Chapter 855 "Be good, don't cry, I will feel bad."
Silence returned to the ward.
Occasionally, the sound of cold wind blowing could be heard outside the window, and the snowflakes, which had weakened a lot, fluttered down.
After Xue Nan left, Jin Wu was still left here alone.
She held Duan Shiyan's hand as he lay on the hospital bed, and looked at his once high-spirited features that were now pale and weak. Her eyes, already a little sore from crying, silently shed another line of tears.
She took the phone and opened his Weibo homepage again with her fingertips wet with tears.
[She seems a little unhappy today. What can I do to cheer her up again?]
Jin Wu looked at the date and time displayed above, his eyelashes trembled with tears, and his memory was instantly awakened.
That day happened to be the day when the test results came out.
She was in a bad mood because she performed poorly in one subject, resulting in her total score being several points lower than last month.
Then I saw the help post from the teenager.
That's what she was thinking at the time.
If she were girl No. 19, and if she had a bottle of her favorite strawberry milk at this time, she would probably not feel so depressed.
So she replied to the boy No. 20 and asked him to put a bottle of her favorite strawberry milk on her desk.
Not long after, a bottle of strawberry milk was quietly placed on her desk.
Just as she was still surprised, Fu Yuchen walked towards her and said that he was the one who put the bottle of milk there.
But it turns out not to be the case.
This bottle of strawberry milk that she had always kept in mind was not made by anyone else from the beginning to the end.
But it’s her, boy number 20.
What's so good about patting this stupid dog's head? I'm a bit of a dog, too, so why doesn't she come and pat me? TvT]
The corners of Jin Wu's lips suddenly curled up and he smiled.
But as she laughed, big tears rolled down from her red eyes again.
When I saw this Weibo post of his before, I laughed and wondered how this cool guy could be so humorous and even admit that he was a bit of a jerk.
But now when I watch it again, all I feel is endless sadness.
Jin Wu raised her tearful eyes and looked at the man lying on the hospital bed. Bitterness and heartache filled her heart again.
What was he thinking when he saw her touching the puppy's head?
Was he thinking, it would be nice if she could touch his head too.
Jin Wu's eyes were very sore.
No wonder the relationship was officially confirmed.
Duan Shiyan always likes to stick to her like a furry puppy, and will hum in frustration if she doesn't touch his head for a day.
But just one touch would make him feel satisfied again, raise his eyebrows and smile.
She thought he was just being too clingy.
But now looking back I realize.
In fact, apart from the delicate and sticky nature in her bones.
He also wanted to make up for all his previous desires and regrets in this way...
Jin Wu continued to brush with tears in her eyes.
My monthly exam results improved a few places today. If I can get into the top ten, will she be able to see me?
【Finally, I’m one step closer to you. 】
My eyelashes trembled with tears in the fog, and my heart seemed to be grasped by an invisible hand.
The young man, who had always been unruly, proud and willful, with dazzling silver hair on his head, actually stood in front of her one day with a pile of textbooks in his arms.
His deep peach blossom eyes looked at her intently with a smile, and he asked her to help him with his studies.
After the already intelligent boy changed his bad habit of being lazy, his grades soared like a rocket.
From the last in the school, he gradually became the second.
At that time, on the report card posted on the wall, his name was always right behind hers.
Even though he was demoted back to the regular class because of the fight, he was not affected at all and continued to occupy the second place.
Jin Wu couldn't help but think of that night in Duan Shiyan's bedroom, where she found the notebook in which she had listed the exam questions for him, as well as a lot of sticky notes and draft papers.
Even though a long time has passed, these things have been carefully preserved as if they were new.
She was surprised at the time, why did Duan Shiyan save these?
Now, the answer is at hand.
Because these times are important to him.
It is like the gift of time. Every minute and every second is extremely precious. It is a little bit of sweetness that he quietly saved for himself.
He wanted to work hard to become better and better, so that she would look back at him more...
——Imagiri is just an idiot.
This is a sentence the boy wrote in his notebook.
Jin Wu pursed her trembling lips, her vision blurred by tears again.
yes.
She is just a fool.
Obviously, the boy had always loved her with a passionate and sincere heart, but she had never noticed it once.
She even discovered the line of text he wrote back then, and her first reaction was that he felt that she was too strict with him at the time, so he was a little dissatisfied with her and secretly complained to her.
But Jin Wu, this short line of words was never a complaint.
But it was the sadness of the boy's secret love that lasted for a whole ten years.
[In order to take a photo with her, I took the initiative to take photos with the whole class like an idiot for the first time. I was also forced to pose in some stupid poses by a few people whose names I didn't know, but it was worth it.]
Jin Wu recalled the last high school sports meet that year.
She didn't have much athletic talent, so she just sat in her base camp and watched the students around her compete and took pictures.
"Hey, let's take a picture together."
