There were not many cars on the street at this time, and that car looked particularly suspicious.
Gu Xiuyuan's breathing became a little faster. Seeing that the red light was about to turn red, he accelerated and rushed forward. He didn't breathe a sigh of relief until he was sure that the car behind him showed no signs of catching up.
"Send me home!" Ji Shuyu said softly.
Her depressed look made Gu Xiuyuan feel a dull pain, but he still changed direction silently.
Ji Shuyu didn't say a word on the way back. When she got off the car, she staggered because her legs were weak, and Gu Xiuyuan supported her in time.
"Xiaoyu." He looked at her worriedly, afraid that his touch would offend her. "I'll take you upstairs."
He asked tentatively, and seeing that she didn't object, Gu Xiuyuan picked her up.
Ji Shuyu was silent. Gu Xiuyuan's heart trembled with the slightest trembling of her body, and he felt so painful that he couldn't breathe.
Gu Xiuyuan sent her upstairs. He tried his best to control his emotions and was very careful with every move, for fear of hurting her.
Ji Shuyu saw everything, but at this moment she was so confused that she had no intention of comforting him, and then she gently turned over.
Looking at the person with his back to him, Gu Xiuyuan remembered the night before the operation. She was lying with her back to him like this, and then she completely left his life.
Gu Xiuyuan's heart ached. He covered her with the quilt, turned off the lights, then lay down behind her and held her in his arms.
He gently held her hand on her belly, remembering that he hadn't even had the chance to truly experience the baby's presence before the baby was forced to leave...
He closed his eyes in pain, his heart feeling sour and painful.
sorry……
But he only dared to keep these three useless words in his heart.
…
The remote and old community is exceptionally quiet even at night.
Ji Shuyu was sleeping in a daze, when her body suddenly shook violently and she woke up in shock.
She dreamed of a soft sob and a voice saying to her: I'm sorry...
At this moment, a ray of light came in from the window.
When the sky was about to brighten, I woke up from a suffocating dream, and the feeling of depression and suffocation became even stronger.
The seat behind him was empty. He reached out and touched it, but it wasn't warm at all. It was obvious that he had been up for a long time.
Hearing a faint noise in the kitchen, Ji Shuyu stood up and walked over.
On the small balcony of the kitchen, Gu Xiuyuan leaned against the wall and smoked fiercely, taking one puff after another.
She slowly walked over, "Xiuyuan?"
Gu Xiuyuan looked up, and the moment he saw Ji Shuyu, he quickly cleared the smoke in front of him and extinguished the cigarette, "Why are you awake?"
His voice was hoarse and his eyes were red.
Looking at his dejected appearance, Ji Shuyu felt a sharp pain in her heart.
Gu Xiuyuan didn't dare to look her in the eyes, and slowly lowered his head, his eye sockets becoming even more sore and swollen.
Ji Shuyu took a look, then walked forward and hugged him gently.
Gu Xiuyuan's body stiffened for a moment, then he asked uncomfortably, "Xiao Yu?"
Ji Shuyu didn't say anything, but just hugged her a little tighter.
At first, she was only concerned about her own sadness and sorrow, thinking that all the mistakes were his and that without that accident, the baby would not have existed.
But she knew that without that, the baby's condition would remain unknown...
"It's not your fault," she said softly.
What? ! !
"Xiao Yu?"
Gu Xiuyuan couldn't believe it, and his eyes suddenly became redder.
He thought this would be a permanent scar between them, that she would never forgive him for this. Even if it could be redeemed, it would still be a thorn that would hurt at the slightest touch.
He was very afraid that Xiaoyu would ignore him because of the baby's pain, and he was even more afraid that she would not be able to forget the baby's pain and torture herself.
But it turned out that what hurt him more than her ignoring him was her comfort...
"Xiuyuan, I shouldn't have put all the blame on you. It was my fault for being careless and taking the medicine..."
"No, no." Gu Xiuyuan hugged her tightly, "It's my fault. I didn't protect you and the baby." His lips trembled, "It's because I didn't take good care of you that you were afraid and had to take medicine to sleep. It's all my fault..."
Snap——
The liquid that fell on Ji Shuyu's neck was so hot that she shrank back.
She closed her eyes but couldn't control her tears.
She felt pain and sadness for her baby, but she was powerless to change anything.
Gu Xiuyuan had been taking medication for a long time due to sleep problems. It seemed like she was the one who was wrong from the beginning. She shouldn't have thought about keeping the baby...
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." He said it over and over again, hugging her tightly, tears falling one after another.
Ji Shuyu's heart trembled slightly, and she patted his back gently.
It was clearly his fault, he made Xiaoyu suffer such physical and mental damage, but in turn she was the one comforting him.
The more she comforted him, the more Gu Xiuyuan wanted to kill himself.
"Xiao Yu, what should I do? How can I make it up to you..." He sobbed and hugged her tightly, his heart aching beyond repair. He could only hold her tightly, hold her tightly...
Ji Shuyu's heart trembled violently. She bit her lips tightly and said after a long time: "I shouldn't blame you, baby. I won't blame you."
Tears fell and he kissed her forehead deeply.
Xiaoyu, thank you, thank you so much...
There's a hint of red on the horizon, and the sun is about to rise...
…
When it was almost dawn, Ji Shuyu fell into a drowsy sleep for a while. When she woke up, Gu Xiuyuan was on the phone.
"This is a rather risky matter, so be careful when handling it. Okay!"
"The Su family's investigation needs to be quick. I'm going out soon, so please email me if there's any progress."
Ji Shuyu lay on the bed and tilted her head to look at him, not knowing what he was talking about so seriously.
Gu Xiuyuan looked over and whispered a few words before hanging up the phone.
"Did I wake you up?" His voice was a little hoarse, perhaps because he smoked too much.
"Didn't the doctor tell you not to smoke?" She frowned.
"Well, I won't smoke anymore." He smiled and kissed her forehead.
She hadn't seen such a relaxed and knowing smile for a long time.
It was only at this moment that Ji Shuyu realized the baby's feelings. He had always been so sad...
Looking at his bloodshot eyes, she opened her arms and hugged him, silently comforting him.
Gu Xiuyuan buried his face in her shoulder, "Xiaoyu, let's go."
"Hmm?" Ji Shuyu raised her head.
"Let's go out and play!" Gu Xiuyuan said seriously.
The previous few times he had mentioned it, he had put it on hold due to unexpected events. He didn't want to put it off any longer, and he also wanted to take her out for a walk.
"Why so sudden? Isn't Tsurugi very busy?"
"I'm always busy with my work," he said, hugging her tighter. "So, you take me, I'll take the money, and let's go traveling!"
…
Gu Xiuyuan said he would arrange a trip and took her on a plane the next day.
The flight had a layover of nearly ten hours, and the little girl felt a little airsick during the second half of the layover.
At the airport, Gu Xiuyuan was waiting anxiously at the restroom door. When he turned around to check, he suddenly bumped into someone...
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