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◎Yiwei Line·When We Talk About Love◎
"It's been a month, and you haven't visited her once."
Liang Jingyi had just finished her report for the next morning's meeting when Liang Zhihui's message arrived. As she read the message, her fingers trembled imperceptibly, in sync with her heartbeat.
Her palms were thick with mist due to the emotions she didn't want to admit. Liang Jingyi didn't reply for a long time, but every time the cold fluorescent light of her phone screen was about to disappear, she would light it up without getting tired of it.
Second Sister: [If you have anything to say, you should say it clearly sooner rather than later. There's no point dragging it out.]
Liang Zhihui didn't know what the quarrel was about, but both sisters were in a bad state, and she couldn't turn a blind eye. More importantly -
[Weiwei said she has something important to tell you.]
The important thing? Breaking up? No, they were nothing, so saying they were breaking up was an overstatement.
In a tone that seemed both sarcastic and self-torturing, Liang Jingyi internally belittled this relationship. She straightened her back and slowly typed out the word: [OK.]
Liang Zhihui paused: [I haven't said when or where we'll meet.]
A bitterness rubbed against her heart, and behind her ears felt strangely hot. She instinctively wanted to escape, so she simply played the fool and ignored him. The person on the other side didn't care either, just reporting the location to herself.
Tomorrow evening at 7:00 PM, Weiwei Private Apartment, the one on Chang'an Avenue.
Liang Jingyi just glanced at it and seemed not to care.
She had originally planned to work overtime on the plan tomorrow... But, it was the last time they would see each other, so it wouldn't matter if they saw each other.
But it's worth thinking about what I should wear. I don't know how I've improved lately, and whether I look as pretty as before. Liang Youwei must hate her to death. If I'm not beautiful enough, will she hate me even more, or even refuse to be nice to me?
Liang Jingyi's heart started beating fast again when she thought of this. She finally put down her phone and went to the dressing room with a not-so-calm pace.
Never mind, let’s take care of our skin first. It’s great to choose clothes while applying a facial mask.
One month, a full thirty days, is an indescribable torture for everyone.
During this time, Liang Youwei often fell into a kind of thinking. Was she really too cruel to Liang Jingyi in the past? However, her treatment of Liang Jingyi was no different from her treatment of her brothers and sisters, Qin Zhen, Lingyu, and Shao Yue. She had been like this for the past twenty years, and no one had ever said she was cruel.
Why was Liang Jingyi so miserable? Or, why did she "hate" herself so much and even say those unpleasant words to herself?
By chance, when Liang Youwei and Liang Ting'an were teasing the baby together and the baby was smiling at Liang Ting'an, she found the answer.
How could the child she gave birth to not firmly choose her?
It turns out that some people's love is exclusive and is the ultimate selfishness.
She was so jealous of the possibility of Liang Jingyi developing a relationship with her subordinates that she lost her mind and wanted Liang Jingyi to write a loyalty letter in blood and leather. But this was just her imagination. If it really became a reality, what would she do?
She'll definitely go crazy.
The answer emerged in her mind at the speed of light, followed by a greater fear - if she chose to "give up" Liang Jingyi, what would Liang Jingyi do?
She would turn around and leave without hesitation.
The answer is also the speed of light.
But how could Liang Jingyi leave her? They had even made a solemn vow to each other in the presence of their parents, so how could they betray each other? Even more terrifying was that the source of this betrayal was herself.
It was like a slap in the face. Liang Youwei stood there in a daze, her ears buzzing. Even the calls of the people around her could not pull her out of that world.
Maybe I really should make that decision.
·
The closer he got to home, the more timid he felt. Liang Jingyi gripped the cold door handle, but his feet could not move. His body temperature shared with the dead object, assimilating it.
"Now that you're here, why don't you dare to come in?"
The silence was interrupted by the female voice in the room. Her voice was as calm as water, without her former cheerfulness, as if she had grown several years older.
Liang Jingyi pursed her lips unconsciously. The shiny peach lip glaze was so sweet that it was greasy. She swallowed it, opened the door, and walked in expressionlessly.
As soon as I entered the door, I saw Liang Youwei holding her child.
