Chapter 4 Chapter 4 Begins to recall
Paraplegia not only made Zhao Qingxun lie in bed and unable to walk anymore, but also made him unable to feel anything when excreting. His bladder was always dripping but could never be emptied. While he lost his ability to move, it also deeply troubled Zhao Qingxun.
Professional doctors do not allow urination by pressing the abdomen, saying that it will cause urine reflux and lead to hydronephrosis and renal damage, and residual urine will cause diseases such as cystitis. Therefore, indirect catheterization and indwelling urinary catheter have become the best options for patients with mysophobia. Of course, the premise is that his urinary system is still healthy. Otherwise, the last step is to create a fistula.
Even with the care of professional nurses, Zhao Qingxun, who has been paralyzed for many years, still has experienced hematuria and urinary tract inflammation many times. Therefore, his health will only get worse, not healthier.
Fecal incontinence does not bother Zhao Qingxun every day, but it is the most damaging to his dignity.
For a long time after his injury, Zhao Qingxun couldn't eat. When he was finally able to eat, he ate less than half of what he used to. Two nurses cared for him closely. When he went to the bathroom, his stomach would become hard because he was so thin. The nurses could feel it and could tell that he only had a bowel movement once a week, as he ate so little and his stomach was weak.
But after Zhao Qingxun became paralyzed, his muscles lost their function and atrophied. When his stomach and intestines were upset, he would have diarrhea from time to time, so he had to wear diapers all the time.
When swimming, his body passively bears the changes in water pressure and temperature. For the sake of the feelings of those around him in the pool, he will wrap himself tightly in waterproof diapers to prevent any accidents that Zhao Qingxun cannot control his body.
Her lover's daily life was already extremely hard, and Feng Ling knew all of this. Every time at this time, she would take a shower and slowly blow dry her hair and play with her mobile phone for a while, then sit quietly and wait for Zhao Qingxun to clean himself up. She never urged him and would not enter his room to help. She knew he minded and wanted to retain more self-respect.
As a star with millions of fans, Feng Ling does not manage her own social media. She even browses the Internet with her private number like a spectator.
When Feng Ling first debuted, she was still young and kept her work schedule infrequent. Later, as her career progressed, she stopped adjusting her work focus and frequency. This gave her plenty of time to read, study, and do what she wanted.
Switzerland and Beijing are far apart, but the Chinese population is relatively small here, making it a perfect place for Zhao Qingxun, who was once overly exposed. Paralyzed and unable to care for himself, he desperately needs a secluded environment where he won't be recognized. European countries themselves are also sparsely populated, and he enjoys the solitary life here. This is a unique way for young couples to get along, and they gradually accepted their current lifestyle.
In Zhao Qingxun's study, there is a thick stack of scripts belonging to Feng Ling, which were specially mailed here by her assistant. Zhao Qingxun does not interfere with his mother's work, but he has always been responsible for helping Feng Ling select scripts. Feng Ling flipped through it casually and found the content to be quite exciting.
After Zhao Qingxun cleaned himself up, changed his clothes and sat in a wheelchair to find Feng Ling, Feng Ling saw that he had changed into home pants and was not even wearing shoes, so she came over, walked to the wheelchair with a smile and stroked his hair that had just been blow-dried. The two of them did not speak, but their eyes expressed their feelings for each other.
"When I get back, I'm going to perm my hair into big curls, wear a cheongsam, and be a beautiful stepmother." Thinking of her upcoming role as Fanyi, Feng Ling smiled and joked with Zhao Qingxun.
"You dare to perm your hair?" He pretended to be fierce and glared at her through the thin glasses. There was no deterrent effect at all, but it seemed like he was scaring a child.
Standing in front of the wheelchair, Feng Ling's eyes changed as she recited the lines word for word. Her emotions reached a peak in the last sentence, "It's you, it's you who led me to a path where I'm not like a mother and not like a mistress. It's you who seduced me!"
Zhao Qingxun closed his eyes and imagined what it was like for Chinese women a hundred years ago who were knowledgeable and educated but deeply trapped in mental humiliation and abuse.
"You are so unmanly! If I were you, I would beat her, burn her, kill her... You are not my son!" Feng Ling changed her eyes and tone, and also changed the actor she was acting opposite, and recited the lines for her son.
Patting the armrest of the wheelchair with his left hand, Zhao Qingxun nodded in agreement with Feng Ling's performance which was implicit but contained endless power. She was used to speaking with her eyes, which made her beautiful eyes possess an ever-changing charm.
"I applaud my goddess in my heart." Zhao Qingxun, who was unable to applaud, nodded slightly, and gave Feng Ling his eyes full of love and appreciation without reservation.
Feng Ling studied and worked in China, so her career had little involvement overseas. But for Zhao Qingxun, she was willing to take long-distance flights again and again, flying thousands of miles just to reunite with her beloved. She took care of him meticulously and without asking for anything in return.
So, how did two people who had nothing to do with each other end up together? How did fate take a top star and an unknown little girl away from their original lives?
Looking back nine years ago, Feng Ling was only 14 years old.
How should I put it about Fengling's home? It's not particularly poor, it's just too simple.
Director Zhao Lan was shooting a female-themed film in the southern part of the Central Plains. Large tracts of pale purple bellflowers caught Director Zhao's attention. The village was remote and had beautiful natural scenery, making it very likely to be chosen as her filming location. So Director Zhao got out of the car and walked, and saw the wind chimes playing among the flowers.
