Listening to Ruonan's words, Ning Haotian nodded. Fulu looked at Ruonan, thought for a moment, and said to her, "Ruonan, how about I take you back?"
Things really made Ruonan feel too stressed. Since she came back to life, there were really few things that made her breathless.
She always felt that many things were under her control, and she also liked the feeling of being in control.
But now, things were unexpected and out of her control, leaving her completely lost and not knowing what to do for a moment.
This is not a solution. Ruonan knows it clearly, but she doesn't know where to start.
At this moment, she wanted to calm down, so facing Fulu, she said: "No need to send me off, you guys go back and rest quickly, I want to walk alone and calm down."
Seeing Ruonan like this, Fulu and Ning Haotian stopped trying to persuade her, knowing that it would be good to let her calm down at such a moment.
Ruonan was walking alone on the street. The street was bustling with people and looked very lively, but Ruonan felt very cold.
Yes, it was cold, a coldness from head to toe that made her feel as if the whole world was about to collapse. The feeling of despair spread, making Ruonan feel like she could hardly bear it.
This was a very desperate thing for her during this period. She curled up on the street, shivering.
The cold wind blew on her cheeks, and the pain kept spreading. Such a state made her desperate.
She hugged herself and took a long time to calm down before she came to her senses.
No matter what, things have to be resolved. She just wants to give herself a short period of time to hide, but she will eventually wake up.
Thinking of this, Ruonan immediately stood up from the ground, sighed heavily, and then she told him to come on and face it.
When she got home, it was already afternoon. Ruonan was very tired and the thing she wanted to do most was to have a good sleep.
When she was not at home, Jun Shuo was looked after by her aunt.
After returning home, Ruonan saw Junshuo being held by his aunt. When he saw her, the little guy smiled at her and shouted loudly: "Mommy, hug me."
At that moment, Ruonan felt as if her heart was melting. The warm feeling spread, and she reached out and hugged Jun Shuo.
Chen Jianmin, who was standing by, said to her, "Ruonan, Junshuo's fever is gone, and his body is starting to recover. He's in better spirits now."
Finally, there was something that made Ruonan feel at ease. Holding Jun Shuo in her arms, she felt a lot calmer.
Chen Jianmin was also tired from taking care of Jun Shuo, and Ruonan asked her to take a break, but Chen Jianmin said to her: "You have been busy until now, you must be very tired. You are the one who should rest, not me. Look at your state, you are very tired."
Yes, she was very tired. She had been up all night and all day. In this state, Ruonan felt that she could fall asleep even if she was standing.
She looked at Chen Jianmin without saying anything, but Chen Jianmin quickly took Jun Shuo away from her arms and said to her, "I'll take care of Jun Shuo. You go and get some rest."
Ruonan nodded. She really couldn't bear it anymore, so she didn't show any courtesy to Chen Jianmin.
When she woke up, it was already dark. Ruonan didn't know what time it was. Even though she was asleep, she felt very uneasy.
She had many dreams, in which the audience under the stage were yelling at her and asking her to pay back the money.
The scene scared her so much that when she woke up, beads of sweat appeared on her forehead. Her face looked very ugly in this state.
At this moment, Ruonan found Zhuang Sheng sitting on a chair not far away, staring at her with a worried look.
Looking at her, Zhuang Sheng asked, "Ruonan, what's wrong with you? Why do you look so bad?"
Ruonan wiped the sweat from her forehead and looked at him. She asked, "You're back? When did you come back?"
"I've been back for a while. My aunt said you were resting, so I came to see you. What's wrong with you? You don't look very well."
Yes, her complexion was not good. How could her complexion possibly get better?
At this moment, she was in a state of pain. She didn't know what would happen tomorrow, or whether a catastrophe would suddenly come.
Ruonan, who hadn't suffered a blow for a long time, found that she was a little overwhelmed.
So, when facing Zhuang Sheng's concerned gaze, she felt that her whole heart was broken.
She stretched out her arms towards him and asked him loudly, "Brother Zhuang Sheng, can you hug me?"
Such a request made Zhuang Sheng look strange, but he still walked over quickly and hugged her.
Looking at her panic-stricken self, Zhuang Sheng's arms were very strong, holding her tightly in his arms, just to make her feel a little safe.
Ruonan lay in his arms, staring at him tenderly, and then she felt a lot more at ease.
She said, "Brother Zhuang Sheng, I'm worried that I won't be able to hold on. I'm worried that I'll collapse suddenly. I'm scared, really scared."
Ruonan had never been afraid when facing more than ten thousand clamoring spectators, but now, she was filled with fear.
She lay in Zhuang Sheng's arms and spoke to him with sadness. Hearing her words, Zhuang Sheng realized that Ruonan, who was usually strong and brave, was actually just a weak woman.
She also has a fragile side, but she is too strong and solves everything by herself. Sometimes, Zhuang Sheng even feels that her wife may not need him as a husband at all.
At this moment, when he held her in his arms, he could even feel her trembling. She made him very worried and nervous.
He said, "Ruonan, don't be afraid. Tell me slowly what happened. I will find a way to solve it."
Ruonan leaned into his arms and begged him, "Can you please not say anything now? I just want to hug you."
Zhuang Sheng, who was being held in her arms, hummed a sound and let her hold him, refusing to move at all. Time seemed to have stood still.
The woman in his arms was very quiet. In fact, Zhuang Sheng felt that such a moment was also very happy.
But he could feel Ruonan's uneasiness, and she trembled in his arms, which always made him feel uncomfortable.
It was unknown how long it had passed before Zhuang Sheng looked at Ruonan gently, then he said to her softly, "How are you now?"
The woman in his arms said coquettishly to him, "I'm hungry."
As soon as she finished speaking, Ruonan's stomach cooperated and made a loud rumbling sound.
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