Her long hair was draped behind her, and she was wearing a simple and comfortable pair of pajamas. Her eyes were gentle as she looked at the child in her arms. Anyone who saw it would think it was a beautiful picture, except Liang Jingyi.
An indescribable emotion made her sneer, and the first words she had racked her brains to come up with were replaced by cold words: "Are you so reluctant to part with your child? Then why waste time meeting me?"
"…It's necessary. There are some things I need to confirm."
Liang Youwei looked up at her. Perhaps it was because the light was too ambiguous and dim, Liang Jingyi actually felt that there was a wet gleam in her eyes.
She swallowed silently, her expression unchanged: "Just say it directly."
Liang Youwei's voice was soft but firm, revealing a desperate tone: "Liang Jingyi, I want to know how dissatisfied you are with me."
She looked her straight in the eye and added slowly, "I'm in good health now, you don't have to worry about anything."
"Dissatisfied?" After a brief pause, Liang Jingyi suddenly laughed, short and sarcastic.
So I really wanted to settle the score. Let me just give her a good scolding, discard all my moral capital, and then she could pretend nothing happened, and the two of us could part ways in a logical and logical way, without owing each other anything, right?
Is this the last wish she made to her?
Feeling sad and bitter, it spread from the depths of his heart, rushed to his limbs, and rushed to his brain. Liang Jingyi felt like a joke.
The stiletto heels were the flag of her defeat, the haute couture dress was her self-written letter of surrender, and all the careful preparations became her wishful thinking.
OK.
OK.
Since you want to write it off so much, Liang Youwei, I will satisfy you.
Liang Jingyi raised his chin proudly, suppressing any emotion that had anything to do with "weakness", and spoke in a cold tone as if he was treating a subordinate in a businesslike manner.
"Liang Youwei, I do have a lot of complaints against you. Do you know how much effort it took for me to make it from a run-down county town to Imperial University? I applied for a pilot's license and made it to the final stage, but was reported by a businessman and disqualified. I won a national award in the Olympic competition, but due to personal flaws, my recommendation by the principal was revoked and replaced by a relative. I entered university, refused the student union president's request for a prostitute, and always had one vote less than the first place in awards and honors... I know none of this has anything to do with you. You yourself are a victim of this accident."
Thinking of the past, Liang Jingyi's eyes flashed with resentment and hatred.
"But I just hate you, because I could have avoided going through these disgusting and abhorrent things, and you replaced the life that should have been smooth and happy for me. Liang Youwei, how could I not hate you? You spent huge sums of money at the auction, and I was calculating how to get the highest level of discount; you were living a life of luxury in the Liang family mansion, and I was rushing back and forth on the crowded subway line to school; you were otherworldly, generous, kind, optimistic and cheerful, and I was petty, stingy, mean, pessimistic and hateful of the world... I am completely the opposite of you, and I have completely suffered all the pain and darkness for you. Liang Youwei, I should have hated you, but I fell in love with you and tried to make you mine alone. It's ridiculous, isn't it?"
Liang Youwei looked at her quietly without saying a word, and Liang Jingyi didn't intend to give her time to speak.
The more she thought about it, the more her nose felt sore and her heart trembled.
"I find it ridiculous, too. How could I possibly fall for someone like you? You're lazy and incompetent, you know nothing about talent or business, and you have a mountain of romantic debts, so tangled and detailed they make me want to kill someone. Qin Zhen is shameless, Shao Yue is pretentious, and my eldest brother is all show and no substance. I even suspect you're just not smart enough to fall for all three of them."
"Liang Youwei, you are the most immoral, yet self-righteous person I have ever met. Yes, you are indeed very beautiful, but people should be more than just pretty. In the past, I was a cheapskate, falling in love with someone like you who enjoys trampling on other people's sincerity, but from now on, I will never do that again."
"Liang Youwei, I just hate you. I hate you so much. I hate you so much that I never want to see you again."
A certain syllable shook and deformed violently, then was quickly straightened back to normal, maintaining her indifference and ruthlessness.
"This is my dissatisfaction, all my dissatisfaction. Have you heard enough? If not, I can still make up some more for you on the spot, and I guarantee that you will listen to it to your heart's content."
I also guarantee that you will hate me to the core after listening to it.
"Do you think I don't hate you? Liang Jingyi."
