Chapter 273 I Will Never Let You Lose
Xu Yousheng clicked on it and saw the Weibo post posted by Qin Yanxiu.
It was posted an hour ago and has already received millions of comments and reposts.
It was a very long blog post. Xu Yousheng had the impression that Qin Yanxiu rarely posted on Weibo, let alone several pages of text like this.
She read every word, her brows furrowed.
He first angrily denounced the behavior of sasaeng fans and extreme fans in recent days, and claimed that he would never reconcile.
Only then did she realize that because the two did not agree to reconcile, the other party was playing the victim on Weibo, trying to steer public opinion to the side of the weak, and many marketing accounts followed suit to discredit him.
Then he thanked his fans for their companionship and support over the years, and gave them some guidance, hoping that they would be rational in chasing stars and focus more on their own lives.
Finally, he said:
"From today on, I will gradually shift my work focus to behind the scenes, and I hope everyone will not pay too much attention to my private life. If fate allows, we may meet again in a future film."
Xu Yousheng read the last sentence over and over again. He didn't say it absolutely, but the meaning between the lines was that he wanted to fade out of the public eye. How is this different from quitting the entertainment industry?
He is currently at the peak of his career, very popular, with top-notch looks, acting skills and popularity. Why would he make such a decision?
Is it because of her?
Xu Yousheng fell down on the carpet, looking at the unanimous wailing and disbelief under the comments, feeling a little confused. She didn't understand either.
The phone buzzed again, and she came back to her senses and opened WeChat. It was a message from Qin Yanxiu:
[I'll be home in half an hour. Are you hungry? What do you want to eat for dinner?]
Xu Yousheng stared at the screen and bit his lip. He seemed as if nothing had happened. What on earth was he thinking about this matter?
It was said to be half an hour, but Qin Yanxiu arrived home in twenty minutes. When he entered the house, he was holding a small cake in his hand. He changed his shoes and went straight to the living room. Xu Yousheng was leaning against the sofa in a daze.
Xu Yousheng glanced at the time and said softly, "How come you got home so soon?"
Qin Yanxiu put the cake on the table and sat down next to her: "Since you didn't reply to my message, I asked the driver to drive faster."
Xu Yousheng raised his eyes to look at him. He looked lazy and relaxed, no different from usual.
"What's wrong?" he asked.
Xu Yousheng swallowed hard. "Why did you say on Weibo that you were going to move behind the scenes? Are you planning to quit the entertainment industry because of me?"
Qin Yanxiu chuckled and raised his hand to pinch her face: "Don't look so bitter and resentful."
"I'm not retiring, I'm just shifting my focus to behind-the-scenes work. Directing, producing, and investing are all quite interesting. And look at Xiao, he's just staying home and being affectionate every day, not caring about Xingchen at all. If I don't care anymore, I'll be squeezed out by other companies sooner or later."
Qin Yanxiu said it easily, but Xu Yousheng didn't believe it at all.
"I just don't want to be too exposed to the public. If I come across a script I really like in the future, I will continue to act."
Xu Yousheng frowned, "But it took you so many years to get to where you are today. Wouldn't it be a pity to quit now?"
"What's so regrettable about this?" Qin Yanxiu curled his lips, "Acting is not my ideal, it's just a way for me to rebel against my family."
"There are many paths to take, but there is only one person worth protecting."
He didn't want her to be hurt because of him anymore.
Xu Yousheng's nose felt sore: "So it's still because of me, right?"
The Qin Yanxiu she knew was the shining star standing on the stage, and she didn't want him to give up just because of her.
Qin Yanxiu looked at her red eyes, his heart tightening. He reached out and stroked the corners of her eyes, and slowly said, "It's not because of you that I decided to fade out. This plan has been in place for a long time, just a few years in advance."
"Because I have found something more precious, I want to spend more time with you and put you first in my life from now on."
"You don't have to feel burdened or guilty, because I enjoy it."
Xu Yousheng's eyes were hot, her eyelashes trembling, and she suddenly threw herself into his arms: "I'm sorry..."
Qin Yanxiu caught her and patted her on the back: "This is my own choice, not just because of you."
Xu Yousheng shook his head, then realized that he couldn't see it, sniffed, and whispered, "It's not because of this."
Although she agreed to reconcile with him, she was still reserved, as if she was ready to withdraw at any time, as if that would prevent her from getting hurt.
So when they get along, she always feels awkward and conflicted.
Sometimes she wondered how long his love for her would last. Would he get tired of her one day?
"I told myself, just take a gamble."
She was prepared for a disastrous ending and did not dare to give her all.
After hearing her words, Qin Yanxiu held her arms tightly and said, "It's my fault for not giving you enough sense of security."
"You can bet as much as you want, because I will never let you lose."
Xu Yousheng's hands on his shoulders tightened little by little, and she buried her head in his neck, her voice still tinged with tears: "Yeah."
Tears welled up in the corners of my eyes, but they were not tears of sadness.
She thought, from that moment on, she was really willing to give everything to the man in front of her.
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