Confess your feelings to each other
"What do you mean?" Song Yu said a little angrily and aggrievedly, "How could I not care? If you were the one who was deceived for so long, how would you react?"
In an instant, those complex, joyful and sad emotions rushed towards her like a flood breaking through a dam.
"So, why... did you hide it from me?" She lowered her head and rubbed her burning eyes with her hands. "Am I someone insignificant in your heart?"
"You should have told me this from the very beginning when you met me in college. Why didn't you tell me? Can you tell me now?" Song Yu raised his head and looked seriously at the man in front of him who was obviously panicked and at a loss.
1, 2, 3.
After counting to 3 seconds, there was no response, so Song Yu turned and left.
"Bang!" Her wrist was grabbed by someone, and the next second her back was pressed against a hot chest. Next to her ears was the person's hot breath caused by emotional fluctuations.
"I'm sorry." She heard the person behind her finally say the first words since she opened her mouth, and then he explained to her sentence by sentence in a panic that was a little incoherent.
"I'm sorry, Song Yu, I didn't mean to hide it from you. I was afraid that you would recall those bad memories because of me, and I was afraid that my appearance would hurt you. I'm sorry, I was wrong, I apologize to you."
"You have never been an insignificant person in my heart. You are the only one I have in this world. You can take everything I have. Please don't leave me. I have nowhere else to go."
"Don't leave me, don't leave me, please." Song Yu listened to the wailing voices of the people behind him, just like a panicked puppy standing on the street, crying pitifully for his owner who had left him.
Song Yu felt hot tears running down her neck. Finally, she couldn't help but turned around and hugged Xu Qiao tightly, crying, "Do you know that I have been looking for you? Do you know how long I have been looking for you?!"
"You were right next to me, but I didn't know it. I even went to Haicheng to try my luck. We agreed to go together that year. I thought maybe I could find some clues there, but I found nothing. I even went to make a wish under the blessing tree hoping to find you earlier. Who would have thought that you were right next to me." Song Yu buried her head in his warm neck and wiped away her tears.
"You know very well that I don't know what you look like and it's difficult to find you, so why didn't you tell me? If Duan Qin hadn't helped me find your old photos, would you have kept it a secret for the rest of your life?"
"You thought that thinking about the nursing home would bring back bad memories, but I met you there. How could you bring back bad memories for me? We went through the hardest and most difficult days together, so how could I not want to see you again?"
"I dug out the things you left for me from the ground. There was only a card and a note inside. Where did you want me to find you? The phone number I called was unavailable. Why did you cancel it?" Song Yu choked up and said, "Do you know how much I want to see you again?"
Feeling this tight embrace, Xu Qiao was filled with regret. He choked and said, "I thought you didn't need me. I thought you were living a good life. I shouldn't have disturbed your peaceful life again."
"I forced myself not to look for you, but I still couldn't help but go to the same university as you. I thought I would be satisfied, but I didn't expect that as soon as I saw you, I desperately wanted to be closer to you. I didn't have the chance for the past two years, but this year I finally chose the same elective course as you, and it was destined that the teacher put us in the same group."
"I'm sorry, Song Yu. It's all my fault." Xu Qiao said repeatedly, "I want to stay by your side. I can do anything, or not do anything."
"But I'm in so much pain." Xu Qiao closed his eyes and hugged the person in his arms tightly. "I thought I could do it, I thought I could get used to it, but I still can't do it. Seeing you standing with the others, my heart is broken."
"Song Yu, I'm sorry. I'm selfish. I can't just stand by and watch you happy. I wish it was me who stood by you."
At this moment, Xu Qiao felt extremely heartbroken. He didn't know that Song Yu was looking for him. If he knew, he would definitely jump out to find her at the first possible moment, making her so sad for no reason.
Listening to Xu Qiao's heartfelt apologies, Song Yu rested her chin on his shoulder and hugged his broad shoulders with both hands. Suddenly, she felt a little guilty. She quickly explained, "No, I never liked those men. I only dated them to shut up my parents. They always wanted to arrange blind dates for me and get me married."
“But I don’t actually like them at all.”
As if to show Xu Qiao the credibility of her words, she withdrew from Xu Qiao's arms and looked at him seriously, "I'm serious."
"I know." Xu Qiao looked at her, and put his big hand on her face and gently wiped away the tears on her face. "I don't mind, but you have me in the future."
Song Yu turned her face away. After pouring out her heart to heart, she was still somewhat at a loss. Her hands paused awkwardly in the air and finally tugged at her messy hair twice, "Oh."
