Huo Qinian gently rubbed Su Yunbai's head with his chin, looking very attached.

He sighed, as if he was helpless and powerless, "Yunbai, love is uncontrollable... What should I do?"

Huo Qinian stopped talking, and the whole room suddenly became dead silent, leaving only his overly heavy breathing, gently pulling in the air, and having a particularly strong presence.

In this unbearable silence, Su Yunbai was stunned for a long time, and gently pulled the corners of her lips.

She felt both ironic and unavoidable.

Regardless of whether Huo Qinian's words were true or false, she only cared about the words themselves.

Uncontrollable, helpless, hesitant, self-deceiving... She knew all too well what these feelings were.

What did he think she felt before she made up her mind to leave him?

She had experienced all these emotions, and she had suffered through them all.

No one wants to be a beggar in love. If possible, who doesn't want to hold their head high and live proudly?

Who doesn't want to be the king in love?

But... only those who are favored can be fearless.

And she was not the one who was favored after all.

Today, he can finally "feel the same".

Does she feel that "great revenge has been taken"?

Does she feel relieved?

Su Yunbai couldn't even distinguish her own mood for a while.

But she knew very well that these words... really didn't move her.

Some things are too late.

If these words were said two years ago, she might have burst into tears in Huo Qinian's arms, thinking that all the hardships had finally paid off, and that the clouds had finally cleared and the moon was shining...

But today, she no longer desires those things. She has escaped from the circle of marriage, and now hearing these words again, apart from reminding her of her own torment, it seems that there is only disappointment left.

The past is the past.

Huo Qinian gently let go of Su Yunbai, lowered his eyes, and carefully observed her expression.

The blush on his face was still very obvious, and even his breath was hot, but the emotions in his eyes were very deep.

He seemed to know what Su Yunbai was thinking. He had always had this ability. "I know some things are too late, and I don't dare to expect you to forgive me from now on... I am no longer so naive."

Su Yunbai looked up at him with a complicated expression.

Huo Qinian said, "I just hope you can give me a chance, a chance not to run away." He pursed his lips, "You just stand where you are, or you can run, just... don't run too fast, don't run out of my life, okay?"

Su Yunbai took a deep breath, "Huo Qinian, it's useless, let it go. I told you before I went abroad that the time and energy spent are a heavy cost...

"Don't get carried away. Can't we part ways amicably?"

Huo Qinian's eyes were still firm, "Whether it is useful or not, I have the final say. I won't give up, don't worry, I can endure it..."

Huo Qinian's refusal to give up...

Thinking of the "Su Xue" in the notebook, Su Yunbai really felt a headache.

Why is he so stubborn!

Su Yunbai's anger had not subsided, and now it was stimulated and became even more intense.

She said coldly: "But I don't want to! Do you understand? I don't want to go back, I don't like you anymore!"

Huo Qinian's face turned slightly pale.

Su Yunbai was determined to be heartless to the end, "You regret it, you want to go back, you think you did something wrong... OK, it's all right.

"But that's your business! Why do you ask me to cooperate with you? Haven't you heard it? If you like someone, please don't disturb her...

"You have already disturbed my life! "

Huo Qinian looked at her deeply, "Only a coward would say that. If you like someone, you should try every means to be with her. She is in a good old age, but it has nothing to do with me... What kind of love is that? "

"It's not that I'm too overbearing, but... you and I both know that time and distance can smooth out a lot of things. I can respect her, but what if she runs too far and starts a new love life?

"Let me stand by and watch, respect and bless her love with another person?

"No! I can't do it, I'm far from that magnanimous. In fact, as long as I think of this possibility, I'll be jealous to the point of going crazy.

"Yun Bai, what I want is to be together day and night, and grow old together. Even if we are at the ends of the earth... I can afford it! "

Su Yunbai looked at his serious expression, her brows twitching.

He was serious.

Su Yunbai really began to feel suffocated.

She couldn't help cursing: "Are you sick? ! Are you paranoid? Why do I have to be so unlucky? ! "

Huo Qinian's eyes trembled slightly.

He looked strong, but these words were not without lethality to him.

He subconsciously raised his voice: "Yunbai, I don't understand!"

He said, "I don't understand... why? I don't ask you to forgive me, I don't even ask you to respond to me, I just want to be with you. Just think of me as a secret admirer, is it that difficult?"

Su Yunbai sneered, and it seemed that she wanted to refute.

Huo Qinian made a prompt decision again: "Or are you scared? "

He said, "You are afraid that you are not strong-willed, you are afraid that you will impress me sooner or later... you are afraid... of repeating the same mistakes.

"You don't dare anymore, right?"

Su Yunbai knew that this was a provocation.

But she still couldn't control her anger: "Are you out of your mind? Your face is thicker than the city wall."

"Then give me an explanation." Huo Qinian said, "I think my behavior is far from harassment, and I haven't done anything excessive. Even if I went to court, to the police station... anywhere, I don't think there is anything wrong with my behavior.

"Why do you care so much about my words and deeds? Always feel that I distract you? Yunbai, give me an explanation. "

"You want to explain? Good! I hate you, and I'm annoyed when I see you. You're an eyesore to me, is that reason enough?"

Huo Qinian's expression froze, and he blushed again: "Then what are you doing now? Even if I die here, it has nothing to do with you. Why did you come to see me? You hate me, so why do you care about my safety?"

"Because of the scientific research fund." Su Yunbai took a deep breath, "I don't want to owe anyone a favor. Two-thirds of two hundred thousand dollars, a hundred thousand dollars... is enough to buy a trivial concern.

"If this incident gives you any illusion, I'll leave now. From now on, I will keep my distance from you and will not give you any wrong signals..."

