She calmed herself down and said sarcastically, "How difficult is it to get the truth from you, Master Lu? Of course I want to hear the truth."
As if he didn't hear her ridicule, Lu Ziyan looked at her deeply.
It does take courage to admit one's extraordinary and extreme love to the girl one loves, and his face showed a rare hint of hesitation.
"The truth is," he said with difficulty after hesitating for a while, "I want you to have only me in your heart and eyes...only trust me, only care about me, and no one else can distract your attention."
Not only that, he also wanted all the girl's emotions, whether joy or anger, sadness or sorrow, to be born and destroyed by him.
She was so kind to that maid.
So good that he couldn't bear to look at it.
So good that he was jealous.
He couldn't even get her gentle smile, but he could see that maid every day.
He had seen how she interacted with the maid. They talked intimately, with a relaxed tone and mutual trust.
That day, he finally caught the maid's fault, and he no longer wanted to suppress the murderous intent that he had hidden for a long time, so he gave the order without even thinking about it.
His hands were stained with countless blood and he had done many wrong things. Both good and bad people had died at his hands, but he had never regretted it.
This was the only thing that made him feel miserable, and he always regretted it.
During the days when she was away, he often thought that if he had been more tolerant and not so intolerant of people close to her, she would not have been so angry and would not have lost her temper so quickly.
Qi Xinyin is not hopeless. He can always find a way to save her.
But he was blinded by jealousy at the time, and the consequence of this incident was that she was poisoned and died of anger.
If he had known that the ending would be so tragic, no matter how jealous he was, he would never have touched the maid.
He had just revealed the tip of the iceberg of his abnormal possessiveness, but Xie Wan Ning was already stunned.
I could never have imagined that the reason would be this.
"You just can't bear to see me live a good life? Erqing is the only person around me who says nice things to me, and you..."
Her eyes slowly widened, "Do you know how I survived those few months in the ancestral temple?"
If Er Qing hadn't been there to chat with her, she would probably have been driven crazy by the boredom and loneliness of the prison.
"...I know," Lu Ziyan nodded with a wry smile, "I dreamed about it, and I regretted it, Wanwan, it's too late for me to regret it."
He regretted leaving her in the ancestral temple, causing the budding girl to become taciturn and less talkative.
That's ridiculous.
Er Qing died so tragically just because she was loyal and considerate enough.
Be good enough to her.
In such loneliness and despair, he couldn't even tolerate the little warmth she had.
This is what he calls love.
That's ridiculous.
Her eyes were too cold. Lu Ziyan felt a pang in his heart. He pulled a bitter smile at the corner of his lips, "Wanwan, I really know I was wrong. Can you give me a chance to correct it?"
How dare he ask such a question!
Xie Wan Ning's body was stiff. She endured it again and again, but finally she couldn't help it and raised her hand to shake it off.
"If you had executed Er Qing because she injured Lu Yunpei, that would have been more acceptable than calling me here for this reason."
"If you were harmed to this point by someone, would you give him another chance to hurt you?"
In fact, even if Lu Ziyan was seriously injured, he could dodge the fancy moves of the girls in the boudoir and even counterattack with ease, but he just raised his wrist instinctively and stopped the movement instantly.
So, this slap landed hard on his face.
It is said that you should not hit people in the face. This was the first time that Lu Ziyan was slapped in the face in his past and present lives. She used quite a lot of force and several fingerprints were clearly visible on his handsome face.
Xie Wan Ning didn't expect that he wouldn't even dodge. After the slap, she inevitably felt a little nervous. Her fingertips trembled due to the force and were quickly grasped by him.
"Does it hurt?" Lu Ziyan lowered his eyes to look at her red fingertips. The white knuckles were very noticeable. He rubbed them gently and said calmly, "You don't have to do it yourself if you want to punish me. What if I hurt you? Just say a word and I'll do it myself."
"Divorce him and stay with me. I'll let you punish me at any time. How about that?" His tone was calm, with a hint of temptation. "I owe you something. You can come and get it back. I will never resist."
His fingertips were rough, and he slowly massaged her fingertips. Xie Wan Ning bent her fingers and wanted to withdraw her hand, but he straightened them bit by bit.
The two people's fingers were intertwined, looking a bit like vines that grew together under an old tree and were inseparable.
As soon as this thought flashed through her mind, she frowned subconsciously, "I don't want it! I don't want to be entangled with you any more."
His fingertips were still moving slowly. Xie Wan Ning became a little impatient. Unable to pull her fingers out, she simply pinched him with her fingernails.
She didn't hold back at all, her neatly trimmed nails almost digging into his flesh.
The pain spread out, but Lu Ziyan was not annoyed. Instead, a strange light appeared in his eyes. He leaned over to kiss her fingertips, which scared Xie Wan Ning and made her scream.
Hearing her voice, he regained some of his sanity. His red eyes slightly raised, he smiled at her and sighed softly: "Wanwan, you are right, I do seem to be a bit of a beast."
His voice was low and hoarse, with a hint of tenderness, and a slight rise at the end. With that stern face, he looked really lively.
But Xie Wan Ning was not seduced at all, she was stunned, and her expression was really indescribable.
Panic, resistance, disgust, and disbelief that there are such shameless people in the world.
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