Chapter 61 Lifelong Regret
Pei Wu felt as if she had been thrown into a world surrounded by hungry wolves.
The lights, the reflections, the furniture—everything looked like it was about to devour people.
All rationality and composure were forcibly stripped away, leaving him to face reality in his most vulnerable and helpless state.
Pei Wu couldn't stand up at all. He went to hold onto the coffee table, but instead knocked over the cups on it.
With a loud "bang," the fragments shattered into pieces.
Pei Wu retreated with a start, his fear of the unknown as if he had been thrown back to when he was three years old, and even the slightest sound of wind made him feel so sad that he wanted to die.
wait……
etc……
The only sound in the room was Pei Wu's heavy breathing. Beads of sweat splattered onto the floor. The scene before him continued to sway. Pei Wu barely wiped the sweat from his face. Reason gave him a brief respite, but his mind and body remained on a turbulent sea, where a single wave could cause him to collapse at any moment.
Differentiation... This is differentiation. Pei Wu pressed his stomach and gagged twice. When he realized this, the heat wanted to force him into an awkward position.
That's when the brain is completely controlled by pheromones, and humanity reverts to its animalistic nature, instinctively thinking about mating.
"Get lost!" Pei Wu swung his hand forward forcefully, but grazed a shard, and several streaks of blood appeared on his palm.
Why did they differentiate? Why did they suddenly differentiate?!
"Squeak"
The bedroom door was pushed open.
A cool breeze blew in, while a large amount of pheromones rushed out.
"What were you doing secretly in my room?" Lu Xiwen's voice was laced with laughter, yet also smug and arrogant. "You..."
Then the sound stopped abruptly.
Pei Wu stopped breathing.
Lu Xiwen pushed the door open forcefully.
The smile in his eyes hadn't faded, but his expression turned serious and solemn. Lu Xiwen just stood there, looking Pei Wu over completely.
He's a top-tier Alpha, how could he not sense pheromones?
But the person in front of me is Pei Wu.
Pei Wu tried his best to appear natural. He wanted to say, "I don't know either," and "Don't be afraid."
Meanwhile, he was constantly enveloped by Lu Xiwen's pheromones. It was fine when he didn't see Lu Xiwen, but as soon as he saw his body, Lu Xiwen would start screaming wildly, constantly brainwashing him and reminding him that Lu Xiwen was his Alpha.
Pei Wu felt as if her brain had been torn in two. She told the voice: If it wasn't voluntary, then Lu Xiwen wasn't her Alpha.
He was absolutely not ready to become an Omega!
“Xi Wen, I…” Pei Wu began.
Lu Xi heard this and took a half step back.
Pei Wu suddenly froze.
Lu Xiwen's smile vanished completely; he looked at Pei Wu as if she were a stranger.
This moment felt like a nightmare coming true.
It felt like an eternity had passed when Lu Xiwen's voice rang out in a strange tone: "You're lying to me."
Pei Wu felt that even being pierced by ten thousand arrows couldn't compare to this.
"I don't……"
But Lu Xiwen didn't want to hear a single word. He glanced at Pei Wu as if he were sweeping away trash, then turned and left.
After a brief period of uproar, Pei Wu's world fell completely silent.
They've left...
He slumped to his knees, letting the pheromones surge wave after wave, his mind being crushed and eroded by this overwhelming force.
Logically speaking, under such a strong pheromone impact, no Omega should be able to calm down. Extreme crying and sadness are the most common emotions, but Pei Wu's eyes were empty, as if all her emotions had been absorbed.
If the sudden differentiation left Pei Wu at a loss, then Lu Xiwen's indifferent gaze just now truly made him hate that he had differentiated into an Omega.
Pei Wu didn't understand that this was Omgea's negative psychology after being abandoned by his Alpha. He was simply immersed in a dark mood, recalling his experiences from childhood to adulthood, which seemed to have always been so unlucky.
In critical moments, there are no other options.
Is there no other choice?
A fierce piercing light emanated from the abyss in Pei Wu's eyes.
Pei Wu caught a glimpse of the shards beside her.
His expression suddenly turned strange, and a cryptic laugh escaped his throat.
Destroy, remove.
Even if it shortens one's lifespan, it's better than being threatened by something unseen and having to rely on an Alpha's pheromones for the rest of one's life.
He refused to accept his fate.
Pei Wu's thoughts were thrown to another extreme, but he was no longer able to think normally. His fair fingers pinched the fragment, trembling, and then firmly pressed it against the gland.
The newly separated glands are very fragile. The rapid flow of blood will cause severe pain to every blood vessel. Even the slightest touch is unbearable, let alone a scratch.
