Chapter 96: I can’t like it, but I just like it (from Shan Qingshan’s perspective)
On the day Zhou Chong came to the village, Shan Qingshan saw him from afar. He didn't know what he was mumbling about, and he looked distressed and happy at the same time.
Like a nerve.
It's also very strange.
Although he had not actually met Zhou Chong, Shan Qingshan remembered his face very clearly.
Shan Qingshan was not sure if he had seen the letter, and hesitated about how to thank him for what happened that day. Zhou Chong suddenly ran towards him like crazy and hugged him tightly.
Said: "Hello, get married."
…
ill.
Zhou Chong knew he had said something wrong, and he looked a little cute in his panic.
"I can explain."
"From the city?"
"Um."
"From the TV station?"
Zhou Chong asked back, "Don't you know me?"
Shan Qingshan's heart beat faster and his breathing slowed down.
Does he remember?
Shan Qingshan continued to test, "I don't know him."
"Don't pretend."
Shan Qingshan's heart suddenly relaxed.
He remembers.
Ask him back, "Why do I know you?"
Shan Qingshan waited for him to say, "We met outside the school in June. I took you to the infirmary. I also saw your letter."
But he said: "My name is Zhou Chong, I'm here to record a variety show, I heard there's a local guy who's about my age, so I thought I'd come over and say hello."
Shan Qingshan suddenly understood.
He didn't remember and hadn't read the letter.
He didn't want to shake the hand he extended, and said coldly, "Shan Qingshan."
Shan Qingshan knew that it was normal for him to forget, it was normal, but at that time, he didn't know where his temper came from, and he didn't want to tell him -
We have met.
But Zhou Chong was determined to live in his house.
His temper suddenly disappeared. He was not very welcoming to others, but if it was Zhou Chong, he would take this opportunity to repay the favor.
But after seeing this incident, I missed the opportunity to speak up, and it seems difficult to speak up again.
Shan Qingshan was alone for a long time.
At first, he still had expectations for others, but he was disappointed day after day. He was used to building a wall of coldness to protect himself and to scrutinize the people around him. But while protecting himself, he was also trapped inside the wall, licking his wounds alone.
There is one more person in the family now.
Shan Qingshan didn't know how to repay the favor or how to be nice to such a good person.
Shan Qingshan could only squeeze his desire to be good to Zhou Chong into the cracks in his life.
Give him more eggs, let him sleep in the inner part of the bed, cut some sausages for him, cook some delicious meals, work hard to complete the tasks assigned by the program team, exchange for better ingredients, and make his life here as comfortable as possible.
But Zhou Chong was a little strange.
He was nice to Zhou Chong, and Zhou Chong was even nicer to him, as if they were competing with each other.
What Zhou Chong said always made people feel numb.
Every time this happened, Shan Qingshan didn't dare to look at him.
But I always secretly look at him unconsciously.
When Zhou Chong asked him if he had a crush on him, Shan Qingshan was really scared. His mind went blank and he blurted out, "I'm not gay." After he said that, he saw his expression and felt that he had said something wrong. He couldn't help but want to coax him and see a bright look on his face.
There's always too much that I can't help for him.
I couldn't help but secretly record the songs he sang and play childish spell games with him. Unfortunately, the spell only happened once and he couldn't remember it. Seeing him appear and stand beside him, Shan Qingshan suddenly had a feeling -
Zhou Chong likes him.
Shan Qingshan looked up the song and saw the lyrics.
My heart was shocked.
On the day when grandma's surgery was successful, outside the operating room, Zhou Chong leaned over and clearly wanted to kiss him.
He was even more shocked.
She was so shocked that she forgot to push him away. She subconsciously grabbed his clothes and nervously called out to remind him, "Zhou Chong."
Zhou Chong turned and left as if he had just woken up from a dream.
Shan Qingshan's heartbeat in his chest was taking a long time to calm down.
He thought at that time, has the brotherhood deteriorated?
On the day of the first snow, Shan Qingshan had been waiting for his gift, but when it didn't come, he gave him a dollar on the pretext of the first snow and the excuse of paying him back.
He completely took the one that was taken away and now hung around his neck as his own.
Zhou Chong confessed to him.
He heard his heart crying out loudly, and his heart was moved.
But reason told Shan Qingshan that it was not possible.
There are too many things that cannot happen between him and Zhou Chong.
Even if Zhou Chong could afford it,
He can't.
He still owed him money.
He can't.
He caused Zhou Chong to suffer here and get frostbite. A young master like Zhou Chong probably never saw so much rags in his life.
He can't.
He didn't like him that much, it was just a one-time crush, what was the big deal?
He can't.
He knew that he was cold and flawed, and that he could only chat with people for three sentences. Who could stand such a lover? How could he love others?
He can't!
cannot!
cannot!
cannot!
cannot!
But Zhou Chong was crying.
At that moment, Shan Qingshan finally realized that the rain from Zhou Chong had already soaked him drop by drop.
He should have realized it sooner.
This isn’t some bullshit bromance.
He likes him.
Before he knew it.
All the differences, concerns, peeking and strangeness towards Zhou Chong are because I like him.
"In..." Shan Qingshan slowly clenched his fists, "In June, I fainted due to an allergic reaction, and it was Zhou Chong who saved me. I have always been grateful to him."
Jay Chou didn't expect this.
"He doesn't know?"
"His face was badly swollen at the time, and it was just a piece of cake for him, so he might have forgotten about it."
"You can tell him and he'll be happier."
Shan Qingshan was silent.
I can already imagine how proud Zhou Chong will be.
Can go to heaven.
Jay Chou regretted again, "Let's not talk about it. I can't stand it anymore."
Jay Chou paused and added, "I don't want to drink tonight."
To prevent that bastard from using the same tricks again.
Jay Chou still has things to do.
Shan Qingshan came out of the study first, and just as he closed the door, a man suddenly jumped out from the side and covered his mouth tightly! He hurriedly dragged him to the room next door, slammed the door directly, and pressed the man against the door!
The whole process was like an atrocity!
Shan Qingshan was so frightened that his voice broke.
It just so happens that Jay Chou’s study is right next to it.
He called out, "Zhou Chong! What are you doing?"
"Are you done? It's time to talk about our relationship, right? Baby, record it and give me an explanation."
"There's nothing to explain, it's just a recording, let me go!"
open?
impossible.
When the recording was exposed, Zhou Chong was still able to speak normally.
After being called away by Jay Chou and being baited for such a long time, all kinds of possibilities had gone through his mind eight hundred times, and it was lucky that he could say the first sentence well.
If you don’t get the answer today, Shan Qingshan can forget about leaving this door!
"When did you record it? How many times did you listen to it? Did you use it to do anything shameful? Did you like me when you recorded it?"
Shan Qingshan was a little scared by the sense of aggression coming from Zhou Chong.
His attitude of getting to the bottom of things made Shan Qingshan feel very embarrassed.
Zhou Chong: "If you don't tell me, I will accept my own answer."
"Don't mess around!"
Zhou Chong suddenly grabbed his wrists, grabbed both of his hands, pressed them on top of his head, took a step forward, held him in his arms, and put him on the door panel.
"That's called nonsense."
After saying that, he lowered his head and covered his mouth tightly!