Chapter 119 Final Interview "Remember to say you love him."
He Yan suppressed the soreness in his nose and continued reading.
[I couldn't sleep last night, or in fact, I have had insomnia every day since I came to the United States. When I thought about the phone call you made to me a year ago, I couldn't fall asleep and finally hung up. But I didn't want to lie, so I wrote the three words "I love you" here, maybe it's a little too late.
I had completely forgotten that today was my birthday. It was only when my mother knitted me a thin spring cardigan as a gift that I remembered that today was my birthday.
Spring seems to have come a little late this year. How's the weather where you are?
I will ask you to wish me a happy birthday in my dreams. 】
"Happy birthday."
He Yan muttered softly.
This was only the first letter, but he seemed to lack the courage to read on.
Nevertheless, he began to turn to the second chapter, which was shorter.
【Congratulatory Banquet:
Before I knew it, I had grown another year older and had quietly caught up with you. There was always a period of time in a year when I no longer had to be your younger brother.
This year on my birthday, I unexpectedly received a straw hat with many beautiful flowers stuck on it. It was given to me by a little white girl when I was walking on the street.
When I saw it, I thought you would like it too.
If I have a chance to see you next time, I would like to give it to you. 】
The content of the second article was much easier. He Yan calmed himself down and opened the third article.
【Congratulatory Banquet:
This is the third year since we separated. This year I met some friends who I could collaborate with, and my first film is also going well. At the moment I finished this work, I wondered if I could see you soon.
Happy birthday to myself. 】
He Yan had actually seen Zhu Shengting's first film, "North of Spring City".
He was deeply impressed by the film, not because it was directed by Zhu Shengting, but because of the beautiful and sad story in it.
He saw the terminally ill cancer patient's yearning for spring anywhere in the world, and he also saw the protagonist's helplessness in being trapped in a small county town in the north because of illness and poverty.
I even saw short-lived but beautiful love in the movies.
Finally, it withers in the spring along with life, but blooms again in every tomorrow.
He Yan felt the ideas that Zhu Shengting wanted to convey in that movie. At that time, many people commented that Zhu Shengting's first work was softer and more healing than they had imagined, which was quite different from what most people imagined.
It is different, but He Yan can empathize with him. At a certain moment after watching the movie, he forgave himself and missed this person most of the time.
Because Zhu Shengting's heart is always soft when he is in love.
He exhaled lightly and opened the fourth letter.
【Congratulatory Banquet:
Four years seems like a long time, but fortunately I can watch you secretly.
Being able to hear you sing live is my best birthday gift.
Beicheng remains the same as before, and so do you.]
He Yan remembered that this was his first concert tour. On the day he announced his ex, he learned about his first concert in his life, and Zhu Shengting was sitting in the audience.
The moment he saw the interview, a myriad of thoughts almost swallowed him up, along with the truth revealed by Zhu Shengting.
He Yan curled his fingers and opened the fifth chapter.
【Congratulatory Banquet:
The second film started shooting this spring. I have been preparing this story for a long time. I even thought of it when I was with you.
It would be great if you could see it too.
This year’s birthday wishes are one, I hope this story is well made, and the other is the same as in previous years.
That is to see you again. 】
In the past few years, all the birthday wishes that He Yan made had nothing to do with Zhu Shengting, while all the birthday wishes that Zhu Shengting made had something to do with him.
He Yan lowered his eyes and opened the second to last letter.
【Congratulatory Banquet:
The second story has been successfully completed and will be released next spring at the latest after editing.
I suddenly realized that time flies so fast. This is the sixth year since you and I were separated.
This year I have only one birthday wish, and that is to see you again soon. 】
We'll see each other soon... These are the days of countdown.
Letter after letter came, and it only took He Yan one minute to read each one, but for the two people who were separated, it was a long and helpless separation.
I never even dared to look forward to a congratulatory banquet.
The last letter, in the seventh year, He Yan opened it and was stunned for a moment.
There was only a short sentence in the letter.
【Congratulatory Banquet:
This is the eighth year that I have loved you. After this spring, I think we will meet again.
He Yan looked at the words and shed the second tear since he read the letter today.
*
At one o'clock in the afternoon of the next day, the staff of Wrong Frequency Love gathered all the guests and announced the final rules of the show to them on the spot.
"There are only three days left. We will conduct an interview at 1:30 pm. Please keep the content of the interview confidential. The night after the interview, we will have the last date of this season."
The responsible staff member spoke carefully word by word.
"The theme of the last date is retrospective, which means everyone's last date is with their ex."
