Because you're crazy
Fan Liye tilted his head: "As you wish?"
"Yes, follow your heart," Lance said. "Vampires have a long lifespan, and you have plenty of time. There's no need to rush. Everything can be done slowly. There's no such thing as no time."
"All the ancestors are doing their own things, living according to their hearts. As a king, why are you still living for others?" Lance crossed his arms in disdain. "It's unnecessary to burden yourself with so much for those ancestors who are tired of living."
"Not really..." Fan Liye sighed, "You're right."
"You just said there were too many noises and it was a bit noisy." Lance looked at Fan Liye and said, "If it were me, I would get rid of the source of the noise."
This sentence made Fan Liye ponder. He didn't care much about what Lance said later. Seeing that he was indifferent, the other party said it was boring and left.
Eliminate the source of the sound?
Fan Liye closed his eyes, and those voices came like a tide.
That was Daniel's voice, and there were countless other strange voices, all condemning him for abandoning his human identity.
"You were once human, why did you sacrifice for the vampires?"
"Do you remember that you are human?"
"The vampires bring suffering to humans. You...should not help the vampires."
It was pitch black all around, and Fan Liye could even feel someone tugging at his clothes. He opened his eyes and stared at the blood-red scene in astonishment.
It seemed like the young master's territory, with a lake of blood beneath his feet and a mountain of corpses before him. He saw two familiar faces, two figures who looked exactly like him.
One of them had scarlet eyes and laughed arrogantly. He killed the humans in front of him inhumanely, then threw the corpses on the hill and laughed while pointing at the kneeling figure beside him.
The kneeling man had sky-blue eyes and he begged the other party not to kill people indiscriminately anymore.
Fan Liye was very familiar with these two people. They were the God Fan and the Ghost King Fan who had left before.
Shen Fan soon stopped kneeling and stood up, blocking the way for the human, denouncing Ghost King Fan for his actions. The two of them were at odds, going from scolding each other to wanting to tear each other apart.
Fan Liye was stunned. How could he see the two people who had disappeared?
He walked over and stretched out his trembling hand: "You..."
They immediately stopped and turned to look at Fan Liye.
Ghost King Fan immediately laughed mockingly: "Hey, isn't this our Crazy Fan?"
Shen Fan looked at Fan Liye and frowned immediately: "Hypocritical guy."
"How can you say that about him? He's just a bit of a coward and can't stand all the malice." Ghost King Fan sneered, "Unlike you, who's like a moron, thinking everyone is nice to you."
Shen Fan's expression suddenly turned grim. "Humans want to win. I don't think they've done anything wrong. It's you, the ugly ones, who think they've deceived you and hate them. How can you be any better? There's no such thing as a being without deception in this world. Everyone lies."
"Is this a concept? If you want to be a saint, just be a saint yourself, and don't drag me into it. Who is bearing the malice? You feel the love beautifully, and then you blame me. You are so hypocritical. Just hold on to that fake love, you deserve to die, you deserve to be deceived by them." Ghost King Fan's tone was not polite at all.
"I'm hypocritical? You're reckless and selfish, with no regard for other people's feelings. You treat life as a toy." Shen Fan's tone became harsh. "You're the one who deserves to die. You were born as a gamble. Not being loved is a fact for you. You don't deserve love."
Ghost King Fan sarcastically said, "Oh, I thought the gods were so kind. You say such harsh words, where does your compassion come from? Are you worthy of being a god? Get off the altar. I feel sick to live in the same body with you."
"God's mercy is for humanity, isn't it you? You are my enemy, and I only hope you die. I love everyone in the world, but not my enemies. I'm not that magnanimous. You harm my people, and I still have to be kind to you.
I say this to you as well. Even if I were to live in the same body with you, I would still want to kill you.” Shen Fan also said sarcastically.
They quarreled and hated each other. Fan Liye couldn't get a word in, and gradually understood one thing.
"Madman." Ghost King Fan looked at Fan Liye, "You are a combination of the two of us. I think you should understand how disgusting this is. No wonder you are crazy. It's not just because you are a coward, but also because it is too disgusting."
"Hehe, madman, as a combination of us, you are not much better off being tortured every day, but you don't deserve any pity. You have royal blood in your body, you are a vampire, extremely disgusting." Shen Fan also looked at Fan Li Ye.
"Have you said enough?" Fan Liye laughed at himself, "Why didn't I realize before that I hate myself so much."
"You should have known this long ago." Ghost King Fan snorted.
Shen Fan also smiled coldly: "So what? You are not loved, you don't deserve to be loved, it's normal to hate yourself."
Fan Liye laughed at himself again: "You two are obviously fakes, what is there to say?"
Ghost King Fan narrowed his eyes: "Why do you think we are fake?"
"The young master is the ghost king. He won't speak ill of the gods. He endures the malice but still helps the gods.
Even until the last moment, he was worried about whether God could withstand malice. "Fan Liye said softly, "But through you two, I do understand that after I went crazy, I have always hated myself.
I am in pain, I am tortured every day, I hate myself for being alive, I hate why I was born, I hate myself. Everything you said is the reason why I hate myself.
"As a god, you can't hate others, you can only hate yourself. If it weren't for you, they wouldn't have to endure this pain." Shen Fan said, "Forcing yourself not to hate others will only make you crazy."
"Are you crazy because of those malicious intentions, or is it because you have no choice but to be crazy?" Ghost King Fan stared at Fan Liye with interest. "As a normal person, you think too much, but if you go crazy, you can let go of some burdens."
Shen Fan put his hand on Fan Liye’s shoulder and whispered in his ear, “Since we’re already crazy, why not go even crazier?
The fight between two kinds of blood is painful enough, and these voices can no longer affect you. You are already crazy, why can't you do something while you are crazy? "
Ghost King Fan placed his elbow on Fan Liye's shoulder, leaned close to his ear and chuckled, "You are crazy, and crazy people do things without considering the consequences.
Deception? Betrayal? Fake? It's all crazy, just get it back one by one. The noise is too loud, while it's crazy, get it back and solve the source. "
"Fan has always been a resolute being. Assimilation didn't drive you crazy, and finding out they were all lying to you didn't drive you crazy either. How could you possibly go crazy just because you regained your memories?
This is just your choice. Your madness is just your initiative to be crazy. You have to be crazy. Only when you are crazy can you do things that a crazy person should do.
Don't hesitate, just do it, because... you're crazy."
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