The moment Pei Wu makes a move, the pain will be a thousand times greater.
All the negative emotions and unspeakable pain twisted his personality, causing a sharp point to pierce his glands, and blood gushed out instantly.
Pei Wu gritted his teeth, enduring the pain. He thought that if the pain was like this, he might as well just cut his chest. But then he thought that it would be quick, so he should just bear it. Wasn't this how he had always gotten through it?
Large amounts of blood gushed from the neck along the cut that ran across the gland, dripping onto the ground.
The maddening pain was finally gradually subsiding.
It's all over...
Pei Wu chuckled softly.
...
Lu Xiwen floored the accelerator to 140 km/h, the engine roaring through the streets, then abruptly stopping at a terrifying speed. The tires screeched against the ground, the roof swung open, and Lu Xiwen only calmed down after his brain was completely frozen.
It wasn't my imagination, I wasn't dreaming, that Omega was Pei Wu.
Pei Wu is an Omega.
Lu Xiwen absolutely could not accept an Omega in his room, but the image of Pei Wu's instantly extinguished and hopeless gaze lingered in his mind as he turned away.
Lu Xiwen slammed his fist on the steering wheel, finally understanding that Pei Wu's aftereffects of differentiation were further differentiation.
Pei Wu was clearly unaware of the situation.
The car turned around on the spot, and Lu Xiwen stepped on the gas.
Even if they were angry, they should still send Pei Wu to the hospital first. Lu Xi thought to himself that the differentiation of an Omega was much more dangerous than that of an Alpha.
After parking the car, Lu Xiwen strode out. At this moment, the entire villa was filled with Pei Wu's pheromones.
Lu Xiwen abandoned the interference caused by PTSD and simply opened his pheromone barrier. He walked up the stairs, his pace quickening, but suddenly stopped at a certain moment.
Where is the smell of blood in the air coming from?
Lu Xiwen's heart suddenly pounded like a drum, his pupils contracted, and he almost left a blur in place.
The door was open, and light shone from inside.
Lu Xiwen simply turned around, and his entire body froze on the spot.
His body reacted faster than his brain; he was initially unable to move before he began to process the scene before him.
Pei Wu lay sprawled not far away, blood still flowing from his neck. His exposed skin, from his face to his fingertips, was so pale it was almost transparent. Stray hair covered his eyebrows and eyes, and he looked as if he were asleep.
Lu Xiwen had never felt such overwhelming alarm bells before.
The level of horror far exceeded that of the experiments encountered in the Division Management Institute back then.
Lu Xiwen moved his feet with great effort, as if his legs were bound with a thousand pounds of weight. He stumbled to Pei Wu's side and knelt down unsteadily.
Lu Xiwen finally saw clearly that Pei Wu had scratched the gland.
The newly blossoming flower buds, having been forcibly drained of their blood, have withered and died.
Lu Xiwen's world suddenly fell silent. A desolate wind howled from afar, taking away all his calmness and warmth, rushing towards the sky.
Immediately afterwards, Pei Wu slowly opened her eyes.
Lu Xiwen was startled and quickly lowered his head, "Xiao Wu, Xiao Wu..."
This is hardly the kind of voice Lu Xiwen would have heard.
"I'm sorry," Pei Wu said with difficulty, explaining the trouble she had caused. "Just call... 120 for me... It doesn't hurt anymore..."
Pei Wu was unaware that her shock was caused by excessive blood loss.
Lu Xiwen's hands were trembling so badly that when he reached out to hug Pei Wu, he first touched the warm blood all over his palm.
Lu Xiwen held Pei Wu firmly and rushed out the door.
Pei Wu leaned on his shoulder, watching the Alpha's heart pound with fear and pain.
"It's just a last gasp," Pei Wu thought. "That Lu Xiwen, who looked like trash, was the real one."
Lu Xiwen had contacted the hospital in advance, and the car's performance was maximized. He glanced at the rearview mirror from time to time. Pei Wu was lying in the back seat covered with a coat, one hand hanging limply at his side. At first, he was just pale, but then blood started to drip from his fingertips. He seemed to have turned into mist, about to disappear.
At the hospital entrance, a transfer bed was pushed out with a "whoosh," and Lu Xiwen carried Pei Wu onto it. The doctor immediately jumped on to perform CPR.
Lu Xiwen saw this and stumbled, but quickly caught up.
Before the operating room door closed, a nurse stopped Lu Xiwen.
He heard someone ask in his ear, "Is the patient a Beta? What is your relationship with the patient?"
“Not a Beta.” Lu Xi’s eyes were red, and his voice trembled slightly. “It’s an Omega.”
Then, with unwavering conviction, she declared, "I am his Alpha."
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