Chapter 354: Only, I'm sorry for him
Yu Lingye thought for a moment and said, "Let's go see the Grand Princess first."
After all, it was my mother-in-law's grave that needed to be dug up.
Opening a grave is a disturbance to the deceased.
If the Grand Princess could give an answer, there would be no need for them to dig up the grave.
Xie Yingmian and Yu Lingye are both quick-witted.
After breakfast, they went straight to the Grand Princess's residence.
The eldest princess has finished her breakfast.
It rained all night last night and the weather is still gloomy today.
The eldest princess' body is covered with old scars.
It gets very itchy on rainy days, so itchy that I can't sleep.
Because I caught a cold before, my bones still ache on rainy days.
The eldest princess was tortured so much last night that she almost didn't sleep all night, and she was sick during the day.
After Xie Yingmian and Yu Lingye arrived, the Grand Princess struggled to stand up.
Xie Yingmian sighed silently when she saw the appearance of the Grand Princess.
When Yu Lingye first met the Grand Princess at Huangyun Temple, he said that the Grand Princess was in poor health and might not survive until the New Year.
Something happened in Huangyun Temple, and the eldest princess almost died because of Fang Yilin's frame-up.
After she rescued the Grand Princess, she cooperated with the Imperial Hospital to provide treatment for the Grand Princess.
After recuperation, the eldest princess saved her life and survived the New Year.
However, after that life-and-death experience, the eldest princess, who was already just a skeleton, became even thinner.
Because she didn't get enough rest, the eldest princess was so thin that she almost looked like a human being, and had two big dark circles under her eyes.
The skin was white, but looked loose, hanging limply on the body.
To put it bluntly,
The current eldest princess is like a pile of bones with human skin hanging on them.
"Greetings to the Grand Princess." Xie Yingmian bowed.
Yu Lingye also bowed: "Aunt."
The eldest princess forced a smile and said, "Thank you for coming here. Please take a seat."
"It's not hard." Xie Yingmian walked up to the Grand Princess and asked, "Have you been taking the medicine that the Imperial Hospital and I prescribed for you?"
"I'm eating," said the eldest princess, "but my body is still the same."
"No matter how good the medicine is or how skilled the doctor is, they can't save him. He can only linger on for as long as he can."
When the Grand Princess said this, her eyes were full of regret.
She knows her body.
This battered body has already reached its limit.
What keeps her from dying is an obsession.
Xie Yingmian took the eldest princess's pulse.
When Xie Yingmian felt the eldest princess's pulse, his expression turned serious.
She switched from her left hand to her right.
After repeated confirmation, the eldest princess's pulse showed that she was at the end of her strength.
According to the pulse indication,
The Grand Princess may only have a few days left to live.
"The Grand Princess..."
The eldest princess smiled and said, "Don't be so unfamiliar. Just call me aunt like Ye'er does."
"Yes..." Xie Yingmian didn't know how to say it.
The eldest princess asked, "Do I only have a few days left?"
Xie Yingmian nodded solemnly: "Your pulse is very bad."
The eldest princess sighed deeply: "I can feel it."
"I've never had good sleep, but these past few days I've been able to fall asleep as soon as I lay down."
"I was asleep, but I also seemed awake. I saw my father and mother, as if they were still young. They were standing at the gate of Yunhua Palace, waving at me."
"The sky is blue and the sun is shining."
"My father and mother stood in the sunshine and gently told me that they were here to pick me up."
"I ran towards them happily, wanting to jump into the arms of my father and mother just like when I was a child."
"Unfortunately, just as I stepped out of that door, a force pulled me back. When I woke up, I realized it was just a dream."
The eldest princess had tears in her eyes.
It's so real.
The voices of my father and mother are right beside my ears, and their voices and smiles are right in front of me.
It seemed that as long as she stretched out her hand, she could return to her father and mother.
Can……
When I woke up, there was nothing.
She is still the same girl, covered in wounds and barely surviving.
The eldest princess wiped her tears and said with a smile, "I've had the same dream over and over again for several days."
"It suddenly occurred to me that this might not be a dream."
She looked at Xie Yingmian and Yu Lingye, her voice trembling slightly: "Yingmian, Ye'er, tell me, after I die, will my father and mother come to pick me up?"
"If it were my father and mother who came to pick me up, I wouldn't be so scared."
"Over the years, I have missed them so much. I really want to tell them that my life has been so hard and I want them to hug me."
"I have so much to say to them."
The eldest princess' tears were getting more and more, and they flowed down like rain.
She cried suppressedly at first.
Gradually, her emotions almost collapsed and she cried breathlessly.
Yu Lingye was very worried and wanted to comfort her.
Xie Yingmian shook his head.
Let her cry.
People who are emotionally broken will feel better if they cry and vent.
The eldest princess cried for a long time.
After venting her anger, she finally calmed down.
Realizing that she was crying in front of the two juniors, the eldest princess felt a little embarrassed: "Sorry, I lost my composure."
Xie Yingmian asked, "Does crying make you feel better?"
The eldest princess nodded.
Xie Yingmian: "You just like to suppress your emotions too much."
"Your physical injuries have actually healed long ago. The reason you're like this is because you're emotionally ill."
The concept of depression did not exist in this era.
The eldest princess's symptoms are severe depression and somatization of depression.
When she prescribed medicine for the Grand Princess, she added a lot of drugs to control depression.
So far, the effect is minimal.
Heart disease needs to be treated with heart medicine.
If the problem is not solved, the eldest princess will die in depression.
"Aunt." Xie Yingmian looked into the eyes of the Grand Princess. "Let me tell you the truth. Your pulse is showing signs of exhaustion. It may be tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, or even the day after tomorrow."
The Grand Princess was not surprised at all.
But his eyes were filled with deep reluctance.
"Aunt, you don't want to die, right?" Xie Yingmian asked.
The Grand Princess didn't know how to answer this question.
"I don't know." She smiled bitterly. "Many times, I really wanted to die. I wanted to be dead once and for all. As long as I died, I wouldn't be troubled by old pain, nor would I have nightmares and panic attacks."
"Life is a torture for me."
"Death is the only way to be free. I have stabbed my wrists with scissors many times and sent the maids and nannies out to hang themselves."
"But, I regret it."
"I can't die." The eldest princess's thin body trembled continuously. "He is still waiting for me."
Xie Yingmian: "The him you are talking about is Chu Xiao?"
This is no secret.
The eldest princess nodded: "Yes, Chu Xiao."
"Since ancient times, it has been difficult to be both loyal and filial. I have let him down, and because of me, his life and death are unknown."
"In this life, I have been worthy of the Dayu Dynasty, worthy of everyone, except him."
Xie Yingmian: "So, after you found Chu Xiao's body, you kept him in Feiyang County?"
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