Chapter 103: Confess Everything "I'm here to get my love back."...
"He Yan's first solo concert was held in North City. I went there that time. Among thousands of people, I saw him standing on the stage shining brightly. I was very satisfied. The last show was held in Upper City, and I also went there." Zhu Shengting continued.
"No one knew about this except me at the time. The ticket I bought was for the top of the mountain, so few people noticed."
"When you broke up, He Yan said he was unilaterally informed of the breakup. Was there some hidden reason?"
Zhu Shengting lowered his head, twisted his neck, and remained silent for a long time. The staff did not urge him or speak. Everyone was waiting for his answer.
Including He Yan, who had already shed a tear in front of the screen.
"Seven years ago," Zhu Shengting looked up, "He Yan and I were in love."
“It was discovered by the company’s top management at the time.”
He omitted the original business contract and left some parts vague. "Later... due to various reasons, I made the best decision I could at the time and ultimately chose to initiate the breakup."
"But I know the damage this has done to He Yan is irreversible, because he was completely unaware of this, and it was I who unilaterally kept him in the dark. And the decision I made, which in the secular sense is often described as driven by hardship, was initially caused by my own foolishness."
"Sometimes I used to wonder, if I hadn't taken that step, would He Yan have avoided all that later? But I'm a selfish person. If I had it to do over again, I would still choose to confess that night."
"Coming to this show was my second time betting, and he was very soft-hearted and let me win again."
The lights flickered and the images rotated.
"So how do you feel about him now?"
He Yan tapped his hand on the chair, thinking about how to respond. "It's complicated, it's hard to describe with a single emotion, but I always feel uneasy when I see him."
"In fact, I once had some unconfirmed guesses about the reason for the breakup, but I always hoped to be told in person, and I still hope so now. I can still clearly recall the absurdity and suffocating pain I felt at that time."
"Even when I received the invitation to your show, I was very hesitant, but the moment I saw Zhu Shengting's autograph, I didn't think about anything else."
"So why did you choose to accept the invitation to our show?"
Zhu Shengting stared directly at the camera, his pupils trembling slightly, "I'm here to get my love back."
He Yan shrugged his shoulders, saying in a nonchalant tone, "Let's see what this person is up to."
The screen suddenly went black, and finally a sentence appeared.
[Zhu Shengting and He Yan, together for four months, separated for seven years.]
*
[I was so shocked that I was speechless...]
[Oh my god!]
It turns out that everything was really true, not Shengyanpi's imagination. I accepted the days of being in mixed doubles with Tingsi and Yansi. Mom and Dad, I fainted from tears.
I was thinking that if they were sincere for just one moment, we would have won. It turns out Shengyanpi really won completely. Love is real.
My tears are streaming down my face.
[So...they broke up because they were discovered and Zhu Shengting was threatened by the company?]
[Damn... now everything makes sense!! Why did Zhu Shengting suddenly have fewer announcements? Why did he suddenly say he wanted to take a break from the industry? He probably wanted to freeze him out... And because of He Yan, if he had unilaterally proposed a breakup and didn't say he was being threatened, He Yan wouldn't have confronted the company...]
[Death Dream Legend!! Your company deserves to be in such a mess now. It's a good thing He Yan terminated his contract four years ago.]
[I feel like throwing up. Meng Chuan, tell me, how are you going to repay my partner for missing seven years?]
[Feast...Talking about the shortest relationship and the longest breakup among everyone here, haha, I'm dead]
[Oh, I saw Mrs. Yan crying, please stop crying and touch me]
[Who can not shed tears? I cried my heart out. Zhu Shengting even returned to China privately to watch He Yan's concert twice. I didn't miss your first and last show.]
[No wonder, Zhu Shengting came back to develop this year. He has completely established his foothold in the circle. There is no longer anything that can threaten and restrain him from going to Aiheyan.]
[Shengyan, I kneel down and beg you to reconcile here]
Who understands the meaning of "I'm here to find my love"? From the first episode of the show till now... Ting's husband has always firmly chosen Yan's wife.
[He Yan baby, you are really a soft-hearted lover]
In less than five minutes, two trending searches broke out: #Zhu Shengting and He Yan's ex-boyfriend relationship #Zhu Shengting and He Yan's breakup reason. Then there was #Dream of the Contemporary Fahai Breaking Up Couples, which made me burst out laughing.
[This is the value of the American Empire! ]
*
"All stories have been announced." Zhu Shengting swallowed his dry throat.
The atmosphere in the screening room was a bit depressing. No one spoke, and even He Yan's tears just now were silent.
After Zhu Shengting said this, the staff turned on the lights in the screening room, and the space suddenly became bright.
He Yan blinked subconsciously, feeling a little uncomfortable.
The audience in the live broadcast room could clearly see everyone's expressions.
[Ah... He Yan and Yuan Xingliang's eyes are red, and Qian Zhixing is also...]
[This part is really painful]
[To be honest, if it were me, after reading other people’s stories, even if I were one of them, I might not have the courage to take that step and pursue someone else’s ex.]
[This is the meaning of transfer love, feel other people's love, share your own love, at least don't stand still]
[I just want to know if we can get back together now, Shengyan. Sister Yan, I think you know the reason for the breakup.]
[But He Yan... I don't think I can necessarily "forgive" him just because of this? Because it was indeed painful in the past. Ah, I can understand Sheng Yan and the other person, but it's not that easy.]