Huo Qinian pursed his lips, looked at her quietly for a long time, and suddenly laughed, with a sinister taste in his smile: "Yunbai, guess, with my scheming, is it difficult or not to make you owe a similar debt of favor?

Su Yunbai looked at him in disbelief.

Is this man finally crazy?

Huo Qinian felt bitter in his heart.

If possible, he would like to maintain a minimum decent image in front of her. But now it seems that this road is no longer feasible.

He said: "Yunbai, have you ever heard a saying? I'm not afraid of thieves stealing, I'm afraid of thieves thinking about it. Yes, I am the thief. I have evil intentions, and I have never denied it.

"Do you really want to force it on me like this?"

Is this a threat?

Su Yunbai was so angry that his face turned blue.

Huo Qinian said: "Have you ever thought that there can be another way to solve the problem?

"Either you accept the good things I give you with peace of mind from now on...or, you give me a chance to get close to you."

Huo Qinian did not give Su Yunbai a chance to mock him, and continued: "Don't rush to refuse, listen to my thoughts first.

"I am now like you a few years ago. It took you several years to feel disappointed and to gather up the courage to divorce... You even had so much time to "wake up". If you put yourself in my shoes, how can you ask me to give up right away? It doesn't make sense.

"You can say I'm despicable or that I have a bad nature as a man, but I really can't accept it and there's no way I'll let go.

"You're very resistant to me now, do you know what I think? You're just being sulky with me. I know you want to say I'm shameless, but that's what I think.

"You'd avoid suspicion and be sulky and not want to see me if you care about me, right?

" "The more you resist, the more I feel I have a chance. This is not a way to reject people... at least not a way to reject me."

"You know, I've always been strong mentally and can withstand your cold face.

"If you really want to reject me, give me a chance to get close to you, a chance to hurt me..." Huo Qinian's voice lowered, and it sounded like coaxing for no reason, "Just like what I did in those years."

He said, "Disappointment and giving up also have a threshold. If you really want to reject me, just show me. When I'm really disappointed enough, I will leave by myself."

Su Yunbai almost laughed out of anger.

So she has always been too polite to him?

She looked at Huo Qinian for a long time, and couldn't help asking: "Huo Qinian, do you have a masochistic tendency? "

Huo Qinian had a deep and insoluble sadness in his heart.

Of course, he had no masochistic tendencies.

But this was at least a way to get close to her, wasn't it?

Huo Qinian said: "You don't need to feel guilty, you don't need to feel that you have wasted my time and energy, you don't need to feel that you have given me the wrong signal, you don't need to feel that you are hanging me... You don't need to worry about anything.

"If you feel unhappy, just get angry, just vent your anger... Anyway, it's my own fault.

"Just, don't refuse my approach. Okay? "

Does he think that just by saying that he can soften her heart?

No, Su Yunbai really wants to get angry now.

Is this another kind of moral kidnapping? - Look how compromising he is, she is simply too unkind!

Su Yunbai felt extremely aggrieved.

She said, "I said, I can't cooperate..."

Before she finished speaking, Huo Qinian suddenly staggered.

He lowered his head slightly and pressed his eyebrows hard.

Su Yunbai paused, and couldn't help but sneered, "What tricks are you playing again?" He

was so logical and clear the previous second, and suddenly became weak the next second.

Do you think she will believe it?

Huo Qinian supported the corner of the table with one hand, and there was an unconcealable weakness in his voice, "Yunbai, I didn't lie to you, I really feel dizzy... I have been dizzy. "

As soon as he finished speaking, his hands that were supporting the table went limp, and he almost fell down.

Su Yunbai was startled and instinctively took a step forward - she immediately hated her own "weakness" again. Huo Qinian was sure that she couldn't be so cruel, right?

But at this moment, she couldn't help but think of the thermometer just now.

Thirty-nine degrees... something really could happen!

Su Yunbai tormented for a moment, but she continued to move forward.

She couldn't really ignore him.

Su Yunbai stretched out her hand and touched Huo Qinian's, which was indeed like a stove.

He just stood there like this . temperature, argued with her logically, and talked to her about the so-called "I'm not afraid of thieves stealing, I'm afraid of thieves thinking about it."

It turns out... it was all forced.

Su Yunbai felt complicated.

Huo Qinian's brain was burning and he didn't know his own condition at all... Why did she have to argue with a patient at this time?

Fortunately, Huo Qinian was not really unconscious and could still walk by himself.

Su Yunbai half-drove him and sent him to the bed.

She got up and wanted to leave, but Huo Qinian grabbed her hand and wouldn't let go, "Are you leaving again? I didn't ask you to do anything, I just want to be with you... Is this not okay? "

His tone was a little aggrieved.

Su Yunbai was silent for a while, and sighed: "I'll go get you some hot water, and go upstairs to get some alcohol - if it continues, you really have to go to the hospital."

Huo Qinian withdrew his hand reluctantly, and said eagerly: "Then come back soon."

Taking medicine, wiping with alcohol...

After being busy for a long time, Huo Qinian finally fell asleep holding Su Yunbai's hand. Whenever she wanted to take her hand back, he would open his eyes and force himself to stare at her with a straight look.

Su Yunbai had no choice but to pull a chair and sit aside.

She looked at the two people's clasped hands and closed her eyes slightly.

All of this... all of this, suddenly became like this.

She really needs to think about what to do next.

Even though Huo Qinian said those words tonight with a high fever, they are actually quite credible.

He can really do something to force her to owe him a favor. Isn't the previous scientific research fund the best example?

What should she do?

It can't be like he said, that he has to be abused, right?