Huo Qinian was stunned by the question.
In fact, he had never thought about this question.
- What kind of existence does Su Yunbai hold in his heart?
Do I need to ask this? Isn't it obvious?
She is his wife, the one who sleeps beside him.
Huo Qinian subconsciously wanted to answer like this, but the moment he opened his mouth, he saw Su Yunbai's expression.
She was smiling bitterly, with a bitter and unspeakable sense of desolation.
This expression hit Huo Qinian at once. His heart became heavy for no reason, and the words that were originally on his lips seemed to have lost the meaning of being spoken.
Su Yunbai felt that she understood his silence.
Sure enough, she brought shame upon herself.
Su Yunbai stopped looking at him and just leaned back, curling up in the quilt. She said in a muffled voice, "It's getting late, you should go back and rest. I'm fine here, and nurse Wang is very attentive."
Huo Qinian frowned slightly.
Didn't they agree to talk? Why did she shrink back into her turtle shell again?
Looking at Su Yunbai's pale face, Huo Qinian didn't insist much, and just said, "You should have a good rest first, and the drip will continue. I'll come to see you tomorrow."
Before leaving, he stopped again, "Your question just now... I don't know what kind of answer you want to hear, but I think actions are always more powerful than words."
Su Yunbai quickly understood what Huo Qinian meant by this.
The next morning, before she started the IV drip, Huo Qinian arrived. Following him in were two doctors, one old and one young, in white coats.
Huo Qinian nodded to the older doctor and said politely, "Teacher Zhang, thank you for your help."
The old man looked a little fierce and didn't look easy to mess with. Huo Qinian was so polite, he didn't buy it, and just snorted in response.
When they sat down in front of Su Yunbai's bed, the old man's expression eased a little: "Is it after the tail surgery? How do you feel now?"
Su Yunbai glanced at Huo Qinian and answered honestly: "Yes. The operation started around 5:30 last night. The wound is still a little painful now, but I don't feel anything else."
The old man's eyes fell on Su Yunbai's face, he looked at it carefully, and then said: "Stretch out your hand, I'll take your pulse."
He is a Chinese doctor.
Su Yunbai finally understood and stretched out his hand cooperatively: "Excuse me, old man."
The old man closed his eyes and carefully felt his pulse. After a while, he took back his hand and frowned: "You are so young, why are you still depressed? How can a young man have such a bad temper!
"Bad stomach, low resistance, insomnia, dreaming, sweating, weak qi..." The old man took back his hand, very angry, "Aren't you asking for trouble?"
Su Yunbai curled his fingers uneasily, looking embarrassed.
Huo Qinian on the side had a very ugly face.
The old man stood up, "I'm not trying to scare you, you really need to take care of your condition. I'll prescribe you a prescription. You should take it for three months first, at least to improve your foundation...
"Come back to see me in three months." After
the old man finished his instructions, he stood up and walked out, shaking his head as he walked, "Young people nowadays are really..."
Huo Qinian sent him out. Before leaving the door, he glanced at Su Yunbai with a bit of depression.
Su Yunbai touched her wrist, lost in thought.
After a short while, a large group of doctors suddenly came to her ward. The leader was a bald middle-aged man, who asked Su Yunbai anxiously, "Where is Mr. Zhang?"
Su Yunbai was a little surprised, "Are you asking about an old man named Zhang? He just left."
"Oh, why did he leave?" The middle-aged man walked out in a hurry.
Some of them followed the bald middle-aged man out, while others stayed behind, led by a fat doctor with a big smile on his face. The
fat doctor was too kind: "Is this Ms. Su? I've read your case, and it was fourteen hours after the tail surgery, right? In fact, our postoperative care is one of the best in the entire B city.
" "Of course, everyone has their own expertise. When it comes to conditioning the body, we still don't dare to compete with Mr. Zhang. Mr. Zhang, do you know? "He is a well-known health care expert in the health system..."
The fat doctor talked nonstop.
At this time, Huo Qinian came back.
As soon as he entered the room, he saw so many people and his steps paused. When
the fat doctor saw Huo Qinian, he immediately smiled so hard that his teeth were showing, and even seemed a little flattering: "Mr. Huo, nice to meet you..."
Huo Qinian glanced around the room, frowned, and pointed outside the door: "Let's talk outside."
The fat doctor was very tactful: "Of course, of course. You still have to pay attention to rest after the operation. We are sorry to bother you. "
A group of people filed out.
Nurse Wang looked at Su Yunbai with a little awe in his eyes.
A small appendix surgery can attract so many big shots... Her employer seems to have a lot of background.
Immediately afterwards, the person who came to give Su Yunbai an intravenous drip also changed. Not only From one person to two, one of them was the head nurse.
After the drip was hooked up, the head nurse specially adjusted the drip speed and said to Su Yunbai gently and kindly: "Your blood vessels are relatively thin, it will be more comfortable if the drip speed is slower.
"You can't drink water yet. If you feel your mouth is dry, moisten your lips with water. Once the gas passes, you can drink water normally."
Su Yunbai politely sent people away, half-leaning on the hospital bed in trance.
After a long while, she felt her eyes darken - Huo Qinian was back.
Huo Qinian sat in front of Su Yunbai and was silent for a long time. He didn't ask about her health, but just asked casually, "What are you thinking about?"
Su Yunbai smiled, "I'm thinking... it's great to be rich and powerful."
Huo Qinian raised his eyebrows.