[I still want to die in the dream... and then close down now]
[This one and a half hour live broadcast was really torturous for me. No one in the screening room was talking.]
[Ah... the live broadcast is over. I have a strange feeling that a storm is coming. I wonder when the next one will be.]
*
After the live broadcast ended, everyone returned to their rooms with different expressions.
“Dongdongdong——”
He Yan paused while folding clothes, put down the clothes and walked to open the door. As soon as he opened the door, he saw Zhu Shengting standing at the door.
"Can... talk to you alone?" Zhu Shengting looked down at him.
He Yan blinked, turned around and looked at Yuan Xingliang. Yuan Xingliang smiled. He turned around again, nodded, and followed Zhu Shengting out.
He Yan stared at Zhu Shengting's back in a daze for a moment, and the two of them walked to the back garden where there were few people.
"What do you want to say to me?" He Yan asked.
"Although it was difficult to talk about it at the beginning, I must tell you everything today." Zhu Shengting said softly.
"Seven years ago, on your birthday, we returned to Dongting County the day after and were seen by Zhu Liao. He told Qiao Ling about it."
Even though He Yan was mentally prepared, his heart was still trembling slightly.
"Actually, I originally thought Qiao Ling had someone following us, so I took photos. A few years later, Zhu Liao contacted me and told me the truth. He had come to Dongting County to find me that day to tell me about the incident with Lingnan Wushuang, but he ran into us by accident."
"I went to the United States because," Zhu Shengting's eyes were red, and he didn't go to see He Yan, "my mother's disease is in the late stage of breast cancer. The doctor told me that there is a possibility of a breakthrough, so I made the decision to transfer to a hospital in the United States for treatment."
He Yan's chest heaved violently at Zhu Shengting's words. "Aunt Song, how are you now?"
Zhu Shengting smiled gently. "Don't worry, she got better four years ago and is in good health now. She's traveling in Provence. She... later found out about our past together and she misses you too."
He Yan's eyes suddenly turned red. He lowered his eyes, but was afraid that tears would fall, so he blinked hurriedly.
"During that time, I was busy with the transfer to another hospital, so I didn't care that Zhu Lao and the others didn't arrange a notice for me, until I learned about Lingnan Wushuang's situation. Later... I guessed something and went straight to find Qiao Ling." Zhu Shengting continued.
"I know Qiao Ling won't reuse me because we violated the terms of the original contract. I don't want her to influence you again, so I put forward conditions to her."
"I took the initiative to break up with you, and she won't ask me for liquidated damages."
"You know what happened next."
The air seemed to be stagnant, and He Yan's tears still did not stop. He bit his lips, which turned red, and sobbed, "Then why... didn't you come back to find me earlier? Why didn't you tell me when you saw me again?"
Zhu Shengting wanted to reach out and wipe away the tears on He Yan's face, but he hesitated to touch her, and finally withdrew his hand.
"right……"
He thought of what He Yan had said and swallowed the word "I'm sorry".
"Because I'm a coward."
"Rather than being afraid that you hate me, I'm more afraid that you've already put me in the most insignificant corner, treating me as a dispensable character in your life, and when you occasionally think of me, there's no ripple in your heart."
"I'm also afraid that there's someone new around you... and if I were to reiterate all of this now, it would seem like I was deceiving myself."
"But you accepted the invitation to this show, so I think I have a little chance of winning."
He Yan raised his hand to wipe away his tears. His heart was bleeding and then filled with the water of life. The answer he had always wanted was coming seven years later when nothing could restrain him.
"Zhu Shengting."
"You know, from the day I met you again, I was in pain every minute and every second when I saw you."
"I thought I wouldn't have such big emotional fluctuations because of you. Later I found out that I was deceiving myself. When you stood in front of me, I still wanted to grab you and ask you why you did that back then."
"When you hung up on me the last time, you didn't even answer whether you still loved me or not."
Zhu Shengting's heart was thrown heavily to the ground by He Yan's words, and then fell into an endless abyss. The pain was like countless sharp knives, twisting his internal organs beyond recognition.
"I always try to convince myself that those things don't matter anymore, that you don't matter anymore. What else matters after so much time has passed?"
"Then you appeared again, appearing in front of me without any warning, saying nothing and asking nothing. I really went crazy, and that night... I followed you." He Yan's ears turned a little red.
"You dragged me to this variety show again. Do you want to see me fall in love with someone else or what? I also came here to find the answer I wanted, so I agreed."
"You don't win." He Yan turned his head away and didn't look at him.
Zhu Shengting moved closer, but didn't dare to get too close. The evening breeze blew through He Yan's hair, and the fragrance landed on his lips.
"Well, it doesn't count. It only counts if you come back to me."
He Yan's ears burned as hot as the tears he had just shed. The fog that blocked his heart was gently dispelled. "Zhu Shengting, you're actually quite stupid."
Zhu Shengting accepted all the comments He Yan gave him, "Yeah."
"For the first concert in North City, you asked Director Xia to send those roses in her name, right?" He Yan's Adam's apple rolled as he looked directly at Zhu Shengting.
Zhu Shengting's heart trembled and his wrist felt a little numb.
"I've seen the blessing words on the card. It's very obvious," He Yan's eyes became moist again. "You wrote it."
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