Chapter 241: Previous Life (33)

After entrusting the matter to Brother Sha, Shan Qingshan rushed back to the crew, stayed up for two nights, and worked around the clock to make up for the missed scenes.

Lingling was deceived by Shan Qingshan's condition and thought he was fine.

Once the work was finished, I realized it was an illusion.

His condition is very strange.

People say he is lifeless, but he will still answer questions and even smile in a relaxed manner.

"Brother Qingshan, do you want some water?"

"Need not."

"Mr. Zhou called you several times."

"I replied to the message."

"There are fans visiting the set outside. Do you want to go and have a look? They also brought you gifts."

Shan Qingshan smiled slightly, "It's not easy to come here, take some gifts and let them go back."

Lingling's heart tightened and she wanted to kneel down to Shan Qingshan.

"Brother Qingshan, what happened? You don't want to make Mr. Zhou worry, can you tell me?"

Shan Qingshan lowered his eyes and said, "I don't know what happened either. When I find out, I might tell you. Don't worry."

Lingling wanted to say something, but she felt that no matter what she said, it would be useless to Shan Qingshan at this moment.

Shan Qingshan wanted to go out for a walk and refused Lingling's company.

He has been walking on the road to the film and television city for five years and would not get lost even with his eyes closed. This time, every step he took was immersed in his own emotions, and he could not get rid of his inner thoughts about his life experience and the truth.

The more I thought about it, the clearer the nightmare became in my mind.

She appeared beside him almost in a concrete form, laughing in a low, suppressed, and unbridled manner.

"You were deceived by us!"

"Why are you so stupid?"

"With a brain like yours, how can you get a score of over 700? You deserve to be rejected."

…

Shan Qingshan walked for a long time, and every step he took was fueling Fantasy's arrogance. More and more people laughed at him, and more and more people deceived him.

His mind was being pulled, but his face remained calm.

Until a flash of light came on.

A ray of light in the dark night is like the cold edge of a blade in a dream.

-

The next time Lingling saw Shan Qingshan was at the police station.

Two illegitimate fans followed him, and Shan Qingshan took action.

For a famous star, going to the police station late at night is definitely something that is worth alerting the agent.

Once the agent knew about it, Zhou Chong also knew about it.

Shan Qingshan received a call from Zhou Chong while he was still in the police station.

"Qingshan Xiaobao, are you hurt? Did those two illegitimate fans do anything to you? Why doesn't your assistant follow you closely? She can't do this job, can I do it for you? I'm a man, they can't easily think that I would be your boyfriend, and I can see you every day..."

Shan Qingshan listened quietly, somewhat reluctant to hear him finish.

I hope there is no end to his words.

"I'm fine, I just want to take a walk alone."

Zhou Chong's voice became very serious, "Can you still walk around alone now? How come you have no self-awareness at all? No, I have to watch you!"

"You know, it's impossible."

"Why?"

"Your identity is easy to uncover."

"Can you resist touching me again?"

The two questions silenced Zhou Chonggan.

The policeman raised his eyes and glanced at Shan Qingshan.

Shan Qingshan noticed it and looked calm.

It's just that the atmosphere of the call was a bit awkward.

Shan Qingshan: "That's it. I'm hanging up."

"Xiaobao, I think——"

The phone call was hung up.

Shan Qingshan looked at Lingling.

Lingling suddenly knew how to describe Shan Qingshan's current state.

He now seemed to be floating on the Croatian Eye of the Earth. That eye was beautiful, mysterious and calm, but if he got closer he could see deep darkness that seemed to have no end.

Lingling felt that he was about to fall into a deep pool.

"I'm sorry for the trouble. Next time I won't run around alone, and I won't do anything rash."

He was cold and distant, and there was not much remorse in his words, but you could tell he really wouldn't do it again. It sounded like he was too lazy to do it again.

The agent and the two sasaeng fans reconciled privately.

On the way back to the hotel, Shan Qingshan heard his agent talking on the phone with Zhou Chong in front.

And he was dozing off.

"It's been resolved... It's not a big deal, I'm not injured... Really not... I fell asleep. I've been very busy recently... Yes, he knows about you providing resources... Yes, it's not excessive, I didn't stop him. Now his popularity is rising very fast, he just lacks a work that can help him gain a foothold, and he can take a breath with it... Okay, I will, don't worry..."

After hanging up the phone, Shan Qingshan opened his eyes slightly.

The light coming in from outside the car shone on his face, flickering and making it difficult to tell what he was thinking.

The next day, Shan Qingshan and Zhou Chong had a video call.

Through the phone screen, Zhou Chong looked him up and down carefully, wishing he could crawl out of the screen.

Shan Qingshan comforted him, "It's really okay."

"I'm almost done with this project. I'll come see you."

"By the time you finish, I'll be flying to Paris soon, so forget it."

There was silence over there.

After a long time, Zhou Chong asked: "Don't you miss me? We haven't seen each other for a long time."

More than two months.

Shan Qingshan said nothing.

Zhou Chong felt pain in his heart, and pretended to be relaxed and teased, "Even if your heart doesn't miss me, you don't miss that place either, right? Don't you have someone else outside?"

"No."

This answer did not make Zhou Chong feel better.

He seemed to be smiling, but there was sadness in his eyes.

"You're making me feel like I'm not attractive to you anymore. Do you want to see my abs?"

"Zhou Chong, I..."

Shan Qingshan wanted to say something, but he didn't know how to start.

He himself didn't understand it.

Wouldn't it be better to tell him all his speculations and delusions so that he would also suffer from sleepless nights like me?

"Is it okay to be busy for this period of time?"

Wait until he finishes checking.

Zhou Chong's voice sounded a little dry, and he seemed a little aggrieved.

"good."

Shan Qingshan flew to Paris to attend a fashion show, and then went to Busan to attend a brand event. He flew to several places in a row.

When attending events, mobile phones were taken away, and there was also a time difference, so Zhou Chong’s phone could never get through.

They message more.

Shan Qingshan was a man of few words to begin with, and with his mother's affairs weighing on his mind, he didn't know what to say to Zhou Chong.

Zhou Chong’s messages are getting longer and longer.

His replies became shorter and shorter.

Shan Qingshan felt anxious and didn't even want to read their chat history.

During this period, there was no news from Brother Sha.

The question is to wait a little longer, as there are still doubts.

Shan Qingshan felt a sinking heart and lack of sleep. He was in a trance several times and had black eyes every time he stood up.

He knew he was in bad shape.

He received psychological counseling abroad and received a report of moderate depression.

The doctor advised him to stay for treatment, but he didn't say a word and walked onto the streets of a foreign country.

Relying on the fact that he was abroad and no one knew him, he lit a cigarette on the road, but did not smoke it. He calmly watched the cigarette curl up and burn out bit by bit.

By the time his fingers were burned red, he slowly reacted and put out the cigarette.

He sent a message to Sha Ge.

[I know you have checked it all]

[The excuse is poor]

Tell me everything.

It took a long time for them to reply. [Wait for you to return to China for an interview]