In the evening, after the children had eaten and drunk their fill, they began to feel sleepy. After the entire day's experience, they didn't know what kept them from falling down.
Now following Wen Xi, this fake child, he seemed to have found a glimmer of hope, so he fell asleep happily.
But whether the dream was a good dream or a nightmare, only they themselves know.
Wen Xi couldn't sleep, so she went to sit by the well in the yard.
Wen Xi is not a real child, but that doesn't mean she is capable of withstanding such a mutation.
Wen Xi had no time to think about what happened during the day, nor did she dare to think too much.
In fact, not to mention that Gu Shengmo wanted to die, the person who lacked the courage to live should be herself.
It doesn't matter if it's hard work or a bit of fatigue, or a famine. But why should we take away the little bit of family affection and mother's love that we have finally gained?
Then what's the point of staying here?
Wen Xi also wanted to die, but behind her were her younger brothers and sisters who needed her.
Wen Xi's natural belief is to respect life and not commit suicide, which is what she always advises others to do.
This is how she persuaded Ye Erniang.
So she never took her life lightly. She could be hit by a car, but she would never actively hit one.
They can be killed by famine, but they will not commit suicide by slashing their swords.
Sitting by the well with her head buried in her arms, Wen Xi actually fell asleep.
But the dream wasn't beautiful. It was filled with images of my mother being abused, over and over again. In it, I screamed like a wild beast, sword in hand, slashing at the villain. My eyes were filled with bloodthirsty despair, as if I wanted to destroy everything. But each time, I was unable to save my mother.
Ye Erniang knew Wen Xi was out, and assumed she wanted some quiet time, so she didn't bother her. But after waiting for a long time, she still didn't return. As she reached the main room, she heard deep, furious noises in the courtyard, as if someone was about to be torn apart.
I couldn't run out in a hurry, and I saw Wen Xi chopping something with his eyes closed and a ferocious expression.
Ye Erniang stepped forward, hugged her gently, and patted her back:
"Hush! Don't be afraid, don't be afraid!"
"mother……"
Wen Xi paused for a moment, feeling such a gentle embrace, just like the embrace of her mother every time, and she couldn't help but rub it greedily.
Ye Erniang couldn't help but cover her mouth, tears falling like silk threads. It seemed that her whole life would depend on this girl.
After a while, Wen Xi woke up and found that she had fallen asleep in her master's arms. She said a little embarrassedly:
"Master, why are you here? I fell asleep, why didn't you wake me up?"
Ye Erniang did not answer, but asked:
"What are your plans for the future?"
Wen Xi lowered her head, remaining silent for a long moment. She had always believed she could live well with her brother. Just like every day since she came here. Peaceful and ordinary days.
I also thought I could get over Mao's death. Maybe I would gradually become indifferent to it.
But the dream just now told her that she could not live that kind of life anymore because there was hatred in her heart and a bloodthirsty monster.
It turned out that what he wanted was revenge, to erase his mother's humiliation. The sight of Mao being humiliated had deeply etched itself into his heart.
Wen Xi actually felt a surge of pleasure at the thought of killing someone. Yes, she wanted to kill someone, to take revenge!
Wen Xi raised her head, looking at Ye Erniang with red eyes, and asked a somewhat childish question:
"Master, is killing illegal?"
Ye Erniang stared at Wen Xi for a while, not knowing what she was thinking, and just nodded.
"Then how can you kill someone without breaking the law?"
Wen Xi wants to kill people, but not to be a bad person. He just wants to kill those who deserve to be killed.
Ye Erniang felt a little uneasy, wondering if the child would be upset. But she still answered seriously:
"The beheading chopstick hand, and then there are... soldiers fighting in battle, right?"
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