Chapter 260 Extra: Tan Cheng x Cen Wenxing (12)
There are just stupid people in the world.
You have to wait until you lose something and feel the pain before you understand your own emotions and love.
Tan Cheng is.
After returning from France, he tried various methods to forget Cen Wenxing.
But he couldn't do it.
His heart always contradicts him.
Every time he thought he could forget, the image of Cen Wenxing in his memory became clearer and clearer, and it was an image that belonged only to Cen Wenxing.
But while I can't forget Cen Wenxing, I also can't forget everything I did to him.
Tan Cheng continues to struggle between pain and sweetness.
Tan Cheng could only fall asleep in the house where they had lived together.
But the house was empty and I couldn’t sleep for long. I would wake up from my dreams and find it difficult to fall asleep again.
He had several mental breakdowns.
In severe cases, hallucinations may occur.
He thought he was hugging Cen Wenxing, but in fact he almost hugged death.
Once when I was driving, I had a car accident and hit the guardrail. I was in the hospital for more than a month, and the doctor discovered that I had psychological problems.
"Don't tell him."
Yu Ni was stunned for a moment, "If you use this to gain sympathy, it will more or less..."
"It's my own fault. Don't blame him. Don't tell him."
Yu Ni hummed lightly, as a sign of agreement, and took the violin to go outside to practice.
On Wednesday, Cen Wenxing arrived as promised.
He came here naturally for Yu Ni and Meg Bell, and basically had no chance to talk to Tan Cheng. Tan Cheng sat not far away and watched him.
Yu Ni really couldn't stand his gaze that seemed to be real, and she couldn't bear to see Tan Cheng like this.
Therefore, when Cen Wenxing mentioned Tan Cheng, he made a secret reference.
"He could only fall asleep in his little house, so he would try to get back no matter where he was or what job he had."
Cen Wenxing didn't react much, and even looked a little indifferent.
Yu Ni proposed to give the expensive and unsalable violin that Tan Cheng found to Cen Wenxing for free, but Cen Wenxing refused to take it.
Yu Ni sighed inwardly.
I guess there's still no hope.
After the small concert, Tan Cheng offered to send Cen Wenxing back home.
Cen Wenxing did not refuse.
Drive to the hotel.
Cen Wenxing suddenly asked: "Teacher Yu is your assist?"
Tan Cheng panicked for a moment.
He felt that Cen Wenxing's tone was even colder than when they met again.
This is not what was expected.
Tan Cheng expected that Cen Wenxing would be more gentle towards him because of this concert.
Cen Wenxing unbuckled his seat belt.
"Tan Cheng, things related to the violin can indeed attract me, but you know that I can clearly distinguish between feelings and career."
Tan Cheng's face turned pale and his heart ached.
yes.
He knows.
No one would know better than him.
Cen Wenxing: "Since you want me to like you, then my feelings come first. Tan Cheng, I have seen too many false feelings, so I can't tolerate any sand in my eyes. People like you who have a white moonlight and use people as substitutes should have been eliminated long ago."
He was so heartless.
Tan Cheng panicked and grabbed him suddenly.
My brain is buzzing, along with tinnitus.
"Xingxing! I admit that I took extra care of you at first because of your appearance, but when we were together, I never treated you as anyone else!"
Cen Wenxing looked at him.
"You like math so much, let me ask you, if the value is wrong at the beginning, can you still get the correct answer in the end?"
Tan Cheng was stunned, and even the hand holding him relaxed unconsciously.
cannot.
If you start wrong, every step will be wrong, and the end will definitely be wrong.
Cen Wenxing suddenly pulled his hand away, opened the car door and got out.
Tan Cheng panicked, quickly unbuckled his seat belt, opened the car door and tried to chase after him.
But as soon as he got off the car, he felt that the land under his feet was not right. It was soft and difficult to walk on. He walked desperately towards the hotel door.
Every step was extremely difficult, even breathing was difficult to maintain.
The scene in front of him gradually became distorted, his stomach churned, and he felt nauseous again and again. His vision went black, and he finally collapsed in front of the hotel door.
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Cen Wenxing's words that day were very heartless. He went back to his room and blocked all contact information of Tan Cheng again. He also called Alice and asked her to help him find a more reliable partner.
Alice was surprised on the phone.
"Do you still need me to find it?"
"I need a shield."
Alice understood. "What kind of love affair have you gotten into that you can't get rid of? Xing, you're going to have a bad day."
"It's not me who failed, it's him who is stubborn."
All my IQ is in mathematics, but my EQ is not high at all.
"I love you so much, I might as well accept it."
"If it's cut off, it means I'm doing good deeds and accumulating virtue."
Alice had no choice but to agree.
She has a wide network of contacts and is quick to act. Before the program began recording, she found a 1.
He has a good appearance, occupation and family background.
And he's British, big.
Alice specifically highlighted this point.
"It wouldn't be a loss if we were really together."
Cen Wenxing rolled his eyes.
In the first episode of the show, she revealed that she had a boyfriend.
The other person was British, handsome and gentlemanly.
In the director's room, everyone was looking at Tan Cheng.
This person was sent in by Mr. Shan.
The first thing I want to do when I come here is to watch Cen Wenxing’s shots.
Everyone in the program crew noticed that Tan Cheng was interested in Cen Wenxing.
But I didn’t expect that Cen Wenxing has a boyfriend.
This is so embarrassing...
Tan Cheng lowered his eyes and sat there like a wooden statue.
After a while, he stood up, walked outside, and looked at the sky above his head, where the clouds were rolling and unrolling.
It was a long time before he regained consciousness.
It must have been an illusion just now.
After all, he had fantasized many times that the stars were not in the same place, but leaning in someone else's arms, passing by him.
So this time it must be a fantasy as well.
When he figured it out, he turned back and heard the voices of the guests coming from the room.
"Teacher Cen, is this your boyfriend? He's so handsome!"
“Looks like he’s in great shape too!”
Tan Cheng's head buzzed, he missed a step and fell to the ground, his knee bruised and bleeding.
I have heard about the commotion among the guests on the director's side, but I don't know the details.
All I know is that someone fell, and it was pretty serious.
I don’t know who it is exactly.
Anyway, it didn't delay the recording of the show.
The place where the program is recorded is an island with a large area and beautiful scenery.
Cen Wenxing rarely has any creative passion. He often takes advantage of the breaks in recording to go to the beach with his violin on his back, closes his eyes to feel the sea breeze, immerses himself in nature, and then plays the violin as he pleases.
The program crew followed it twice and shot some good material.
After that, there were fewer people following.
Because it is by the sea and it is the rainy season.
The weather here is very changeable. It may be sunny one second and cloudy the next.
The rainstorm that day came particularly quickly and violently.
When the dark clouds came down, the whole world seemed dark.
The director team quickly packed up.
The guests hid indoors.
Only Tan Cheng walked out and saw someone grabbing and asking, "Is Cen Wenxing back?" "Have you seen Cen Wenxing?" "Where is Cen Wenxing?"
Nobody knows.
The director was so frightened that he broke out in a cold sweat, "Could it be..."
Before he finished speaking, Tan Cheng rushed out.