Liang Youwei looked at her quietly, her pupils calm. She accepted all her complaints and then fought back.
"I hate you, too. I hate that you can easily do things I can't. I hate that you've taken away half of Mom, my brother, and my sister's attention since you arrived. I hate the way you always sit with your back straight and look down on others, even though you're clearly self-deprecating and repressed."
Liang Youwei's tone was calm, but the words she spoke were extremely sharp.
"Liang Jingyi, how are you any more noble than me? You spread obscene rumors about others, swear at every turn, and belittle people right away. Do you really think I don't care about your faults at all? You treat outsiders like this, and to me, I wish I could hold me in my hands all day long. I'm not a good person, but you're not innocent either."
Her declaration of "dissatisfaction" was much shorter than Liang Jingyi's, but Liang Jingyi felt difficulty breathing after hearing it, his chest heaving violently, and his palms clenched deeply, turning from white to purple.
A long silence passed, and Liang Jingyi's voice trembled.
"That's what you're going for today, isn't it? We stab each other a few times and then we're even?"
She already had the worst and most desperate answer in her mind, but she still asked the question in a self-mutilating manner, waiting to be killed.
"Yes and no." Liang Youwei looked at her, as serene as a water lily on a summer night. "My answer is already clear."
Liang Jingyi stared at her closely, not obsessed with the final result, but gazing deeply, wanting to carve the last side of her into his cells.
“…What is it?”
"I love you, Liang Jingyi."
Hearing a completely unexpected answer, her pupils dilated in an instant and her heartbeat stopped, like a silent iceberg.
Even if the string is broken, you can still play it.
"After listening to all your dissatisfaction, hatred, and complaints, I am still absolutely certain - I still love you."
Liang Youwei spoke each word with emphasis.
"What about you? After I've spoken my heart out, are you still willing to love me? If you still love me, then let's officially be in love. Just you and me, forever and ever."
This is also why she didn't give the baby to anyone else.
This is the only time she has left to spend with her baby.
If Liang Jingyi agreed, they would go to the ends of the earth. Two people, already naked, could get to know each other again and start anew.
…
The night sky of the grassland is vast, boundless, brilliant and grand, with tiny stars gurgling around, like a fairy tale Milky Way.
"Jingyi, do you think Van Gogh was a genius?"
A small house stood beside a red windmill on a vast grassland. Outside, the scent of green grass filled the air. Two girls lay in the soft grass, relaxed and at ease, gazing up at the starry sky.
"Why do you say that?" Liang Jingyi turned his head to look at Liang Youwei, his eyes fixed on her.
"Tell me, how did he discover that the paths of certain celestial bodies are circular? He actually drew them so realistically."
Putting her phone down, Liang Youwei was filled with admiration. She had just searched for time-lapse photography and was surprised to find that the stars were constantly moving in circles, something you couldn't see with the naked eye—at least not to her.
Liang Jingyi was still staring at her without blinking: "Maybe it's because his eyes are blurry."
“Liang Jingyi, I really want to criticize you.”
Although Liang Youwei is used to her girlfriend's harsh "dry humor", she still feels quite disrespectful at first. She is helpless: "Don't be so outspoken in the future. She is an art master and she really has mental problems."
Liang Jingyi obeyed and said obediently: "Oh. Then I will try not to talk about him in the future."
She listened to the night wind and the breathing of the stars for a while, then asked, "Why did you suddenly want to look at the night sky today?"
She dragged herself running for a long time in the afternoon and still had energy in the evening.
"Because today is our first anniversary." Liang Youwei smiled and turned sideways, pressing her soft cheek against the back of her hand. "Since it's a special day, of course we have to do something special."
Liang Jingyi also became interested, and his eyebrows moved as he imitated her movements.
"For example?"
The other person smiled and stretched out his tone: "For example, how about we talk about a profound and elegant topic?"
Liang Jingyi sneered, not knowing what he was thinking. "Why, you want to discuss Ueno Chizuko with me? Unfortunately, I look down on this person."
"Who are you talking about?" Liang Youwei rolled her eyes and said without thinking, "I don't like reading, so I can't talk to her at all."
Liang Jingyi wasn't annoyed at all. Instead, his smile deepened and he moved closer to the person beside him. "So, is there anything else that's more profound to discuss?"
