled her nose affectionately, "Then sleep a little longer!"
He wanted to get up, but Ji Shuyu hugged his waist and rubbed against his arms.
Sometimes she is clingy and sometimes cautious.
Her reaction at this moment told him that she was very uneasy. Gu Xiuyuan hugged her and patted her soothingly: "After this busy period is over, I will spend more time with you."
Ji Shuyu nodded and wanted to get up to help him prepare breakfast but was held down.
"Sleep a little longer!" He kissed her and then changed his clothes.
Ji Shuyu couldn't lie down, so she followed him and watched him busy.
That pitiful look made Gu Xiuyuan feel distressed. He came over and hugged her, "I'll be home with you..."
Ji Shuyu shook his head and then helped him straighten his tie. "Go to work. I just wanted to see you off."
Gu Xiuyuan was reluctant to leave, but he had indeed done too much work yesterday.
"Then I'll come back early tomorrow."
Ji Shuyu saw him off to the elevator and waved goodbye to him. After the elevator got off, she quickly turned around and went back to the house, then changed her clothes and went out.
…
This was Ji Shuyu's third time going to the hospital for an early pregnancy test.
In the waiting area, everyone had a smile on their face, and some were filled with the joy of anticipation. Looking at them was like looking at my former self.
For the past two months or so, she had been hoping for a baby. She had countless checkups, each filled with hope, each time with disappointment.
This time, she felt that her previous "hope" was precious.
At this moment, she was filled with anxiety and fear, as if she was not going to a clinic, but a place of execution.
She was very scared, afraid that this was a psychological induction, and she was afraid that the more uneasy she was, the more unimaginable the consequences would be.
Her name was called in the clinic, and Ji Shuyu prepared herself mentally for a long time before entering the clinic.
She covered her belly with both hands, begging with all her heart. For the first time, she hoped it was just an illusion, that she was under too much pressure and thinking too much...
"Congratulations, you're pregnant."
Crash——
She seemed to hear some cracking sound.
Ji Shuyu froze, all her fantasies were shattered at this moment.
She shook her head evasively, and smiled unwillingly: "Doctor, there can be no mistake..."
Her face turned pale, her hands and feet were cold, and her body slowly began to tremble.
How could it be like this? How could it be like this...
The doctor looked at her reaction over his glasses and said, "How can this be wrong? It's been six weeks. Don't you remember your own period?"
Ji Shuyu clenched her fists tightly to control the soreness in her eye circles, as if the blood in her body was starting to flow backwards.
Her cycles have always been irregular, and they've become even more irregular since her last surgery. She's been feeling rather confused lately, so...
"Doctor." She looked at her for help, "I don't want this child. Can I have the surgery right away?"
Seeing her reaction, the doctor's face immediately darkened.
"You've had an abortion before!" The doctor frowned, as if blaming her for not taking good care of her body. "You should know that abortions are very harmful to your body. Your uterine lining is already thin. If you had this procedure, the consequences would be very unpredictable. And you might be pregnant with twins."
Ji Shuyu raised her head suddenly, what?
She clutched her belly tightly with her hands. What a joke! How could this be possible...
"As doctors, we respect the patient's wishes, but I still want to remind you of the consequences of the surgery."
"If you have an abortion, you may never have the chance to get pregnant again."
"Think about it!"
Ji Shuyu came out of the doctor's office with a pale face. Her legs seemed to be filled with lead and she lost her strength after taking a few steps.
She leaned against the wall, looking at the pregnancy test report in her hand, tears suddenly burst out.
She has always wanted to have a baby, a blood-related relative.
Last time, she was unable to protect her baby due to an accident and had to give up. She had been secretly hoping for her baby to come back, and she told herself that if she had a baby, she would give her all her love.
Now, she really has a baby again, but...
The doctor's words echoed in her ears over and over again, and she closed her eyes in pain.
Why is God so cruel? Why does he play such a joke on her?
What should she do?
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