Ji Shuyu walked out of the house, controlling her pace and walking down the stairs steadily.
Maybe she was just deceiving herself by wanting to walk slower, maybe she still wanted some time to think.
The moment she stepped out of the single door and saw Gu Xiuyuan, she didn't know how much effort she had put in to control herself from rushing over, but Gu Xiuyuan had already rushed over.
"Xiao Yu!" Gu Xiuyuan pulled her into his arms and held her tightly.
The tight hug almost made her tears come out. She bit her lips hard, controlled her emotions, and resisted the urge to raise her arms.
"Xiaoyu, did I do something wrong?" Gu Xiuyuan hugged her tightly and said helplessly, "I'm sorry, please don't be angry, okay?"
The tears that I had been holding back suddenly burst out.
She raised her face and let the cold rain fall on it, trying to hide the traces of her tears.
"Gu Xiuyuan, let's break up!"
Her mouth was filled with the taste of blood, and the most difficult words had already come out of her mouth. She took a deep breath and said, "Go back! Don't come again."
Gu Xiuyuan was a little confused and didn't understand why she suddenly did this.
"Xiaoyu, what happened?"
"Or, what did you hear?" He first thought of Huo Yuxuan, "Listen to my explanation, it's not like that."
"No." She clenched her fists tightly, trying to control her emotions. "I haven't heard anything. I just don't want to be with you, so let's break up!"
Seeing the confusion and exhaustion in his eyes, her heart ached violently.
"Is it because of the Huo family?" Gu Xiuyuan nervously held her shoulders. "Xiaoyu, it's not like that."
The only thing he could think of was the Huo family. He knew there were a lot of rumors in the circle recently, but she had never tried to probe them, and he didn't dare to bring it up.
"Did my mother look for you?"
"It has nothing to do with others. It's my own fault." She pushed him away.
"Xiao Yu" he came to pull her.
Ji Shuyu took a step back.
Tick, tick
Raindrops fell along her hair, and she seemed to hear the sound of her heart bleeding.
Don't talk anymore, and don't look at her with such an apologetic and helpless look. She really can't stand it anymore.
"Go back." She turned around.
"Xiao Yu." Gu Xiuyuan rushed over and hugged her. "What did I do wrong? Can you tell me?"
He hugged her tightly. "If I did something wrong, you can tell me..."
Ji Shuyu closed her eyes tightly, but couldn't stop the tears from falling.
Why are you apologizing?
You did nothing wrong.
His confusion, helplessness, and apology were like a knife slicing through her heart.
She really didn't have the strength to control herself anymore.
"Xiaoyu, didn't we say we would be together forever?"
"I don't want to do it anymore, let go." She said lightly.
Xiuyuan listened and tightened his grip a little, "I don't agree." His body was already soaked by the snow, and he was shivering with cold. "Xiaoyu, I don't want to break up."
Ji Shuyu was heartbroken beyond repair.
She doesn't want to either.
She had a lot to say, but the words were on the tip of her tongue and she couldn't say them.
What is she going to say?
Ask him: If I do it with another man, will you still be willing to be with me?
Oh……
She couldn't say it.
Bitterness in my heart!
"This is a notice." She broke free from his arms. "Let's part ways amicably!"
She didn't have the courage to look back, so she walked into the single door with her back straight, and then quickly went upstairs.
The moment the door closed, she squatted down exhausted and finally burst into tears.
She thought that if she said it out, she would feel better, and that if she said they were breaking up, the weight in her heart would disappear.
But... it really hurts!
She knew his confusion and bewilderment, and knew she needed to give him a reasonable explanation.
But she really didn't know what to say.
She couldn't tell him the truth, and she couldn't pretend nothing had happened.
It wasn't that she couldn't let go or think it over because of an accident, it was just... she really couldn't accept that something like this could happen in their relationship...
…
Gu Xiuyuan followed her outside the door, but he did not lower his hand that was raised to knock on the door.
He knew something must have happened.
The first person he thought of was his mother, but after asking, he found out that his mother had not looked for him during this period.
Gu Xiuyuan had always arranged for people to protect her secretly, and he had never used them to investigate her whereabouts. Even after asking them now, he had not received any useful information.
Ji Shuyu sat on the floor leaning against the door. She knew Gu Xiuyuan was just outside the door, but she didn't know what else to say except "I'm sorry."
Gu Xiuyuan sat on the steps at the door.
"Xiaoyu, if you have any questions, let's talk."
"I did something wrong, please tell me."
'Xiaoyu, I'm so cold.'
He thought the door would open, thinking she couldn't bear to leave him alone, but this time she didn't even open the door.
She seems to be serious...
Gu Xiuyuan sat outside the door all night. When he stood up, he felt dizzy and realized that he had a fever.
"Xiaoyu, there's an important meeting at the company. I'm going to the company first and I'll come find you later."
"What's going on? Let's talk."
'No matter what happens, I don't agree to break up'
'I love you'
Ji Shuyu sat on the ground, looking at the words on the screen, then lowered her head...
After the incident, she and Ke Manning submitted their resignations and were just waiting for the orders to be completed. Today was the last day.
Mu Ran took advantage of the lunch break to come find her. Looking at her friend's appearance, her eyes were filled with heartache.
"Xiao Yu'er, I heard that Brother Gu, Xiuyuan..." fainted.
"Ranran, Xiuyuan and I... broke up."
"Why?" Mu Ran suddenly choked up, "You obviously can't bear to let him go. You've been through so much together, why don't you tell him?"
"He loves you so much, maybe... he won't mind."
Maybe……
Ji Shuyu smiled bitterly.
If she were to ask herself honestly, if Gu Xiuyuan had done it with someone else, she would not be able to pretend that nothing had happened.
"Ranran, I'm fine." She rubbed her friend's face comfortingly, "I've been so messed up these days. How did you get hurt that day?"
Mu Ran paused slightly, then shook her head, feeling even more guilty.
"I'm fine, Xiaoyu'er, it's all my fault."
"Silly girl." Ji Shuyu smiled and hugged her, "How could it be you who is not good enough?"
It was her own fault for not being cautious enough, and she... trusted the wrong person.
"Don't let Xiuyuan know..."
Mu Ran hesitated for a while but didn't know how to answer.
…
Ji Shuyu left the studio early, but she never expected to avoid Gu Xiuyuan and meet He Yanyu instead.
He Yanyu leaned against the car body, holding a cigarette between his fingers and smoking hard.
Seeing Ji Shuyu coming out, he quickly put out the cigarette and then waved away the smoke in front of him.
After that day, he never dared to contact her again. Every day he looked at her distraught appearance but did not dare to approach her.
"Xiaoyu." He called her carefully, "Can we talk?"
These days, when I close my eyes, all I see is her eyes filled with hope and disappointment.
Ji Shuyu didn't look at him and continued on her way.
"Xiao Yu!" He Yanyu took a few steps forward and grabbed her wrist.
Ji Shuyu shook it off with all her strength, then tightly grasped her wrist and stepped back a little.
He Yanyu felt a sharp pain in his heart.
"Just a few minutes." He looked at her.
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