Lin family mansion.
These days, Luo Hanshuang has been unable to find peace of mind.
All I could think about was Lin Xuqiu standing on the stage and singing the night before yesterday.
Lin Xuqiu on stage is so vivid, bright, passionate, free and unrestrained...
Is that the dream that Lin Xuqiu is pursuing?
No one knew that the night before yesterday, Luo Hanshuang went to Lin Xuqiu's concert.
She was wearing sunglasses and a mask, and was hidden in the crowd. No one noticed her. She just stared at Lin Xuqiu on the stage in the noisy crowd with a complicated look in her eyes.
It turned out that only after knowing that Lin Xuqiu was not her daughter could she face up to Lin Xuqiu's musical attainments and brilliant performance.
It turned out that what she hated was not pop music, but her own daughter's participation in this kind of pop music.
Lin Xuqiu on the stage was so beautiful that people couldn't take their eyes off her. Luo Hanshuang always knew that Lin Xuqiu was beautiful.
Especially when she was a child, little Xuqiu had thick and long eyelashes, and a pair of bright and clear big eyes that shone like stars. She always smiled at her, and her eyebrows and eyes curved when she smiled, which almost softened her heart.
In the blink of an eye, the little girl is about to become a mother.
But it seems that I have never treated her well. I crushed her dreams and pushed her away.
During those years, Luo Hanshuang took out all her resentment for not being able to give birth to a son on Xiao Xuqiu.
In her opinion, if Lin Xuqiu had not given birth prematurely, causing her physical condition to deteriorate, how could she be unable to have children again?
At the same time, she blamed Xiao Xuqiu for her husband's indifference to her.
She felt that her husband's neglect of her was all because Lin Xuqiu was too mediocre, which disappointed her husband and the Lin family.
So she wanted to make Lin Xuqiu the best person to satisfy her vanity and become a tool for her to consolidate her favor and improve her status.
From then on, Luo Hanshuang's education of Lin Xuqiu reached a paranoid and morbid level, completely ignoring the fact that Lin Xuqiu was a thoughtful person.
Although she never treated Lin Xuqiu badly materially, she controlled Lin Xuqiu physically and mentally.
Ever since the two children returned home, Luo Hanshuang still occasionally thinks of Lin Xuqiu, which makes her feel annoyed.
She didn't want to waste her time and energy on a child who was not related to her by blood.
So, in order to make herself forget Lin Xuqiu as quickly as possible, she kept exaggerating Lin Xuqiu's shortcomings, such as his inability to help others, his unpresentable hobbies, his lack of emotional intelligence, his dislike for the elders, and his tendency to act up...
The effect of this was remarkable. For a long time, she only had her biological daughter Xixi in her heart.
But she found that Xixi was too opinionated and could not be controlled by her at all, and sometimes she was even led by Xixi.
Later, her relationship with Xixi was not as close as it was at the beginning.
Therefore, Luo Hanshuang began to miss Lin Xuqiu who was under her control.
February this year.
Luo Hanshuang and Lin Xi had a big fight because of their disagreement.
Lin Xi scolded Luo Hanshuang for her twisted mentality and paranoid thinking, and only then did she realize her unhealthy mental state.
After struggling for a long time, she finally took the initiative to make an appointment with the top psychologist in the country.
After careful testing, she was diagnosed with paranoid personality disorder.
That day, Luo Hanshuang looked at the diagnosis, and her elegant mask cracked a little. There was disbelief in her eyes. She was unwilling to admit that she was mentally ill.
However, the psychiatrist's calm words kept echoing in her mind.
"Paranoid personality disorder, also known as delusional disorder, is a condition in which people stubbornly cling to their own biased views for extended periods of time."
"This type of person is extremely confident in their own thinking and cannot tolerate different opinions from others. They will feel hostile towards others if they do not conform to their own views."
"This type of person is extremely impulsive and angry, and has a strong desire to control and possess others..."
Each of these lines seemed to reflect her control over Lin Xuqiu.
Even so, Luo Hanshuang still emotionally refuted the psychologist.
"Doctor, I'm not mentally ill. I can think rationally most of the time, and I treat people and things normally..."
As a top psychiatrist, she has seen all kinds of patients, and almost no mental patient would say that he or she is mentally ill.
So she still maintains a calm attitude and guides patients.
"Madam, please don't define yourself as mentally ill. You just have some mental problems. As long as you cooperate with treatment, these problems can be greatly alleviated or even cured."
"Paranoid disorder isn't an indiscriminate attack. Your condition isn't that severe yet, so most of the time you're just like a normal person. You only become ill when you encounter someone who triggers your paranoia..."
With the psychologist's gradual guidance, Luo Hanshuang finally accepted the diagnosis and agreed to receive confidential treatment.
The first day of psychological counseling and drug treatment.
This was the first time that Luo Hanshuang was in the mood to reflect on her own behavior. It was also the first time that she felt sorry for Lin Xuqiu and even had the idea of apologizing to Lin Xuqiu.
On New Year's Eve, she finally plucked up the courage to call Xu Qiu, but the call didn't go through. Later, she didn't have the courage to make a second call.
She knew Xuqiu still resented her.
Oh, who wouldn’t feel resentful?
Being tortured by a mentally ill person for so many years.
That night, Luo Hanshuang stayed in Lin Xuqiu's old room all night, and the scene of herself "torturing" Xuqiu kept appearing in her mind...
Under her supervision, Xiao Xuqiu practiced calligraphy until his hands were sore and his eyes were filled with tears. However, she was so furious at Xiao Xuqiu's cowardly appearance that she even wanted to overturn the pens, ink, paper and inkstone on the table.
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