Mu Beichen sat on the chair that Feng Jin used to sit on, gazing absently at the flocks of chickens and ducks hopping around in the front garden. Unconsciously, he suddenly found that his vision was becoming increasingly blurry.
In his memory, ever since Feng Jin stepped into the Prince Jing's mansion, the residence had never ceased to be filled with laughter and joy. Even when they quarreled together, their hearts were still filled with happiness. This moment, however, was the only one he had ever felt the most desolate and desperate. It was exactly the same as when he first suffered cold treatment in the palace because of his mother's humble origins.
Looking up at the drifting, unpredictable clouds that covered the sky layer by layer, his eyes were filled with sorrow.
"Ah Jin... Yu Qianqian... the world without you is truly terrifying!"
“Every night, nightmares spread like a virus through every cell in my body, even the air around me feels like it’s biting me… Every time I think of your laughter, your pain, those sharp claws pierce through my internal organs, it hurts so much… so much…”
"Yu Qianqian, give me another chance to make it up to you. I swear I will never hurt you for anyone or anything again. I don't want to be a Grand General, I don't want a marriage alliance... I just want you back."
At this moment, in this deep courtyard, only Mu Beichen's voice rang out intermittently, and what answered him was the lingering echo and the peach blossom grove swaying in the wind.
He raised the wine jug and gulped it down in one go. With a loud crash, the jug shattered into pieces. Mu Beichen turned around abruptly, hugging the cold, hard back of the chair behind him as if he were holding Yu Qianqian, sobbing uncontrollably.
This was the first time in his life that he had cried so bitterly, and the pain in his heart lingered for a long time.
"Pfft..." In his despair, the deadly poison in his body suddenly erupted, and a mouthful of dark black blood gushed out, instantly soaking a large area of his black robe!
At that moment, Su Ruan, who was standing not far away, stared blankly at the scene before her. She clenched her fists tightly, wishing she could tear this liar Mu Beichen to pieces immediately.
She heard Mu Beichen call Yu Qianqian with her own ears, and then she suddenly realized that Feng Jin was Yu Qianqian, and that she had been kept in the dark all along.
No wonder……
No wonder he was always so cold to her. He only had such strong emotional fluctuations when he was with Feng Jin. Even if Feng Jin did nothing, Mu Beichen would think about her all the time. As for herself, no matter how much she did or how much she sacrificed, it was not worth mentioning to him.
Over all this time, she herself has been the one who lost the most.
Su Ruan's eyes turned bloodshot, and her gaze towards Mu Beichen was filled with murderous intent. Mu Beichen's drunken ramblings and his distraught appearance were now so hateful to her.
From that moment on, the person she had longed for became the person she hated most.
Thinking of this, Su Ruan gritted her teeth, turned around abruptly, and left without any hesitation.
"Feng Jin, Yu Qianqian, you have deceived me so cruelly! If I cannot find you in this life to vent my hatred, in the next life, I, Su Ruan, will surely grind you to dust and make you never be reincarnated!"
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