Chapter 143 Even if I can't help but hurt you?
Her tone was very soft, with a slight rise at the end, like a complaint, but more like a coquettish act.
Shen Yixiao lowered his eyes, looked at the black hair on her head, and felt the hands around his waist, holding her tightly.
A restless heart suddenly seemed to settle down.
He raised his hands and hugged her back, his throat aching: "Baby, I..."
"Don't say anything!" Cen Wan interrupted him, raised her head from his arms, and stared at him with clear eyes, as if to confirm her own thoughts. "I just want to talk to you about the past. Why do you think I want to break up with you?"
Shen Yixiao's Adam's apple rolled slightly, he closed his eyes, and the hand holding her waist tightened little by little, and the veins on the back of his hand emerged.
"I..." Shen Yixiao's eloquent mouth failed for the first time.
He knew that he had a strong possessiveness towards her, and even selfishly hoped that he was the only one in her world.
Don't give any of your time, energy and thoughts to other people.
After getting back together, this idea became more and more intense, and he even wanted her to stay by his side all the time, never leaving his side.
He was afraid that if he turned around, she would disappear again.
But when she argued with him about her colleague, he became angry, but more panicked.
If my paranoid and dark thoughts were exposed to her, would she be afraid?
Then run away.
He didn't dare face her, fearing that he would do something irrational in his impulse, and even more afraid of hearing words from her that he didn't want to hear.
So, he escaped.
Cen Wan looked at him, her eyes gradually covered with a layer of mist. She raised her hands, cupped his face, and said seriously: "Chen Yixiao, normal couples will quarrel. We live together, so there will be friction."
"But, arguments don't mean we don't love each other, and we won't break up over these little things."
She paused, her nose sore, and her voice choked slightly: "Chen Yixiao, I will never break up with you again, I'm sorry."
This sorry is not because of the conflict in G City, but because of her four years ago.
She didn't know that her words of breaking up had such a big impact on him, even causing him, who was always proud and arrogant, to start running away.
Chen Yixiao raised his hand, gently stroking the corners of her red eyes with his fingertips. A flame seemed to leap up from the bottom of his dark pupils. His voice was very soft: "Really? Even if I do something excessive?"
Cen Wan was a little confused, thinking he was talking about the things that happened to her colleagues: "We can discuss and handle these together."
Shen Yixiao lowered his eyes and looked at her: "It's not these, baby."
"Do you know what I really am like?"
Cen Wan didn't understand what was going on, and looked at him with some doubt in her bright and clear eyes.
Shen Yixiao closed his eyes and spoke slowly, but each word was clear: "When you rejected me and were still in contact with other men, I even thought about locking you up."
"If you're locked in a room with me alone, will your heart and eyes be filled with me?"
"I want to leave a mark on you, like a sign, to show that you are mine and no one else can touch you."
"I want all your care and love. I don't want to give any of it to anyone else. No one else can."
"Will you always love me like this?"
A hint of shock flashed in Cen Wan's eyes, her lips slightly parted, and she was unable to come back to her senses for a moment.
Shen Yixiao stared at her without blinking, his eyes wandering over her little face, afraid to miss any subtle expression of hers.
Cen Wan swallowed and said, "I..."
"I was just kidding, did you actually believe it?" Shen Yixiao's lips curled up into a smile, his tone still as frivolous as usual.
Cen Wan didn't smile. She raised her eyes, looked at him seriously, and said firmly, "Yes."
No one knew better than herself how she had gotten through the past four years. Every day she was apart from him, her heart felt empty and numb, as if a piece of it was missing.
In this life, she could never accept anyone other than him.
She loved him and everything about him.
The moment she finished speaking, Shen Yixiao's body suddenly tensed up, and his blood seemed to boil, clamoring to break free from the shackles.
"Even if I can't help but hurt you?"
"Domineering and paranoid, forcing you to do what I want and not letting you say a word to other men?"
Cen Wan's fingers tightly grasped the hem of his clothes and shook her head: "You won't."
He wouldn't hurt himself, she believed him.
Shen Yixiao looked at her beautiful face. The trust in her eyes was about to overflow, which hurt him for a moment.
He sighed almost inaudibly, reached out and pulled her into his arms, his arms tightly around her like an iron barrel.
She was right. How could he hurt her? He even couldn't bear to make her unhappy.
He lowered his eyes to hide the darkness in them.
As long as she can stay by his side, he will keep those dark and morbid thoughts buried deep in his heart.
As long as she loves him.
The longing and turbulent emotions of the past few days came flooding back like a tide. Shen Yixiao kissed her earlobes and neck again and again, his burning breath ironing her skin, his voice dry and tight:
"Baby, but what I said was true in bed."
He glanced at the desk beside him, his eyes darkening as he whispered viciously in her ear, "Baby, if you indulge me like this, I'll easily get more than I deserve."
Shen Yixiao pinched her waist and lifted her up. Cen Wan's legs subconsciously wrapped around his waist.
In this posture, Shen Yixiao strode to the table, swept away the documents on the side and let her sit on the table.
He spread her legs apart, thrusting his long legs forcefully in front of her.
One hand was around her waist, and the other hand was gently stroking her cheek.
There was undisguised desire in his eyes, like a hunting beast, teasing the prey that was about to be caught with evil humor.
"Baby, you know what? When you first came to my office, I was thinking about how good it would be to be on this desk."
Hearing his straightforward and unconcealed words, Cen Wan's eyes widened: "You..."
They had just reunited at that time, and their relationship was still very bad, but he actually...
Chen Yixiao saw through her thoughts at a glance, his lips curled slightly, he leaned forward, and recounted everything to her in a casual tone: "How else do you think I got through those four years?"
"Desk, French window, kitchen, car..."
"I'm looking forward to practicing them with you one by one."
Cen Wan's face flushed, and her ears turned red: "You're a pervert, you're shameless!"
Shen Yixiao raised his eyebrows: "There are more perverted ones, do you want to try?"
"You..." Cen Wan was embarrassed and annoyed. Just as she was thinking about how to fight back, Shen Yixiao had already taken the remote control and pressed the button, and the curtains slowly closed.
"Actually, I prefer it brighter, but considering that the baby might be shy, I'll spare you this time."
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