After all, she has read enough books, so she likes illiterate people who don't read.
"Of course it's love. Our love."
Liang Youwei lit up her eyes, flickering lights on the quiet grassland.
"Jingyi, where does love originate from? Don't tell me about dopamine, I don't understand."
Liang Jingyi understood and raised the corner of his mouth: "Oh - so you want to hear how I was obsessed with you, and all physiological factors must be excluded, right?"
Liang Youwei blushed: "Huh, no way. I just want to know, how are you sure you like me?"
"It's love." Liang Jingyi corrected him tirelessly, "I love you."
"Really? People on the Internet say that love is letting go, but I don't think you have that intention at all." Liang Youwei muttered.
Liang Jingyi opened his mouth and belittled them: "They are a bunch of low-educated people who believe everything they hear. They are just a mob. They want to stick every word they learn on their foreheads. You should pay less attention to what they say."
She is a complete double standard freak. Liang Youwei doesn't read and is a lovely, amiable and pitiful "little illiterate"; but if others don't have the ability to think independently, they are just born stupid and should stay away from her.
Liang Youwei had become numb to her "bad habit." She sighed and then brought the conversation back on track: "Don't worry, I have my own judgment. I was just teasing you just now. So, how did you determine your own feelings?"
"How I'm sure of that...it's hard to say. It's actually a very mysterious feeling. At first it was probably a desire to destroy, then a slight pity, or perhaps teasing? But after getting to know you more deeply, I suddenly realized that you are a very special person."
Liang Youwei was no longer numb. She was a little excited, her bright eyes blinking with anticipation: "Am I really, really beautiful?"
Liang Jingyi chuckled: "Yeah, that's one of them. Especially since you're so dumb and silly, you just want to be bullied, and it would be best if you were bullied until you cry."
She was genuinely curious. "How could there be such strange people in the world? They're so innocent to the point of being stupid, but I still like them more and more."
I like her passionate and unabashed preference, I like her unwavering protection, I like her sincere and beautiful heart towards everything, I like everything about her.
Being coquettish, indecisive, and selfish can perhaps also be interpreted as self-love, caution, and self-respect.
Ever since Liang Jingyi confirmed that Liang Youwei was the only one in his heart, his love for her grew day by day.
Liang Youwei couldn't suppress the smile on her face and kissed her hard: "Because I'm worth it, idiot. You love me, and I won't let you suffer any loss."
"How about proving it?"
Liang Jingyi raised his eyebrows, wanting to see how far she could go.
Liang Youwei was stunned for a moment, but soon she cleared her throat: "Then you have to sit up first. If you lie down, it will be difficult for me to perform well."
With the intention of watching a good show, Liang Jingyi followed all the instructions.
The shy rose bloomed quietly. Liang Youwei was very shy and took a long breath carefully. Then she held her cheeks with both hands, moving carefully and cautiously.
"あいしてる."
Next, she leaned over and placed the first kiss on Liang Jingyi's forehead.
"."
The second kiss fell on the eyebrows.
“Ich liebe dich.”
The third kiss fell on the corner of the eye.
“Je t’aime.”
The fourth kiss landed on the tip of the nose.
The Milky Way shines brilliantly, the stars shift and the sky changes. Liang Jingyi is stunned by this unique romance, and then hears the last confession.
“I love you.”
The last kiss fell on the lips.
Liang Youwei confessed her love to Liang Jingyi using the foreign language, which she hated the most in her life.
"Now, is that proof enough?"
Liang Jingyi didn't say anything. She turned her face and kissed him back without hesitation, letting their already similar scents entwine tightly, forming a green vine that would never separate.
Is this more than proof enough?
I believe so much in your love.
-Yiwei line ends-
【Author’s words】
The main text ends here! Thank you for your company all the way~
Starting tomorrow, I will update the cake&fork if line small extra ~ I would like to ask for nutrient solution (starry eyes) (crazy rolling)
If possible, can you also order a little bit of the pre-collection of "Ordinary Girl B, but Beautiful Mom is a Heartthrob" (putting hands behind her back, looking up at the sky, turning around anxiously)
P.S. "The string is broken, but it can still be played" is not original. I saw it while browsing Dou videos (scenery mashups), and I thought it was very suitable, so I used it.
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