My mind is a little confused.
Because the recent plot has begun to move towards a new stage, everyone has also felt that from the growth and struggle within the world, it will move towards leading the world to grow, and communicating and colliding with other worlds.
We are currently in a transitional stage. After the transition, we will not change the map but welcome a more colorful worldview.
So I have been extremely tired writing recently, because the more I write, the more I feel that the structure of this book is too complicated - family, simulation and reality, history and the present world, origin, other civilizations and the world. It can be said that this book contains many genres of online novels. I want to make them run smoothly and without any chaos, but I feel more and more like walking on thin ice as I write.
I've heard Wenpiagou and Gunkai say something similar before, that the further you go in writing a novel, the more difficult it becomes because you start with a blank sheet of paper. Although there is an outline and goals are set, the development process and path are much freer, and the collision of inspiration comes unrestrainedly.
But as I wrote later, many established lines need to operate normally. Not only should they not conflict with each other, but they should also be in line with the main vision and interact in a positive way.
So everyone should understand that although this book has not been very successful, there are still too many things involved, and I have to ensure that they continue to exist and collide to create more interesting stories, which is much more difficult than the previous ones.
I have no other intention in saying all this, I just want to vent the emotions in my heart, and that way I will feel better. It's really uncomfortable to hold it in.
Because my passion for writing is still there, but I have been under a lot of pressure recently and have a fragile heart, because I have put a lot of effort into writing this book and I care a lot about readers' opinions. In addition, some readers made several negative comments yesterday. At this special stage, it was just like a bucket of cold water, which made me sober up and fall into deep self-doubt.
Today I have been thinking, will this current development direction cause readers to hate it, or will it continue to keep readers' love?
Therefore, I am taking a day off, both to see what everyone thinks and to give myself a cooling-off period to sort out the many factors mentioned above and make the subsequent plot more reasonable.
Thank you for your understanding and support.