She reached out and wiped the tear marks on her face. Her face felt tight. A wet wipe was handed to her. She paused, turned around and wiped Xu Qiao's face. Xu Qiao also pulled out a wipe for her.
The two of them were so silly, wiping each other's faces with red eyes and noses from crying at three in the morning on a summer night when darkness fell.
"How are you?" "How are you?" These words came out of both of their mouths at the same time. They were too excited just now, and now they had the chance to ask the questions that should have been asked when they met.
After hearing this, both of them were stunned, and then they both started laughing.
"I'm not doing well." Song Yu said, "How about you?"
"I'm not doing well either." Xu Qiao stared at her and said, "I've been thinking about you all the time. What about you? Do you miss me?"
"I do." She nodded honestly, and then saw Xu Qiao's eyes light up as she wished.
The two looked at each other, and saw a hint of passion in each other's eyes. Should they kiss now?
"Ding-ling-ling~~~~" Song Yu's cell phone suddenly rang loudly, breaking the ambiguous atmosphere.
She answered the call without even looking, and the phone exploded instantly. "Song Yu, help, help, I don't know what's wrong with the kitten. It suddenly won't eat. Come back and check on it soon."
“…”
The two hurried home, and as soon as they entered the door, they saw Lan Lin sitting on the ground at a loss, holding cat food in his hand, trying to coax the orange cat that was crawling slowly on the ground.
"Song Yu, you're finally back." Upon seeing the two of them, Lan Lin instantly looked like he'd been saved. "Hey, why are you two back together?"
"I met her on the road and heard the kitten was feeling unwell, so I came to check on her," said Xu Qiao.
Then the three of them lay on the carpet together and began to check on the kitten's condition. Song Yu held cat food in his hand and stretched it to the kitten's mouth. Usually, it would rush to it, but today it didn't even touch it. Could it be uncomfortable? Thinking of this, Song Yu began to get a little nervous. He carefully supported the kitten's soft body with his fingers. The kitten felt uncomfortable and started to struggle. Song Yu was afraid of hurting it and had to put it back.
"What should I do?" Song Yu looked worried and picked up his phone to search for a nearby pet hospital.
"Wait." Xu Qiao suddenly realized something and stopped Song Yu's action. He reached out and touched the kitten's belly, which was swollen. Then he raised his head and asked in a somewhat puzzled manner, "How much food did you feed it today?"
He glanced around casually and saw bits of cat food scattered everywhere.
Song Yu noticed something was wrong and looked at Lan Lin, "You didn't let it eat the whole bag, did you?"
"..." Lan Lin was stunned for a long time, "I don't remember how much I fed it."
“…”
A minute later, Lan Lin was kicked out by Song Yu with her bag. She stood outside the door, tugging at it with a pitiful expression. "Then I'll come again next time and let Fa Cai wait for Auntie obediently."
Song Yu said coldly, like a wealthy lady treating the Cinderella her son had found from outside, "Go away. I won't let you see it again."
"You are such a cold-hearted woman," Lan Lin muttered indignantly. "I'm going to buy Fa Cai a leash. Next time, I'll take him for a walk at my house. I don't want to live with a woman like you."
Song Yu crossed his arms over his chest and said, "Alright, go back early. It's already late. Come back tomorrow."
"It's only 11 o'clock." Lan Lin said, looking around the room, "That's not right."
She pointed at Xu Qiao, who was sitting on the sofa inside the house, checking if Fa Cai was feeling unwell. "Why is he staying at your house so late?"
"Xu Qiao, hurry up and get up and come with me." Lan Lin began to be on guard. "It's almost dawn."
“…”
Ten seconds later, the person standing outside the door became two.
Song Yu waved at the two people with a headache, "Is it okay now? Let's go quickly. It's been so noisy every day."
Lan Lin turned around and left without any burden. Xu Qiao stood there for half a second, looked at Song Yu's face, reached out to wipe the mud that had gotten on her from digging, and mouthed, "I'll come back tomorrow."
Song Yu glanced at Lan Lin, who hadn't left yet, and said with a spineless hum, "Send me a message when you get here."
"good."
After watching Xu Qiao and Lan Lin leave, Song Yu closed the door, turned around, and immediately jumped onto the sofa. He picked up Fa Cai and said excitedly, "Fa Cai, do you think this counts as us talking it over and being together?"
"That should be the case, right?" Song Yu was so excited that he couldn't help himself. "But he doesn't seem to have said that he likes me yet."
As if she was embarrassed to say the word "like", she coughed a few times and muttered to herself in a low voice.
"...Then it's okay for me to confess my feelings to him first."
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