She choked and tried to avoid it weakly and resisted, but she couldn't break free.
Gu Xiuyuan kept hugging her tighter, and she trembled even more violently.
"Xiao Yu?"
"Xiuyuan." Ji Shuyu looked at him painfully, "Please let me go, I feel uncomfortable..."
Gu Xiuyuan felt a sharp pain in his heart, and then hugged her a little tighter.
don't want!
Last time, she begged him to let go in the same way, and he let go.
But this time... he couldn't do it!
"Xiaoyu, it's okay, it's all over..." He gently stroked the back of her head, "It's all over."
All of Ji Shuyu's resistance was defeated by the word "It's okay".
Her heart ached so much that she couldn't help but choke.
Gu Xiuyuan's heart trembled with her sobs. He hugged her tightly, tears in his eyes.
"I'm sorry!" he said heavily, kissing her forehead deeply, tears falling into her hair.
At this moment, he hated himself.
Why didn't you come back when you noticed something was wrong with her?
If he had been by her side at that time, she wouldn't have been so scared and sad.
He hated himself even more for not protecting her, for letting her suffer such harm and torture. He couldn't bear to think about how scared and helpless she was when she couldn't find him, or how broken and desperate she had been these past few days...
"It's all my fault." Gu Xiuyuan's voice was trembling, "Xiao Yu, I'm back late, I'm sorry..."
His repeated "I'm sorry" was like a blunt weapon, stabbing her heart again and again. Seeing the wound, she felt so painful that she could not breathe...
It's obviously not his fault.
Why should he apologize?
Ji Shuyu held back her sobs, clenched her fists tightly, and her nails were about to dig into her palms.
"Xiuyuan, thank you!"
She didn't dare to let her emotions run wild, because she knew that once she started crying, she might never be able to let go again.
She finally leaned in his arms for a while, took a deep breath, remembered the familiar smell, and then pushed him away...
"Oh, I'm serious."
"Xiao Yu?"
"I'm serious," she reiterated. "Go back and don't come back."
Gu Xiuyuan wanted to step forward.
Ji Shuyu retreated and dodged, her voice choked with sobs: "Don't come over, please..."
Gu Xiuyuan took a deep breath and said, "Okay, I won't force you. When you want to talk, we can talk again..."
"There's nothing to talk about." She shook her head. "I've said everything I want to say. I don't want to see you, so don't come again."
She turned around and stumbled upstairs. Gu Xiuyuan wanted to go over but saw deep resistance in her eyes.
It seemed... that he was the cause of her pain.
Ji Shuyu ran upstairs, opened the lock with trembling hands several times, and then slammed the door shut.
The heavy thud hit Gu Xiuyuan's heart hard, and his entire chest was filled with the smell of blood.
He slowly walked to the door and whispered through it, "Xiaoyu, don't think about anything now. We'll talk after you've rested well."
Inside the door, Ji Shuyu squatted on the ground. She gently touched her forehead, which seemed to still carry the warmth of his deep kiss.
He said it was all over, that it didn't matter, but the more he did this, the more she couldn't breathe...
…
Gu Xiuyuan sat in the car and looked out the window at her. He had smoked all the cigarettes in his body and was so anxious that he couldn't sit still.
The bathroom light had been on for a long time. He couldn't wait any longer and ran upstairs: "Xiaoyu."
He knocked on the door but got no response, and no one answered his phone calls.
A terrible thought suddenly flashed through his mind, and in an instant, he was so panicked that he couldn't even stand steadily.
"Xiao Yu, open the door!!" He banged on the door like crazy, and didn't care even when his neighbor scolded him.
Because she was being followed before, for safety reasons, he asked the landlord to replace the doors and windows, which could not be destroyed by external forces.
He banged on the door but got no response, then tried the code while still on the phone.
His birthday, their anniversary, nothing was right.
The third time he entered the date of their first meeting, he began to sweat as he pressed the last digit.
He was really scared, and this time he was wrong, but fortunately God was on his side.
The door opened, and almost at the same moment the lock unlocked, he rushed in.
There was no light on in the room, only the sound of running water coming from the bathroom.
"Xiaoyu!" The bathroom door was locked. "Xiaoyu, open the door!"
Unable to hear the sound from inside, he became even more anxious and punched the glass door.
Crash——
With the sound of shattering glass, he reached in with his bloody hand, unlocked the door, and stepped inside.
"Xiao-Xiao Yu..."
She was not in danger, but the scene before him made him feel suffocated with pain.
Ji Shuyu was sitting on the ground, rubbing her body vigorously.
There was no moisture in the bathroom, indicating the water was cold. Her body was red, covered in scratches, both new and old...
Gu Xiuyuan's heart twitched violently. He took a step forward and hugged her tightly in his arms.
As the cold water poured down on him, his heart trembled along with her body.
"Why are you so stupid?" His voice trembled, his eyes red, "Why are you torturing yourself..."
Ji Shuyu was stunned for a moment. She seemed to have scared him, but she didn't want to do anything stupid.
"I just wanted to try and see if this would help me sober up a little." She said it seriously, with a hint of comfort in her voice. "I wouldn't do anything stupid."
"Xiao Yu." Gu Xiuyuan was in so much pain that he couldn't bear it any more.
"I really just need to calm down..."
"Xiao Yu! It's not your fault." Gu Xiuyuan trembled in pain.
"No." She shook her head. "It's just that I'm useless."
"Xiaoyu, look at me." He held her face in his hands. "It's not like that. Let's forget about that, okay?"
He spoke seriously, but Ji Shuyu's emotions became even more uncontrollable.
She dodged backwards, "I don't want to see you, get out, get out!"
"I love you." He looked at her deeply, "Xiaoyu, I love you."
Ji Shuyu's body trembled, and her lips were bleeding from the bite she made.
Tears fell, and then he shook his head.
Gu Xiuyuan held her cold body in his arms, warmed her with his body temperature, gently kissed her forehead, kissed her eyes, and then kissed her lips...
The cold water still flowed, and the tears in my eyes were so hot, burning...
Gu Xiuyuan kissed away her tears distressedly, "That's all in the past. What's important is our future."
after?
Do they still have a future...
"Xiaoyu, you are the person I want to spend my life with, so stop saying such silly things."
"I said, nothing can separate us except death..."
Ji Shuyu listened and choked, and he hugged her tighter.
"Xiaoyu, cry, it will feel better after crying..."
"Your Mr. Gu is back. He will never let her little girl be sad and wronged alone again."
"Xiuyuan..."
"I'm here, Xiaoyu. I'm here."
All the emotions that she had been suppressing burst out at this moment. She clutched his clothes tightly and sobbed.
Her sobs weighed heavily on Gu Xiuyuan's heart. He tried his best to suppress his tears, breathing hard with his mouth open...
He knew that she had been suppressing it for too long.
Once she found an outlet to vent her emotions, she could no longer control herself. She hugged him tightly and cried until she was out of breath.
Gu Xiuyuan's heart ached. He held her tightly, soothing and warming her trembling body, waiting for her to vent her grievances...
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