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Fan Li Ye was sent back home by Pani. Nibel hurriedly treated his wounds, while Fan Li Ye was still a little dazed.
He really couldn't understand why Apollo would stand in front of him. With his strength, he could easily avoid him.
What did he want to say last?
Fan Liye felt a splitting headache and his mind was in a mess. He couldn't figure it out.
Seeing that Fan Liye looked a little painful, Fan Jien said softly, "Master, do you want to take a nap and rest?"
Fan Jin gently patted Fan Liye's wrist and said softly, "I will accompany the master."
Fan Liye nodded. His shoulder and arm were injured, and his mind was very confused. Maybe lying down and resting would be better.
He lay on the bed with his eyes closed, and Van Gene patted his wrist gently, as if to comfort him.
Gradually, Fan Liye fell asleep.
After an unknown amount of time, he slowly opened his eyes. He was surrounded by a vast expanse of white, which made him a little confused.
"You're awake." A gentle voice came from beside him, "Does the wound still hurt?"
Fan Liye had experienced this kind of thing many times and soon realized that it was all a dream. He remembered that after he became an adult, he would no longer see anyone when he slept, nor would he dream.
Fan Liye immediately looked towards the voice and saw a familiar face. The other person was not a young master or a little god, but Apollo.
"How could you...how could you..." Fan Liye looked at Apollo in disbelief.
Apollo laughed a few times: "I don't know either, hahaha, how strange."
Fan Liye was still a little unconvinced and asked, "Are you... Apollo?"
Apollo thought for a moment and said, "I don't know. Apollo should be dead. Then what am I..."
Apollo smiled and continued, "Don't think about it. How are you? Does your wound still hurt?"
Fan Liye touched his shoulder and shook his head: "I can't feel any pain here."
"That's not bad." Apollo sighed, "I blocked it, so how could I still get hurt..."
Hearing this, Fan Liye looked at Apollo: "Why...are you standing in front of me?"
"Ah... I'm sorry, I haven't finished yet..." Apollo smiled gently, "The reason is actually very simple. There's no rush now, so I'll explain it slowly."
Apollo looked at Fan Liye and smiled faintly: "Blood Hunter has spent his entire life protecting people, for God, for people. Maybe you won't believe it, but I don't actually believe in God that much."
Fan Liye didn't say anything. He knew how much Blood Hunter believed in God. He really didn't believe what Apollo said.
"As for me... more than gods, more than humans, I want to protect my teammates." Apollo said with a smile, "Humanity has so many Blood Hunters protecting them, they don't need one more, and I want to protect my teammates. The Blood Hunters protect the humans, so who will protect them? That's why I want to protect them.
Fan, you're right. We do have a mission for you. I'm a Blood Hunter, and I serve the gods, so I won't reveal the mission. But I'm more concerned with protecting my team than the mission itself.
You're my teammate, and I wanted to protect you, so I protected you in front of them. Everyone has their own beliefs, and I just followed mine. Whether you're a teammate now or not, you've always been one of my teammate.
"..." Fan Liye didn't quite believe what Apollo said and shook his head, "I can dodge it."
"I don't know." Apollo still had a gentle smile on his face. "I don't know if you can dodge so many bullets, and I don't know if you can dodge the high-level A-level vampires. At that moment, I only knew that I wanted to protect you, so I stood in front of you."
Fan Liye couldn't help but feel a little sad: "But you...will die..."
"Follow your heart. I have no regrets." Apollo smiled. "I died for my beliefs, and I think it was worth it. I protected you, and I think it was worth it. I never regret taking that step. If I hadn't taken that step and saw you fall in front of me, I would regret it."
"I want to know something, Fan." Apollo reached out and held Fan Liye's hand, saying slowly, "Are you doing well? Are you in pain? Are you feeling uncomfortable? You've grown taller, but you're still so thin. Are you eating well... No, are you drinking blood well?"
"Why are you asking me these..." Fan Liye couldn't help but feel his nose getting even more sour, tears welling up in his eyes, he could hardly hold back.
Could Apollo be telling the truth?
He doesn't know.
"When I was at the front, I learned that you were suffering a lot from assimilation, and I was very worried about you," Apollo said softly. "If you are not suffering, and are living well and not feeling uncomfortable, then I will be relieved."
Can I speak my mind?
Apollo saw the tears in Fan Liye's eyes and caressed his eyes distressedly: "Are you not doing well? Are you feeling wronged? Can you tell me?"
"Are you telling the truth?" Fan Liye asked in a trembling voice. "Are these words... all lies? This is a dream. The person I met in my dream never told a single lie. Everything was true... Are you the same?"
"Since we're in a dream, why are we still worrying so much?" Apollo said softly, as if he was afraid of disturbing Fan Liye. "I'm telling the truth. I swear to God, everything I just said is true. I won't lie to you."
Tears instantly fell, Fan Liye tightly grasped Apollo's hand, choking and saying: "You are all lying... You are all using me... Why do you treat me like this... Why do you lie to me... Why can't I get a single word of truth...
Why... because I'm a gamble? Because I'm unworthy of love? I thought you were all sincere to me... but it turns out you were just using me.
To win...you lied to me...I can only trust myself...you are all lying to me..."
Apollo gently wiped away Fan Liye's tears, his movements so gentle as if he was afraid that a little force would break him: "I'm sorry, I'm useless and made you suffer so much.
You can trust me, I'm telling the truth, I've always been sincere to you, I want to protect you, because you are my team member. Not because you are Fan, I want to protect all my team members, I just gave you more of this thought.
I don't know how to make you believe me, and I don't know if using my life to prove it is enough. I hope you can believe me. Fan, live well. You are not a bet, you are Fan.
You are an adult now, you are free, don't let those hateful humans and vampires stop you from trusting those who are sincere to you in the future."
"How can I trust you..." Fan Liye murmured, "What should I do..."
"You need to judge with your heart. Someone who truly loves you won't leave you just because you don't trust him. He will work hard to gain your trust." Apollo smiled, "Just like me, I will prove it with my life.
Maybe you still don’t believe me, but at least I tried my best to fight for it. It’s a pity… I can’t keep fighting for it.”
"Fan, I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I made your life so painful..."
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