The little girl walked up to her mother and kissed her on the cheek.
A woman was carrying a basket. She had come to the street to buy vegetables, but she had been standing there for a long time, until her legs were numb and she had no feeling, but she was still reluctant to leave.
When I saw the soft and caring look of the little girl on the screen, I suddenly burst into tears.
"Wow... My daughter, I'm sorry. I was a coward and didn't protect you."
"Mom should have fought them to the death..."
"I'm sorry, it's my fault. I shouldn't have given up on you just because you're a girl. I was wrong, really wrong!"
There are tens of thousands of women in the world who feel the same regret as this woman.
Because of their own cowardice, they were forced to accept that their husbands and mothers-in-law gave away or drowned their daughters, whom they had given birth to with great difficulty.
After seeing how filial and well-behaved this girl was, they felt as if they had swallowed ten tons of Coptis chinensis, and their intestines turned green with regret.
Among these tens of thousands of regretful women, there were women from ordinary families, wives from wealthy families, and even concubines in the palace who had daughters who died young.
"Oh, my daughter, if she hadn't died of smallpox, she would have been this big now."
"Maybe she will be so well-behaved and lovable. How am I supposed to survive in this endless palace wall?"
Hearing the concubine crying, all the other concubines came to comfort her softly.
Only Gu Qingrou turned and left with an expressionless face.
When she quickly got on the phoenix chariot, the tears she had been holding back flowed down like a flood.
At this moment, her heart was filled with regret and self-blame, and she hated herself so much.
Why didn't she fight hard to save her daughter?
Was I possessed by a ghost at first?
No, she actually knew it in her heart.
That's because she only wanted the position of queen. If she could give birth to the first prince after the emperor ascended the throne, then her position as queen would be secure!
But the imperial physician said that she was pregnant with a daughter and the fetus was weak and there was a high possibility that she would not be able to survive.
I thought at the time that I had to protect either my daughter or the position of Queen, so she, she would...
When she thought of the past, Gu Qingrou's remorse could no longer be suppressed and burst out. Her low sobbing and whimpering were heard outside. The personal maid asked worriedly outside the phoenix sedan chair:
"Master, are you feeling unwell? Do you need to summon a physician?"
After a long while, Gu Qingrou's hoarse voice came out: "No need."
By the time the phoenix sedan chair returned to the palace, Gu Qingrou had already calmed down and walked out with a normal expression.
"Step back, I'll be alone and quiet."
After dismissing all the palace maids, Gu Qingrou suddenly felt as if all her strength was drained away, and she slid limply onto the cold marble floor.
She looked at the empty palace.
Close your eyes.
He laughed out loud in self-deprecation and helplessness: "What on earth did I get?"
"I have lost a daughter, and my position as queen is no longer secure."
"I lost my daughter, but I can't cry openly. I feel wronged."
"If, if it were in the future, I would never give up on my daughter."
"My child, I'm sorry for you,"
"The Queen Mother is in this state now, she deserves it, she owes you..."
"bite!"
"Connection open!"
Suddenly hearing an emotionless, cold and strange mechanical sound, Gu Qingrou wanted to wipe away her tears, but it was too late.
Gu Sang's face appeared in the void in front of him.
Gu Sang had already returned home and was looking at Gu Qingrou with a raised eyebrow.
Her face was covered with tears, and she didn't look beautiful at all. Her nose was even covered with snot bubbles from crying. She was very different from the Gu Qingrou who used to cry like a tearful girl.
Gu Sang didn't say anything, but Gu Qingrou calmly wiped the tears from her face with a handkerchief.
There was no life in her eyes, and she asked blankly, not knowing whether she was asking herself or seeking an answer:
"Gu Sang."
"Will all parents in the future love their children this much? Will all men in the future cook?"
Gu Sang replied: "Everything is not decided. You have watched so many live broadcasts, and you can also see that in the future, there are still some people who favor boys over girls."
"There are also bad men, scumbags, and bad men in later generations. You have seen all of this in the live broadcast."
"It's just that the general trend is that parents in later generations have accepted modern ideas and are willing to make changes."
"Parents changed one generation, and then our generation continues to change. Changing mindsets is a gradual process that requires the efforts of several generations."
"It's not absolute that men cook, but most men of the new generation cook and do housework. As for how they live their lives, that depends on their own choices, vision, and wisdom in life."
“The kind of man you meet depends on how much you love yourself and how worthy you think you are.”
People tend to bully the weak and fear the strong.
If you have no bottom line.
Then the man you meet will have no bottom line towards you.
The results you get depend on your personality, abilities, and how you behave. If you are decisive and brave, then the scumbag will have no chance to hurt you at all.
If you are weak and incompetent, you will only be bullied even if you marry into a wealthy family.
Gu Qingrou listened and suddenly smiled sadly. She thought to herself, "Gu Sang, tell me the truth. Pei Changying was really not your own choice, wasn't it?"
"Don't you have any feelings for him at all? Are you just using him?"
Gu Qingrou really wanted to ask this question. She had been wanting to ask it ever since Gu Sang started the live broadcast.
When she realized that she had spoken her heart out and Gu Sang had heard it, it was too late for her to take it back and she could only stare at Gu Sang intently.
"No, it's not my choice."
"He was chosen by the system. I have never had any feelings for him."
"Gu Qingrou, women in our later generations can play with boys from a young age. Our elementary and junior high school classmates or desk mates are boys."
"I've met a lot of boys, and I've experienced a lot. I've felt what true tolerance and love are. Pei Changying's hypocritical lies are ridiculous to me."
"I didn't expose him and was even willing to help him. In my opinion, it was just a win-win cooperation relationship of mutual benefit."
"He used me to become the emperor, and I used him to return to the modern era to see my grandmother."
"But I didn't expect Pei Changying to be such a loser that he would need me to help him with everything."
"Pei Changying, this kind of person is very selfish."
"Gu Qingrou, to be honest, I don't even want to say a word about your unscrupulous love-brainedness."
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