There is a deep love that is as engraved as a brand; there is careful protection that is like treating a rare treasure; there is a strong guilt that seems to be indelible even through reincarnation.
There is also a trace of...burning love that is forcibly suppressed under the ice, but still cannot be extinguished.
That gaze was too heavy, too deep, staring straight into the depths of Mu Xinrong's soul, as if it wanted to see through and smooth out all his past grievances, waiting, anxieties and current embarrassment.
Mu Xinrong was completely stunned.
He forgot to breathe, forgot his heartbeat, forgot the rose in his hand, and forgot everything around him.
The only things left in the whole world were Chao Youye's slightly cool hands holding his cheeks, and those eyes that seemed to carry thousands of words and wanted to suck him in.
Chao Youye's Adam's apple rolled with great difficulty, as if trying to swallow all the surging emotions.
He opened his lips slightly, his voice low and hoarse, carrying with it the weariness of having traveled through a long, cold winter and the barely perceptible trembling of finally reaching the other side. Every word struck Mu Xinrong's heart with unparalleled clarity:
"sorry……"
Mu Xinrong's pupils suddenly contracted, and his heart seemed to be tightly gripped by an invisible hand.
"I've kept you waiting for so long..."
"I've left you...alone...in pain for so long..."
His voice was soft, yet it carried a tremendous amount of power. The word "pain" seemed to encompass so much—the heartbreaking pain of Mu Xinrong being "betrayed" in her past life; the pain of being coldly pushed away by him in this world;
Outside the guest room, he knelt down in despair and repented helplessly; and countless times, he could only watch from afar, unable to get close, heartbroken...
Mu Xinrong's nose suddenly felt sore. The huge grievance and bitterness were like a flood that broke through the dam, instantly breaking down all defenses.
Hot tears burst out without warning, blurring my vision.
He wanted to say "It's okay", "I'm not hurt anymore", "It's worth waiting for you"...
But his throat seemed to be blocked by the burning sourness and he couldn't utter a single word. He could only let the tears slide down silently and violently, dripping onto the back of Chao Youye's cold hand that was holding his cheek.
The scalding tears, like a burning brand, burned Chao Youye's fingertips so much that they curled up almost imperceptibly.
Deep in his violet eyes, the hard ice shell finally shattered completely, revealing the surging heartache and pity underneath that almost drowned him.
He lowered his head slightly, and gently and tenderly placed his forehead against Mu Xinrong's, which was also wet with tears. The contact of their cold foreheads conveyed the pounding heartbeats and unspeakable emotions of each other.
He closed his eyes, his thick eyelashes were like tired butterfly wings, stained with the twilight, trembling slightly in Mu Xinrong's sight.
"This time..." Chao Youye's voice lowered, with an almost pious oath, and her breath brushed across Mu Xinrong's wet cheek, "...it's my turn to chase you."
"Let me...warm you up."
"It's me... I'll never let you go again."
Every word was like a hot star, smashing into Mu Xinrong's heart which had already burst its banks, stirring up huge waves!
The frozen wasteland was finally completely melted by this belated and hot oath!
He could no longer control himself, and suddenly stretched out his hands, tightly hugging Chao Youye's thin but powerful waist and back, and buried his face deeply in his neck with the refreshing scent of soapberry.
"Woo..." The sob that had been suppressed for a long time finally broke through the throat, carrying with it the grievance of surviving the disaster, the ecstasy of regaining what was lost, and the huge happiness that almost melted the soul.
He was like a child who had been lost for too long and finally returned home. He cried in Chao Youye's arms, trembling all over and sobbing uncontrollably.
Chao Youye's body stiffened for a moment, and then she hugged him back even tighter.
The hands that held his cheeks, one slid to the back of his neck, gently stroking it with soothing power; the other tightly wrapped around his trembling back, holding him deeper and tighter in her arms.
It was as if she wanted to rub him into her own bones and blood, never to be separated again.
He tilted his head slightly, and his cold lips, filled with incomparable pity and cherishment, gently, as if a feather brushed past, kissed away the tears that kept rolling down the corners of Mu Xinrong's eyes.
That kiss, with the salty taste of tears, was sweeter than any honey in the world.
Mu Xinrong cried uncontrollably in his arms, her hands tightly clutching the sweater on Chao Youye's back, wrinkling the smooth fabric into a ball.
He greedily absorbed the familiar and reassuring breath from Chao Youye's neck, felt the steady and powerful heartbeat in his chest, felt the warmth in his arms... This was no longer a cold and hard shell.
But it is a real, warm harbor open only to him.
It was unknown how long it took before Mu Xinrong's sobbing finally subsided, leaving only subtle sobs. He still buried his head in the crook of Chao Youye's neck, unwilling to leave.
Chao Youye did not urge him, but just maintained the hugging posture, with her chin gently resting on Mu Xinrong's soft head, silently giving him the most solid support.
Dusk fell completely, and the darkness of the rooftop gently enveloped the two people hugging each other.
The lights of the distant city lit up one after another, like stars scattered across the earth, silently witnessing this oath that transcends life, death and reincarnation.
Mu Xinrong finally raised his head slowly.
The tear marks were still wet, her eyes were red and swollen like peaches, and her cheeks were flushed from crying and burying her head in the other's neck.
But his clear eyes were filled with unprecedented brightness and happiness, as clear and bright as the sky after the rain.
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