Just then, she heard a familiar clear voice suddenly sounding not far away.
look up.
I saw the tall and thin boy with dazzling silver hair, his school uniform jacket casually tied around his tight waist, and the loose black short-sleeved shirt inside swaying in the wind.
He was as unrestrained and high-spirited as ever, like a blazing sun that everyone was paying attention to.
Just when she was surprised that Duan Shiyan would take the Polaroid camera and take pictures of his former classmates everywhere.
The clear voice contained a slight breath as if it was running, the corners of the eyes and eyebrows were slightly curved, and the dark pupils were looking at her brightly.
"Little squad leader, you are the only one missing."
The young man raised the Polaroid camera in his hand, and the corners of his lips curled up slightly, "Let's take a picture too."
At that time, Jin Xiang thought she was the last person the boy took a photo with.
Until the truth is revealed.
She suddenly realized.
It turned out that the photo, which only took a few minutes, was taken by the boy deliberately with all his classmates first, and then he pretended to walk in front of her as if nothing had happened and invited her to take a photo.
She was never one to be put in last place.
The boy took a photo with everyone first so that he could take a photo with the person he liked.
Looks like the last one.
In fact, she is always the first choice.
Jin Wu's eyes were wet with tears as she continued to brush downwards.
Until I saw this one: [I won the basketball game, but why didn’t she look at me? My shoulder was hurting too...]
Jin Wu's fingertips suddenly stopped.
The sourness that had been churning in my heart suddenly came back, turning into sharp blades that stabbed into me fiercely, and the tears that slid down my cheeks dripped onto the screen again.
No wonder that day in the basketball machine in the leisure area of the shopping mall, when she saw him break the record, she excitedly opened her arms and hugged him, and raised her eyes with a smile to praise him for his awesomeness.
He was like the candy he had been silently longing for that finally landed in his palm. He suddenly stood there at a loss, stunned.
At that time, she thought he was hit by the rebound of the basketball.
But it turned out that this was another regret of the boy's ten-year secret love.
Unfortunately, she didn't know anything at that time...
Jin Wu sniffed, slid his fingers, and continued to scroll through the screen, his vision gradually blurring out again.
In fact, there are many more...
Even though the water dispensers on all floors of the school are the same, he always likes to run a few more floors and even go around to pass by her classroom.
I clearly don't like doing exercises.
But every week it was her turn to stand on the stage and lead all the students. She would always be in the first row and stand right across from her.
Those little things that seemed insignificant to outsiders were recorded by him as "she" or "No. 19".
At that time, Jin Xiang thought she was just an outsider and never thought that she was the heroine in the story of a boy's secret love.
I thought it was just a coincidence, but I didn't know that there were already traces of everything.
Why did he always tilt most of the umbrella towards her every time he held an umbrella for her?
Because love is an umbrella that tilts.
Why could he accurately know her preferences and habits based on just a glance from her, a movement that she herself didn't even notice?
Because love is countless stops.
Why is it that every time I look at her, my eyes are filled with the deepest passion?
Because she was destined.
Why did I get a moon tattoo on that scar? Why do I like the cold moon?
Because she is the moon.
No matter if it was ten years ago or ten years later, as long as she looks back.
He will definitely be there.
The end of youth is endless summer, and the boy’s secret love lasts for a long time.
There is a person who has always loved her deeply with his warm, clumsy and passionate heart.
From the moment she accidentally stumbled into the boy's carefully tended garden, admiring every flower he planted, until she looked up.
Only then did she realize that the garden that the young man had carefully managed had always been written with her name.
All the belated truths are like tiny bubbles floating on the surface of an extremely sour and bitter drink, silently and sourly exploding in my heart.
Jin Wu held Duan Shiyan's hand, slowly lowered his head and buried his cheek in it, and the low sobbing sound gradually became louder at this moment.
ten years.
Three thousand six hundred and eighty-six days.
She never wanted this proud and unruly young man to taste the bitterness of secret love, but he tasted it year after year without her knowing.
It's too long...
She would rather Duan Shiyan fell in love with her after they met again, rather than having fallen in love with her ten years ago.
What's so good about her?
Even though she never looked back once and was blindly sober and rational, she almost missed the grand and hidden love of ten years that he had kept in his arms for a long, long time.
If anyone else were to experience this kind of frustrating and bitter secret love, they would feel wronged, tired and want to give up.
But he never thought of giving up.
He still walked towards her firmly and sincerely, but was afraid that she would feel a little burdened and pressured, so he didn't dare to tell her all about his secret love.
So he hid himself again and fell in love with her again as Duan Shiyan.
It was like restarting a million times, and he was still in love with her.
Jin Wu curled up into a ball crying, almost unable to breathe.
I already had a low fever, and now I've been crying for so long that my head suddenly started to hurt.
Then fatigue swept over him, and Jin Wu's tear-stained eyelashes drooped slowly and weakly. He closed his eyes and fell asleep, unable to hold on any longer.
