Chapter 546: All of them are miserable people
Now, she finally understood.
Mother's apology was not only to father, but also to the deceased wet nurse and her daughter.
My mother's guilt is also towards her wet nurse and her daughter.
In order to save her and her mother, the wet nurse and her daughter volunteered to die. Her father watched his wife and daughter die but was powerless to do anything, and he still had to face her and her mother.
I'm afraid no one can empathize with this feeling.
At this moment, some things that I had never understood or been able to let go of before suddenly became clear to me.
Shi Yuqing said, "I used to hate my father. I hated him for treating my mother so badly. I hated him for always looking at me with hatred and disgust. I hated him for not having any father-daughter love for me."
"Today I know what he carries."
"If it were me, I might not be as good as him."
Shi Yuqing sniffed hard.
She is now extremely grateful to her mother-in-law. Fortunately, she listened to her mother-in-law and collected her father's bones, put them in a coffin and buried them in the ground, which was her last act of filial piety.
Otherwise, she might never forgive herself for the rest of her life.
Xie Yingmian was very sad.
She had never understood the words "fate plays tricks on us" so deeply.
Shi Tie watched his wife and daughter die with his own eyes, and he was powerless to change it and unable to face it.
His personality changed drastically, he became addicted to drinking and gambling, and indulged in depravity.
Is Shi Tie wrong?
From the perspective of an outsider who doesn't know the inside story, Shi Tie may seem a little unreasonable.
However, from Shi Tie's perspective, he lost his wife and daughter, his home, and not only was his family broken up, but he also had to face outsiders who had sacrificed the lives of his wife and daughter every day.
How embarrassed is he?
Were Yun and Shi Yuqing wrong?
They didn't do anything wrong, they were just forced into a desperate situation.
Was it wrong for the wet nurse to sacrifice her own life and her daughter's life in exchange for Yun and Shi Yuqing's survival?
That’s not wrong either.
This is the only solution they can think of as they are powerless and poor.
In this life-for-life situation, everyone is a miserable person.
Xie Yingmian said: "The girl who replaced you is not dead, she is still alive."
Shi Yuqing's eyes widened: "The wet nurse's daughter is not dead?"
Xie Yingmian: "Not dead."
"The child was left at the gate of the government office and was found in time by the government. The child was lucky enough to be adopted by an imperial physician and grew up safely."
"Coincidentally, her name is Feng Qing."
Shi Yuqing covered her face with her hands, tears streaming down her face again.
"That's great, that's great."
“That’s really great.”
Xie Yingmian sighed deeply and let Shi Yuqing vent her emotions.
After a while.
There was a noise outside the house.
"You wild woman, let me go." Ji Yunzhang said angrily.
"I warned you to let me go, ugh...are you sick?"
"I have legs, I can walk by myself, why are you carrying me? Don't you know that men and women shouldn't touch each other, ugh..."
Wen Juexia: "What are you doing so annoying?"
"Okay, okay, we're here."
"Ugh!" Ji Yunshu was carried all the way and felt dizzy. After being put down by Wen Juexia, his stomach churned and he ran to the corner in panic to retch.
Wen Juexia crossed his arms and said, "What a hypocritical man! He vomited like this at such a short distance?"
Ji Yunshu was so angry that he couldn't speak, and he didn't care to talk, he kept vomiting.
Xie Yingmian looked at Ji Yunshu's pale face, which looked like he was retching so hard that he almost vomited bile, and his expression changed slightly.
She hurriedly gave Ji Yun some pills to make him feel better.
"Thank you." Ji Yunshu finally felt a little better.
"Xia Xia!" Xie Yingmian's face turned cold. "What are you doing?"
Wen Juexia felt a little guilty.
She touched her nose and said, "No, nothing."
"I just wanted him to come quickly, but he was dawdling, so I carried him up to make him come faster."
"Who knew he, a grown man, could be so pretentious?"
"Apologize to Lord Ji." Xie Yingmian said.
Wen Juexia was not convinced.
She didn't do anything, she just took a small revenge.
Ji Yunzhang just dry-heaved a few times, which didn't have much impact. Why should she apologize?
"I'm not apologizing." Wen Juexia turned his head away.
Xie Yingmian was a little angry.
Ji Yunshu is a woman and she is pregnant. If Wen Juexia were to carry a pregnant woman over the eaves and walls without any care, someone could really die.
Ji Yunshu's identity is top secret and must not be disclosed.
She couldn't tell Wen Juexia Yanming.
"Xia Xia!" Xie Yingmian raised her voice, "You're going a bit too far."
"Go inside and reflect on your actions first. Don't come out without my permission."
Wen Juexia was stunned for a moment when she was bullied by Xie Yingmian for the first time.
She shook her sleeves and went into the house without looking back.
Xie Yingmian said to Ji Yunshu, "Master Ji, I'm sorry."
Ji Yunshu waved his hand.
She knew that Wen Juexia was venting his dissatisfaction in this way.
"I'm fine. I can understand her feelings. After all, all her sisters and brothers died at my hands. It's normal for her to feel resentful towards me."
"Princess Ling, why did you call me here so urgently?"
Xie Yingmian turned sideways and let Ji Yunshu come in.
Let Tamamo and Zhuyue go out to guard and not let anyone get close.
Xie Yingmian said to Shi Yuqing and Fang Chensheng, "This is Master Ji Yunzhang, the Junior Secretary of the Dali Temple."
"Give your petition to Master Ji."
Continue read on readnovelmtl.com