Her expression didn't look like "it's great".
Huo Qinian leaned back in his chair, "Yunbai, are you mocking me?" He tried to put himself in Su Yunbai's mindset, and said something a bit ridiculous, "Do you think I'm wasting medical resources by making a big fuss?"
"How could that be?" Su Yunbai laughed. "I am a vested interest, but I won't pick up the bowl to eat and put it down to scold my mother. I just feel... not used to it."
This is not the first time she has seen such service in the hospital. When her grandmother was sick and hospitalized, the scene was even bigger than this. But at that time, as a family member, the more her grandmother was valued, the more at ease she felt, but she ignored some other things .
Now that she has become a patient herself, some feelings have become clearer.
Being "cherished" like this... You can say that she is unlucky or that she is hypocritical. To be honest, what she felt at the first time was not others, but that she was not adapting.
This discomfort reminds her every moment how different she is from Huo Qinian.
Su Yunbai only has the desire to be the best in her own professional field. In life, she is more accustomed to following the majority of ordinary people.
But Huo Qinian is different. From childhood to adulthood, he has always wanted the best. So when he is sick and hospitalized, he requires the best ward, the best doctor, and the best service...
In his opinion, these are all natural things.
This is the problem.
She followed him so hard. Learn etiquette, taste, and all kinds of "high-end" things... But in certain moments, like this time, many small details will remind her that it is difficult to draw the bones of a tiger, and she is still the Su Yunbai in the past.
She and he are not from the same world, and the gap between them has always been there.
This is the most hopeless place.
Su Yunbai sat on the bed, at a loss, like a lost child.
Huo Qinian looked at her like this, and felt a sour and soft heart, with an indescribable taste.
People's preferences are so unreasonable. In the past, Huo Qinian might have thought that Su Yunbai was a troublemaker and difficult to please. But now, he just thinks that this person is very stubborn and cute.
Such a change was not only not noticed by Su Yunbai, but even Huo Qinian himself did not notice it.
Being in the world of fame and fortune, Huo Qinian is used to people whose humanity has been corrupted by money and power and who have become unrecognizable. Compared with these people, Su Yunbai's self-control is too good. After
more than three years of immersion in the life of the rich, she is still the same as she was back then, and can be said to have remained true to her original intention.
Huo Qinian had never met anyone tougher than her.
But from another perspective, does this kind of "not following the crowd" also explain some problems?
Huo Qinian looked at Su Yunbai and sighed, "Yunbai, do you know that you sometimes make people feel frustrated?"
Su Yunbai was stunned, "What?"
Huo Qinian said, "Have you ever thought that what you think is out of tune is not that some concepts are very different and deeply rooted in people's hearts, but that you always stay where you are and refuse to change?
"Although this metaphor is not quite appropriate, let's make a comparison like this - you have read "Romance of the Three Kingdoms", right? You must be familiar with the story of Guan Yu being in Cao's camp but his heart is with Han. Everyone praises Guan Yu's loyalty, but have you ever thought about how Cao Cao in the story feels in his heart?
"The life I represent is like Cao Cao's side... I have given you official titles and titles, and given you gold, silver and jewelry. I have done a lot of things, but I can't move you or change you.
"Sometimes I also want to ask you, do you really want to stay in Cao Ying for a long time?"
Su Yunbai was shocked.
She thought, Huo Qinian is really too sensitive.
The environment actually has a great impact on people, otherwise how could there be the story of Meng Mu's three moves?
She was not born with amazing self-control, but she held a line firmly in her heart. She did not agree with many concepts in the life of the rich, and even secretly rejected that kind of luxurious and corrupt life from the bottom of her heart, and let herself learn from it.
The so-called original intention remains unchanged, in the final analysis, it is actually not recognized.
She felt that she could not learn Huo Qinian's concepts, and the two were very far apart; but Huo Qinian asked her if she really accepted his life.
If so, why has she never integrated into it until today? If not, how much of the love she gave, did she keep for herself?
Su Yunbai couldn't answer for a moment, and was just stunned.
Huo Qinian reached out and touched her head at this time.
Su Yunbai looked up at him subconsciously.
Huo Qinian's expression was gentle, even apologetic: "I'm not blaming you for anything. I know you have compromised a lot and paid a lot..."
"I didn't do well enough. I didn't give you enough sense of security..."
Compared with him, she had almost nothing, only a relatively free heart.
If she could still be resolute and unreserved at this time... then she would not be the cold and tough Su Yunbai, but a love-minded person from beginning to end.
She has done well enough.
Huo Qinian's eyes were very tolerant.
At this moment, he was no longer the arrogant, relaxed and unattainable Huo Qinian. She felt the warmth from him.
It was so warm! It was so warm that Su Yunbai's nose was sore and her eyes were moist unconsciously.
She subconsciously turned away, and her long eyelashes trembled like a butterfly flapping its wings.
Huo Qinian was shocked.
He believed that at least at this moment, he really touched Su Yunbai's heart.
Huo Qinian lowered his voice, almost coaxing: "So, from now on, every year, you can make three requests to me. As long as you want and as long as I can, I will fulfill them for you. Okay?
"I can't guarantee that everything will be appropriate, but at least when you feel wronged, you can unconditionally ask me to give in...
" "You know me, I always keep my word."
Su Yunbai covered his eyes to stop his tears.
After a long journey, there is light at the end of the tunnel.
Has she... finally waited for it?