46. Forgetfulness
"Has Feiwu figured it out?" Ruoyao sat down beside my bed. "You didn't come to dinner today, so I knew you were hiding in your room thinking about how to say goodbye. Feiwu is still so kind, always trying not to hurt others. But it's good that you've figured it out. As long as Feiwu is happy, they will understand." Ruoyao gently stroked my hair. "Purple-faced Feiwu, dancing alone in the wind, I'm afraid we'll rarely hear your flute music again..."
"I'll come see you. It's not like it's a matter of life and death." I buried my head under the pillow, refusing to look at Ruoyao. Because my tears were still wet. I don't easily shed tears, only when I'm truly heartbroken.
“But I’m still a little sad. Now that Feiwu has someone to care about, she can no longer roam freely in the sky. However, being a pair of lovebirds is also a good thing.” Ruoyao said, looking at me. I could feel the reluctance in his gaze.
"You're always criticizing me, but aren't you just as remorseful yourself?" I muttered to myself, complaining.
"Me? Hehe, who told me to be so determined and so smart? Of course, it came to me effortlessly," Ruoyao joked. "However, Feiwu still has to come to the Gathering of Heroes. I can't let my brilliance be stolen by others..." He pounded his fist in resentment.
"It doesn't matter whether I go or not, anyway, Prince Juexin won't make things difficult for you anymore." I said sullenly. It's so hard to be a coward, saying goodbye to someone like that is really painful.
“But Fei Wu is unique, unparalleled in the world…” Ruo Yao said with ulterior motives. “Actually, you could keep going like this with both of them, but unfortunately, Fei Wu’s feelings are also as pure as gold, unparalleled in the world. I just don’t know who Fei Wu considers unparalleled… Never mind, you’re tired, get some rest. Tomorrow is the beginning of spring, let’s go out and play again…”
In the dead of night, gazing at the bright moon, I took out my flute, stroking it with lingering affection. How long ago did I develop the habit of contemplating while looking at it? Since parting is inevitable, let me tonight drink alone, without wine. Accompanied by the last chill of winter, a melodious tune swirled and drifted through the quiet courtyard, narrating the most perfect and moving story. The people in the story loved each other, were in love, but could not stay together. Master, what you couldn't do, I did; what you couldn't obtain, I obtained. The melodious sound lingered for three days, never fading. Whoever heard it would shed tears for me. They, I suppose, have already heard my choice. Tomorrow, spring will arrive, flowers will bloom, the cold will be gone, everything will be beautiful, everything will be beautiful, I told myself, and drifted into sleep.
"I'm going back now, brother. I'll come back to see you. I'll also keep an eye on eldest brother..." I looked at my second brother; his eyes were red. He was reluctant to leave me, and I was also a little reluctant to leave him.
"Take care, Fei'er. Be good to yourself." That's all he said.
"I will," I said, patting my chest. ☆Fried☆Ice Cream☆Organization☆
"Goodbye, brother! Come see us next year!" Fei Yu looked very happy, nestled in Han Yitian's arms, a picture of perfect beauty.
"Take care." Han Yitian's deep voice conveyed his thoughts.
"Sigh~, the Mo family is counting on me. It's so pitiful to be treated like a stud. I have to work hard to have children and raise them. I'll go on a blind date tomorrow and marry a dozen or twenty wives. I'll have singing and dancing every night and be served by beautiful women every day..." My second brother sighed and went into the house. I knew he said that on purpose because he didn't want to experience the sadness of parting from me.
"Brother, you should have a baby soon too~ Fei Yu can't have one, but you're healthy, so there shouldn't be any problem, right?" Fei Yu blinked, and I smiled wryly.
"..." Although it wasn't a final farewell, from this moment on, Fei'er was no longer alone. Looking back suddenly, she saw the black background and gold characters of the Mo family mansion with a touch of sadness. They remained as majestic and solemn as ever, their presence a testament to the many years of trials and tribulations, joys and sorrows the Mo family had endured. So many tears, so much laughter, had been buried in this place that was once her only home… As she boarded the carriage, she suddenly saw her father standing behind a pillar, looking at her with those lonely eyes. He didn't approach, and she didn't turn around. After so many years apart, he seemed to have aged considerably; the wrinkles on his face and his unsteady figure brought a lump to her throat.
I don't blame him, but at the time we were both lost and confused. Now, we're no longer family. Although we're connected by blood, I have someone more important to me. Someone I will cherish with all my heart for the rest of my life.
After the ice and snow melt, the spring breeze remains. Every year on this day, the bright sunshine warms me and opens my heart.
I am greeted by beautiful sunshine. Even if some people are reluctant to leave, some are heartbroken, and some experience both joy and sorrow, I will no longer be lost.
Because I've discovered that I can't live without you, and your smile is what I long for most.
Even if it's a dream of carefree wandering, I will share it with you; even if it's an ideal of traveling the world, I will share it with you, because you are forever the one and only in my heart.
"Goodbye." I smiled as I looked at the person in the blue and white clothes. He smiled back, the most genuine smile he had shown in all these years. There was no sadness, no furrowed brows, no weary eyes, no painful despair. He just smiled and waved to me in the spring breeze.
“Let’s go.” I turned to look at Bingzi beside me. “Don’t waste time. We still have a long way to go.” He didn’t answer, didn’t speak, just looked at me, his eyes filled with deep affection. He was still holding that piece of the Heartbreak Grass in his hand.
Having witnessed countless lifetimes of spring warmth and autumn chill
Exhausted a thousand years of longing
I don't know if love is my only faith.
Some things just shouldn't be forgotten.
Light a cigarette and borrow some light
The road I came from had lost its direction.
You are the aurora borealis that appears and disappears in the sky.
But I only have broken wings left.
I pray to Heaven for my dreams.
I'm just afraid that my dreams will shatter and reality won't be able to catch up.
Heartbroken and lost
Drunk alone under the moonlight
Time may turn your hair white as frost
Only our love remains, unparalleled in the world.
I can only continue wandering.
Searching for the last fragrance of love in the world
—Lyrics from "Little Dragon Girl". Very tragic.
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