This rule was actually within everyone's expectations. He Yan had seen cuts from similar programs before. The last date was always arranged with the ex, and it was also a good opportunity for the guests to have a final heart-to-heart talk with their ex.
It is also a good chance for some people to make amends.
Qian Zhixing sat aside, silently looking at Lu Hengting, who had no expression on his face.
Yuan Xingliang accidentally made eye contact with Tan Shengming and looked away in panic.
Li Yuan's face rarely had his usual smile on it, and he was even more silent than Zhou Chengyin beside him.
Yang Shao lowered his eyes and fiddled with his fingers.
Zhu Shengting took a sip of coffee and handed He Yan the peach he had just cut. He Yan ate a piece.
The staff member continued explaining the rules. "The restaurant location for our final date will be decided by you and your date. Please finalize it before 2:00 PM and inform the staff."
Although it was a self-decision, the planning team still gave the restaurant the scope.
Everyone got a booklet and started flipping through it to make their choices.
"What would you like to eat?" Zhu Shengting asked He Yan as usual, as if tonight's date was no different from the previous ones.
There is really no difference, He Yan thought.
"Let's eat Chinese food. I'm fine with any Chinese restaurant." He Yan hasn't been wanting to eat Western food lately. It's a bit greasy.
"What about Cantonese food?" Zhu Shengting asked, pointing to a Cantonese restaurant.
He Yan took a look and thought the store was pretty good, so he nodded in agreement.
The two of them chose the restaurant very smoothly and efficiently. After finalizing the date location, Zhu Shengting got up and went to find the staff.
The atmosphere in the other groups was not so relaxed.
Qian Zhixing called Lu Hengting away, and the two of them walked out of the villa together.
Tan Shengming gave the choice to Yuan Xingliang, and Yuan Xingliang pushed the hesitation back to Tan Shengming.
Fu Zhuxing asked Li Yuan politely. Li Yuan was stunned for a second when he heard his distant tone and said that he was fine with anything.
Yang Shao sighed and sat down next to Zhou Chengyin in silence.
Zhou Chengyin turned sideways to look at him and asked softly what he thought.
After Zhu Shengting came back from negotiating with the staff, He Yan finished the peaches on the plate one bite after another.
"Are you satisfied with yesterday's letter?" Zhu Shengting asked.
He Yan recalled the contents of the letter he read yesterday. He did not find it boring. The few lines of words conveyed very strong emotions.
"Yeah." He responded softly.
After a while, the staff came to inform the guests to be interviewed.
"I'm leaving first." He Yan stood up and left with the staff.
Five minutes later, Zhu Shengting was also taken to the back interview room.
*
Back collection room.
"Can you share with us how you feel about the show so far?"
He Yan thought for a moment and answered the question truthfully: "I can say that choosing to record this program is the most wonderful experience I have had this year."
"I never thought I would participate in a program like this, but it's really amazing. I've experienced so many complex emotions here, including pain and love, as well as many surprises. Most importantly, I've felt sincerity."
"Everyone is sincere and everyone is recording this show very attentively."
"Can you share your most memorable date on the show?"
Frame after frame of images flashed through He Yan's mind, and finally stopped at the moment of sunset at the seaside.
"That time we watched the sunset together on the cruise ship," he smiled, his tone tinged with a sweetness he didn't even notice. "The photo from that time left a deep impression on me, even though it was just a punishment."
"Do you think there have been any significant changes in yourself since you participated in the show?"
"I've become more honest," He Yan brushed his bangs. "Maybe it's because the knot in my heart has been untied. I don't need to judge myself or deceive myself anymore, and I can be braver."
"But I'm not the bravest person on this show."
"If you could do it again, would you choose to participate in this show?"
He Yan's tone was firm, and his eyes showed warmth. "Yes, I think this is one of the best decisions I have ever made in my life."
*
"During the process of participating in this program, have you ever regretted any decision you made?"
Zhu Shengting asked back, "Are you referring to your behavior on the show?"
After receiving a positive answer, he continued, "No, because my goal has always been clear, so the decisions I made are all moving towards my goal. If I must say I regret it..."
Zhu Shengting raised his eyebrows and said, "I regret not picking a few more peaches when I went to the peach orchard that day, because He Yan liked them very much."
"From the beginning till now, have you ever wanted to choose someone else?"
"No," Zhu Shengting said with a firm look, "Because I won't allow this to happen. Loving him well is enough, and there is no way I can stop loving him."
"If you could go back to the night before you broke up with He Yan, what would you say to yourself then?"
Zhu Shengting lowered his eyes and raised the corner of his mouth, "I will say, at the end of that phone call from He Yan, remember to say you love him."
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