Chapter 107 "Just for Fun"
From that day on, Cen Wan put away her sharp thorns and became silent, docile, and submissive.
Grandma had suffered so many blows, and her mental state was sometimes good and sometimes bad. Cen Wan grew up quickly, rented a house as quickly as possible, moved out of the Cen family, and brought her grandmother to live with them.
Until the end of the holiday, she did not reply to Shen Yixiao's message.
Shen Yixiao looked for her like crazy, sending messages, making phone calls, and asking about her roommates and classmates.
When Zhou Yang sent her a message telling her that Shen Yixiao was frantically looking for her, Cen Wan was stunned and dazed for a moment, as if she was walking on the clouds and fell back to the ground.
She opened WeChat and looked at the 99+ unread messages. Her fingertips trembled slightly and she was hesitant to click on it.
In the end, she didn't look at the previous messages, but just replied: [Let's break up]
I never clicked into WeChat again.
On the first day back at school, Shen Yixiao blocked her outside the classroom.
He was leaning against the door in a black windbreaker. When he saw her come out, he immediately went to greet her. His voice was hoarse, "Wanwan, you're done with get out of class. What would you like to eat for lunch?"
Cen Wan clenched the book in her hand and said expressionlessly, "We've broken up."
Shen Yixiao smiled and said, "Didn't you send it by mistake? We're fine, how could we break up?"
Cen Wan dug her fingertips deep into her palms, forcing herself not to soften her heart. "Don't you understand? I'll say it again. We break up."
"Are you kidding?" Shen Yixiao held her shoulders. "Did something happen? Tell me, we can solve it together."
Cen Wan waved his hand away indifferently: "Do you want me to explain it more clearly?"
"It was just for fun at first, but now I'm tired of it and don't want to play anymore."
After saying that, Cen Wan pushed his shoulder away and walked away without looking back.
The next time I saw Shen Yixiao was outside the library. Cen Wan had just finished discussing the art exhibition with the seniors in the department. When she came out, she saw Shen Yixiao standing under a tree, staring at the two of them with his dark eyes.
"You want to break up with me because of him?"
Cen Wan looked at the senior apologetically and said, "Sorry, senior, I have some personal matters to take care of. You should leave first."
After everyone left, Cen Wan walked towards Shen Yixiao.
In just two days, he seemed much more haggard, with a faint blue tint under his eyes, pale lips, and blue stubble on his chin, all of which were not well taken care of.
The caring words were swallowed by her as soon as they reached her throat. There was no warmth in her eyes: "I said, don't come to me again."
"If you want to break up, you have to give me a reason. I don't believe it."
They were obviously so good just a week ago, and she was nestling in his arms obediently and made him a little cake. Why did she suddenly want to break up for no reason?
"Just because of that guy just now?"
Shen Yixiao's eyes were filled with darkness: "Answer me."
Cen Wan's heart suddenly sank. Shen Yixiao was a proud man, and he would only let go completely if his self-esteem was hurt.
She curled her fingers slightly and looked at him indifferently: "We are all adults, there is no need to make it so awkward. But since you asked, I will just explain it clearly."
"You're already a senior, and I don't see you have any plans for the future. Maybe your family has some money that you can squander. But I don't want to waste my time with a playboy who doesn't strive for progress."
"Go look at everyone in the library, and my seniors. Every one of them is more reliable than you, and makes me feel more at ease than you. I have better options now."
"Chen Yixiao, I was just playing with you at first, but now I don't want to pretend anymore, and I don't want to have anything to do with you. Let's part ways amicably."
"If you have any backbone at all, don't show up in front of me again."
Shen Yixiao clenched his fists, his joints crackling. His eyes were bloodshot, his face was cold, and he exuded a murderous aura. "Are these your true words?"
"Yes," Cen Wan said without hesitation, "It's pointless to keep pestering me. Don't let me look down on you."
Every word and sentence that Cen Wan said not only stabbed Shen Yixiao in the heart, but also made her heartbroken.
She didn't even dare to look at his expression.
From that day on, Shen Yixiao really disappeared from her world.
She didn't ask about him, nor did she ask about him. However, when she occasionally broke down in the middle of the night, she would open his messages and voice messages, look at them in self-abuse, and cry under the quilt.
She lived mechanically and numbly for a while, and her grandmother's memory became worse and worse. On the day of the diagnosis, she looked through all the photos and messages between the two of them for the last time, and then clicked delete.
She knew they could never go back.
However, she didn't expect that they would meet again four years later.
Shen Yixiao still broke into her life forcefully and pervasively, just like he did in college.
What I didn't expect was that he was willing to forgive me.
But even if the broken mirror can be mended, the damage has already been done.
She pursed her lips and said softly, "Shen Yixiao, I'm sorry."
I'm really sorry.
After waiting for a long time without his response, Cen Wan turned her head and felt a warm and wet feeling on her neck.
She was stunned.
Shen Yixiao hugged her from behind, buried his head in her neck, his shoulders trembling slightly, and his voice was hoarse:
"Cen Wan, you idiot."
He didn't need her apology.
In fact, he would rather the reason for their breakup was what she said.
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