Zhao Lanyin picked up his cell phone and took a lot of photos of Feng Ling without her knowing.
After taking photos until he was satisfied, Director Zhao stood up and sent the photos to his son.
Zhao Qingxun: [Whose little angel is this? Long legs, amazing proportions.] The little girl in the photo stands among lavender flowers. Her palm-sized face has big eyes. She has a slender frame and excellent proportions. Her long hair is braided into two pigtails, giving her a lively and innocent look.
Zhao Lanyin: [She is the muse I found on the Great Plains.] After hearing her son's praise for her, Zhao Lanyin had already made up her mind to bring the little girl into her own crew.
Zhao Qingxun: [You're so beautiful at just a few years old, Director Zhao, congratulations!] Looking closely at the girl in the photo, she truly has a perfect face and figure. Zhao Qingxun didn't hesitate to praise her; he knew her mother was looking for a leading actress.
Zhao Lanyin: [Tell me about you, when will you come back to make money for me?]
Zhao Qingxun: [I'll just go horseback riding for a few days and then go back. I haven't missed out on making money here.] At this time, Zhao Qingxun was riding in Germany and was about to start running. He was always accompanied by an assistant and photographer, who were always recording his wonderful life and sharing it on social media.
After finding Fengling's family, Zhao Lan learned that her parents went out to work and died in an accident. Fengling now lives with her aunt. Fengling is just thin and is not eight or nine years old, but fourteen years old.
He immediately changed his mind and proposed to adopt the child.
Zhao Lanyin, a world-class director, did not use money to attack others. On the contrary, after consulting a lawyer, she offered attractive, reasonable and irresistible adoption conditions.
1. Zhao Lan promised to give Feng Ling a good education and help her get a Beijing residence permit.
2. Fengling's aunt gave up the custody rights, received compensation from Fengling's parents, and never contacted them again.
Director Zhao got the heroine of his dreams without spending a penny.
When applying for an ID card for Feng Ling, Director Assistant Zhao was surprised to find that the little girl didn't even have a name, so he had to continue calling her Feng Ling.
In just a few days, Zhao Lanyin left his hometown holding Feng Ling's hand, and started another different life.
It was also in this year that Zhao Lanyin's only son, Zhao Qingxun, who likes skiing in Switzerland, diving and surfing in Hawaii, and rock climbing in Poland, became a fashion blogger with millions of fans, a professional model, and a top star with a commercial contract worth tens of millions.
At the age of 20, Zhao Qingxun was riding in Germany when his horse spooked, fell, and broke its vertebrae. Zhao Qingxun injured his cervical vertebrae in the fall and was kicked by the horse, breaking his lumbar vertebrae. He survived but was left paralyzed for life. A promising future was cut short, Zhao Qingxun interrupted his studies, and lost contact with all his friends.
It's not a daily update, but Zhao Qingxun's social media is a mixture of advertising and life sharing, updated every now and then. The serious injury caused the sudden stop of updates, and the continuous loss of news about Zhao Qingxun made fans gradually feel at a loss.
Zhao Qingxun survived emergency treatment in Germany, but his carefree and upward life was forever changed as his irreversible injuries doomed him to become a severely disabled person.
German doctors diagnosed him with comminuted fractures of the first, second and third lumbar vertebrae, complete spinal cord damage, cervical vertebrae fractures, and incomplete nerve damage, which directly led to paralysis of the lower limbs, incontinence, and upper limb dysfunction. He needs lifelong rehabilitation treatment and is looking forward to a medical miracle.
Upon learning that his son had fallen off a horse and was seriously injured, Director Zhao flew to Germany immediately and saw Zhao Qingxun lying on the hospital bed like a doll, with many medical care devices connected to his body and in need of professional caregivers at all times.
If she didn't look carefully, Zhao Lanyin, who had just arrived at the hospital, would not be able to tell what Zhao Qingxun really looked like. Her child was the most perfect: beautiful, smart and healthy.
The child she had raised with dignity and care, such a handsome and sunny boy, was lying among a pile of medical equipment, even needing machine assistance to breathe. Zhao Lanyin was trembling all over and could not accept it at all.
After the successful spinal surgery, Zhao Qingxun's consciousness was still intermittent and could not be fully recovered, and there was no obvious improvement in his physical signs. "His trachea was cut and he couldn't speak, but he could hear. He should be unconscious, he couldn't move, and he might feel pain..." After the doctor helped to understand the injury, Director Zhao, who rarely had a cold face but a warm heart, hugged Zhao Qingxun and shed tears. However, after crying, she was the independent and strong woman again, facing everything bravely.
It was the first time in the life of Zhao Qingxun, then 20 years old, that his mother cried while holding her son. His throat was cut open and his whole body was completely unable to move. The doctor clearly said that he would recover some upper limb functions in the future, but that was not the case at that time. Zhao Qingxun did not even make a sound or react to his mother's tears and words.
Later, Zhao Qingxun recovered a little, and he never mentioned his physical feelings or thoughts at that time.
That time at the German hospital was probably the longest Zhao Lanyin had spent with Zhao Qingxun since he began studying. Every day, Director Zhao would mobilize all his connections to find the best neurosurgeons in the world. Then, time and again, the world's most authoritative doctors and experts would give the same verdict: the spinal cord damage was irreversible. Zhao Lanyin never gave up, but Zhao Qingxun's slow recovery and paralysis forced her to accept it.
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