It was as if I was dragged into a dream again.
Return to the days of teenage secret love.
Jin Wu was suspended in the air in a translucent state. She watched him pass by her window with a cup of water, watched him hold his chin and watch her play with the stray puppies in the school, watched him hold an umbrella for her and swear to support her dream.
I saw him quietly place a bottle of strawberry milk on her desk, I saw him appear at the library on time waiting for her, I saw him brave the rain and rush to the hospital with her on his back...
Seeing that the flowers he wanted to give her had only one petal that was slightly dusty, he ran out of the school gate to the flower shop to buy her a new bouquet.
“No…don’t…”
Jin Wu felt anxious.
He subconsciously chased after him and tried to grab him, but his hand went through his body and he could only watch helplessly as the out-of-control car crashed towards him.
She also saw a lot of...
She saw the sixteen-year-old boy standing at dusk, holding a black skateboard, raising his other hand and saying to her, "Little monitor, see you tomorrow."
Finally, she saw a 26-year-old man standing in the night, wearing a black shirt, his eyes and eyebrows curved, and he said to her: "Long time no see."
Jin Wu opened his eyes again with tears in his eyes and found that it was already dawn outside.
"Happy birthday, Xiaowu."
Xia Ying, who had been guarding her bedside, opened her haggard eyes and smiled, "I was really worried last night, so I went to Duan Shiyan's ward to check on you. But when I saw you were asleep, Xiaolin and I wheeled you back to the ward."
As he spoke, he reached out his hand to touch her forehead and immediately breathed a sigh of relief, "That's great, your fever is finally gone."
"Also, the doctor has already examined Duan Shiyan."
Xia Ying continued to smile, "He said he's recovering well and will be awake soon."
Hearing this, Jin Wu ignored his still tired body and was about to throw off the quilt and get out of bed, "I want to go see him."
Before Xia Ying could react.
She endured the stinging pain from her twisted ankle that had accidentally hit her when she landed.
As soon as he sat in the wheelchair, he pushed the wheels and ran to the next ward again.
The once arrogant and unruly man was still lying quietly on the hospital bed, but his complexion looked better than last night.
Jin Wu returned to Duan Shiyan's bedside and gently traced his eyebrows and facial features with her fingertips. "I know everything you want to tell me. I know it all."
She swallowed her throat, which had become sore from crying all night, and her voice was tinged with tears again. "I finally know everything."
"Ayan, wake up, please?"
Even though I knew this was a normal coma caused by injury, and even though I knew the doctor said he would wake up soon.
But Jin Wu still held his hand, unwilling to wait even a second longer.
It was just a short night of waiting, but it was already so torturous.
But Duan Shiyan waited for her for ten years.
I waited for her for a full three thousand six hundred and eighty-six days.
Jin Wu lowered her tearful eyelashes, feeling as if her heart was torn apart again, and it hurt so much that she couldn't breathe.
She couldn't even imagine how Duan Shiyan had managed to survive those 3,686 days.
Just putting it into your mind can make your tongue bitter and make you want to avoid it.
But he persisted.
It was like a passionate and sincere puppy, carrying a bag full of love, running towards her unwaveringly.
Jin Wu sniffed, trying to suppress the tears that were welling up in his eyes again.
I can't cry anymore.
If you cry any more, your face will get swollen, otherwise it will be uncomfortable for Yan to see it when he wakes up next time.
But even though she had decided not to cry anymore, Jin Wu still couldn't suppress the heat in her eyes. She buried her face in his hands again, her shoulders trembling slightly.
Just then.
The hand that had been held in my palm suddenly moved, and a very light sigh suddenly sounded in my ears.
Jin Wu's tearful eyelashes trembled and he suddenly raised his head.
The man, who had slowly opened his eyes, tilted his head. Even though his vision had not fully returned, his gaze at her was still as gentle and passionate as ever.
It's like a flame that, even if temporarily engulfed in darkness, can still rekindle the hottest flame.
"Be good, I'm fine, don't cry."
Duan Shiyan raised his hand with some difficulty and gently stroked Jin Wu's cheek, wiping away all her tears. His voice was still a little hoarse, "I will feel bad."
"Do you still feel uncomfortable? What did the doctor say? Does your ankle still hurt?"
He was the one who was most seriously injured, but the first thing he did when he woke up was not to care about his own injuries, but her.
Just like when he woke up from the car accident, his first reaction was not his body.
Instead, I was thinking about whether she was living a good life and whether she had been wronged.
Jin Wu's nose felt sore and his eyes became redder in an instant.
"Fortunately, I woke up today."
Duan Shiyan's lips curved slightly, "There's something I can finally tell you in person."
"Happy birthday."
Even though his face was still a little pale, his eyes were filled with great passion as he gazed at Jin Wu. "My number 19."
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