Extra Chapter: Starry Night
"We first met around this time. In the third month of spring." I lay in his arms, looking at the bright moon, thinking of my family back home.
"Mmm." He gently stroked my hair, smoothing it out strand by strand. His gaze was tender, filled with deep affection for me.
"What did you think of me back then? Was it love at first sight?" I asked with a grin, joking.
"...Want to hear the truth?" He deliberately feigned a serious expression.
"Hmm." I immediately sat up, looked intently into his eyes, and waited expectantly.
"I was thinking..." He touched my nose. "Who is this little rascal? Why is he catching snakes alone in this abandoned yard in the middle of the night?"
-_-*. "Hmph!" I angrily turned my back. "I'm ignoring you."
"Haha, just kidding, just kidding. Don't be angry." He hugged me, nuzzling my neck. Then he murmured in a low voice, "Actually, I was shocked when I saw you. I didn't know you were the young master of the Mo family. I only knew that your lonely eyes... made my heart ache."
“Ming.” I could feel his heartache, so I turned and hugged his broad shoulders.
"It felt like seeing myself as a child. Ah. If you hadn't been so prickly back then, I really wanted to hold you in my arms and comfort you." His lips touched my cheek.
"Such a small, thin child, alone in the dead of night, playing his own game in a desolate, overgrown field..."
"Stop talking, or I'll start crying." I didn't feel sorry for myself back then, but how come it sounded so different coming from his mouth?
"Don't cry. Fei'er is the best..." He kissed the corner of my eye almost imperceptibly, as if kissing away non-existent tears.
"Mmm." His lips pressed against mine, brushing against my face before accurately covering mine. His hot tongue plunged in, and I didn't resist, obediently opening my lips. Given permission, he quickened his pace. His nimble tongue searched for the sensitive spots in my mouth, licking left and right, the nectar in our mouths mixing together, which he forced me to swallow. After a long while, my face flushed crimson, and he pulled away from my lips, allowing me to breathe in the air again. This passionate atmosphere left me somewhat flustered. I had never felt so lost in passion before. I had tried intense kisses, but the feeling of my heart fluttering in front of the person I loved most was completely different. My heart pounded, my face flushed, and under the bright moonlight, I saw the expectation in his eyes, his half-open chest rising and falling. I knew he was also burning with desire.
"Tonight, is that alright?" His hoarse voice, filled with an irresistible plea for love, rang in my ears.
I could only nod. But the next second, he had already picked me up horizontally. I had never been held like this before, especially in this position. I didn't feel like I was going to struggle. "Wait..." I squirmed, not wanting to be held like a woman.
"Be good, don't move around." He gently placed me on the bed, then pressed his whole body against me.
"Ming," I called his name timidly. I was terrified. Even though I'd been in and out of brothels for so long and had seen the miserable state of boys after sex, not to mention the disgusting, lewd expression on that bastard's face when he tried to molest Bingzi, and the even more nauseating instruments of torture. I was still scared, but I knew he wouldn't hurt me.
"Don't worry, leave it to me." Ming's voice gave me a little courage, but his burning gaze instantly shattered any courage I had managed to muster. I involuntarily shrank back and swallowed hard. "..."
"Fei'er..." His lost eyes stared at me, his hot hands caressing my neck, his fingers tracing the shape of my collarbone. Then, his hand slipped inside my loose clothes, the rough skin making me tremble involuntarily. I lowered my head, unable to meet his affectionate gaze.
"No..." With his other hand, he pulled off my belt. The smooth, silky clothes floated down my skin under his guidance, slowly, gently, so sensual, so eager. His hands covered my shoulders, then slid down my arms. I didn't understand why his movements were so slow. When I looked up, I was surprised to find the infatuation in his eyes.
"Ming?" As I called his name, he suddenly tightened his grip on my wrist, pressing me against the bed as if trying to embed me into it. It hurt a little. I squinted, gritted my teeth, and glared at him. His skin was still that healthy tan, his chest muscles were strong, his shoulders were so broad, and especially his thick arms made me feel safe and secure. His hair was flowing, and fine beads of sweat appeared on his forehead and chest. I looked down with satisfaction; the size between his legs seemed about to burst his pants. I stared in astonishment, immediately closing my eyes, trying not to think, not to think, not to think—trying to hypnotize myself. But the fear inside me grew stronger. Would I die if that thing were inside me? Even if I didn't die, I'd be half-dead. But I couldn't refuse. I used all my willpower to avoid suddenly pushing him away and running away.
"Fei'er, relax." The warmth of his lips brought me back to my senses.
"What...are you doing?" Watching him lick the bulge on my chest sent shivers down my spine again. "No...there." Damn it, my body wasn't obeying my commands. That burning desire overwhelmed me; I gasped for breath, trying to cool the air to soothe the heat coursing through my body.
"Fei'er... Fei'er... Fei'er..." His tongue licked my chest, not wanting to miss an inch of skin, the dampness leaving streaks of saliva on my skin. I helplessly clung to his shoulders, unable to refuse, unable to resist. I love him, so let me succumb to it. Trust him, just as he trusts me.
"Fei'er...you can only bloom for me...look...open your eyes...I want you to see how you bloom for me alone..." His hoarse voice forced me to open my eyes again. He removed the last of our clothes. I looked at him shyly, trying to focus only on his face, because his hands were digging into my thighs, forcibly spreading them apart. His erect penis was staring straight at my anus, making me feel a sudden surge of emotion, like I wanted to cry. Was it fear, or anticipation, or because we had finally waited for this day, to become one, to be together forever? I didn't know. My mind was clouded; I couldn't think. I could only watch helplessly as he gritted his teeth, raised my hips, lowered his head, and took my penis into his mouth.
The feeling of pleasure overwhelmed me, and I burst into tears. "What...are you...doing?" I wasn't sure if I wanted more or if I wanted him to stop. "Ming...Ming..." I clutched the sheets helplessly. The part of me he was licking was hot and throbbing, and my whole body felt like it was on fire. Finally, a flash of white light, and I released in his mouth. I felt humiliated and could only cry silently, covering my eyes with my hands to avoid looking at his expression.
"Fei'er... what's wrong?" He was abusing my body again. "Are you feeling unwell?"
I shook my head. "I'm so sad... help me..." I hugged him, trying to soothe the burning sensation in my body.
"Don't worry, I'll help you right away..." His voice was as low as it could possibly be. I didn't know why he was clenching his teeth, as if he were enduring immense pain.
"Ugh..." Something came in, it seemed to be his fingers, it wasn't very comfortable, but it wasn't too bad either.
"Sweetheart..." He kissed my tear-filled eyes, "Just bear with it."
"Help me... Waaah!" What is he doing? Why is he moving around inside? "No!" Feeling the abnormality in my body, I could only grab his unrestrained hand, trying to stop his invasion. Unfortunately, he didn't listen, shook off my hand, and then added another finger.
"Ming...no more...Ming...let me go...please? Please." The feeling of pain was truly unbearable, and somewhat painful, as if something enormous was forcing open the inner walls, aimlessly bumping and prodding here and there.
"Fei'er..." He suddenly withdrew all his fingers, and I breathed a sigh of relief, feeling somewhat lost and exhausted. Thinking he was about to let me go, I opened my eyes, but to my surprise, the next moment, something else huge pushed in.
"It hurts." I cried out, my body going limp on the bed. The excruciating pain was unbearable, yet accompanied by an incomparable rhythm. "Ming... be gentle. Please..."
"Fei'er, Fei'er, