When Gu Xiuyuan came down from upstairs, Ji Shuyu was staring blankly outside. He slowly walked over and hugged her from behind.
"What are you thinking about?" Gu Xiuyuan leaned against her cheek and kissed her gently.
Ji Shuyu shook her head, then turned to look at him, "Are you done talking?"
Gu Xiuyuan nodded, "Let's go!" He took her hand and interlocked their fingers.
After going outside, Gu Xiuyuan put his coat on Ji Shuyu's shoulders.
"You didn't have a fight, did you?" she said worriedly.
"No." Gu Xiuyuan smiled, "Just some work matters."
From childhood to adulthood, the only person he had ever argued with was his mother. His father... to him, was just a stranger, a blood relative. Even when he came back this time, the only thing he asked about was the recent rumors about the Huo family, to find out if it was his turn.
They never cared about him.
Of course, after what happened with Su Yan, he no longer had any hope for them. They only cared about themselves and wanted to achieve their own goals.
Ji Shuyu looked at him and hugged him tightly with heartache.
Gu Xiuyuan tightened his arms and held her frail body tightly in his arms.
"Do you think I'm pitiful?" He chuckled. "So, no matter what happens, don't push me away, okay?" He kissed the side of her face and said pitifully, "If you don't want me either, then no one will want me anymore."
Ji Shuyu rubbed against his arms and held them a little tighter.
Gu Xiuyuan felt warm in his heart.
Xiaoyu, in this life, you are the only one I care about and love deeply...
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For the convenience of work, they moved back to Xiziwan.
Gu's company has won a new project. Due to the huge investment, they are looking for a joint venture partner, and Gu Xiuyuan is very busy.
Ji Shuyu also started looking for a new job. Ke Manning recommended several studios to her, but she politely declined.
She never wanted to have anything to do with that person again in her life.
After running around outside for most of the day, Ji Shuyu was so tired that she fell asleep as soon as she got home.
She thought she would sleep soundly because she was so tired, but as soon as she fell asleep, she began to be troubled by those dreams again.
The face was still blurry, in her rental house, in Xizi Bay, and seemed to be on the stairs of a holiday villa.
stairs……
She seemed to be back in Yuyuan.
She and Gu Xiuyuan were on the stairs, and he pinched her chin, warning her... to stay away from He Yanyu.
He said: "Xiaoyu, you know what I hate most..."
There was a hint of madness in the smile in his eyes. She was a little scared, but she couldn't wake up from the dream.
She seemed to still hear his painful question: Why did you betray me? !
"Xiuyuan, I didn't!" Ji Shuyu woke up with a scream.
It was already dark and her clothes were soaked with sweat. She rushed over and turned on all the lights, only then was she able to catch her breath.
It’s a dream!
She closed her eyes and took a deep breath.
Some are dreams, but some are real.
Her mouth was very dry. When she stood up to pour some water, she saw the thermos on the glass cabinet. She couldn't help but think of the time in Yuyuan when they had an argument because Gu Xiuyuan misunderstood that she was stewing soup for Gu Xiuwen.
His possessiveness has always been strong. He doesn't even like other men getting close to her, but now...
She slowly squatted down, put her hands in her hair, and curled her fingers in pain.
Gu Xiuyuan worked overtime in the evening and it was already late when he came back with dinner.
All the lights in the house were on, but the little girl was nowhere to be seen in either the bedroom or the bathroom.
"Xiao Yu." Gu Xiuyuan was a little panicked. After looking around, he finally found her in the kitchen.
She squatted on the ground against the corner of the cabinet, just like she squatted at the door of the rental house that day, her little body curled up in a ball.
His heart ached as he walked over a few steps. "Xiao Yu, what's wrong with you?"
"Ah?" Ji Shuyu raised her head belatedly, then smiled tiredly, "I'm tired, squat for a while."
The circles under her eyes were clearly red, and there were a few strands of hair hanging between her fingers. It was obvious how she was torturing herself before her eyes.
Gu Xiuyuan looked at her with a pang of pain in his heart, and gently held her in his arms.
He really didn't know what to do, how to comfort her, how to make her forget those painful memories quickly...
"Are you hungry?" he changed the subject.
Ji Shuyu shook her head.
Gu Xiuyuan picked her up and put her on the stove, then kissed her lips.
"I'm a little hungry, would you like to eat something with me?"
Ji Shuyu nodded, Gu Xiuyuan chuckled, and then carried her out.
The dinner was simple, consisting of things that were easy to digest, but Ji Shuyu felt a little choked up while eating.
After returning to Gu's house, she recalled the repressed past and the things that Gu Xiuyuan disliked and could not accept...
Even though every one of his actions and looks told her that he really didn't mind and that she should let it go, but...his concessions and concessions made her feel even more uncomfortable.
She was afraid that he would also be in pain, but she had to suppress all those emotions in her heart, afraid that it would become a thorn that would be buried there forever and could not be touched.
She was even more afraid...if one day, she would hear his opinion from his mouth.
She could slowly heal and forget these injuries, but if...
"Xiao Yu, what's wrong?" Gu Xiuyuan looked at her in a daze again and spoke softly.
"Xiuyuan."
"Hmm?" He looked up.
Ji Shuyu shook her head. "Nothing." She smiled faintly, blaming herself for her wild thoughts. "I've eaten well. I was sweating all over today and didn't even shower."
Gu Xiuyuan nodded and raised his hand to ruffle her hair. "I'll be with you later."
Ji Shuyu stood up. What she actually wanted to say was: If you mind, it’s okay to say it out loud.
Ji Shuyu felt a little sorry for him because of her random guesses. He had done so much for her, she shouldn't have distrusted him.
Ji Shuyu no longer locks herself in the bathroom for a long time for no reason, so she washes quickly.
Gu Xiuyuan didn't deal with the documents overnight. After taking a shower, he lifted the quilt and hugged her from behind.
"Do you have a lot of work to do today? Go ahead and do it. You don't have to accompany me."
Before, he always stayed with her, and would quietly get up to handle work after she fell asleep, and he was busy until late every day.
"I just want to be with you today." He whispered and kissed the side of her face.
In the past, he would have hugged her and gone to sleep directly after a goodnight kiss, but today his kiss lingered on her neck...
This signal is somewhat obvious.
Ji Shuyu froze for a moment and didn't move.
Gu Xiuyuan watched, and let her press closer to him. He gently kissed her shoulder, tentatively sucked her ear, and under her pajamas, his slender fingers probed her little by little in the way she liked...
Ji Shuyu tried hard to relax her body and tried her best to give him some response.
When the two of them were intimate, Gu Xiuyuan was always patient during the foreplay.
Because he hurt her several times in the beginning, he tried his best to give her enough time to adapt and accept the situation.
He understood every little reaction of hers. He could clearly sense whether she wanted it or not...
Ji Shuyu didn't reject his action and turned around stiffly.
His breathing gradually became hot, and seeing how miserable he looked, she stretched out her arms and hugged him.
Ji Shuyu took a deep breath quietly, then kissed him on the lips...
After she responded, Gu Xiuyuan became a little bolder.
He hugged her tightly, tentatively pressing their skin against each other, tentatively letting her feel him...
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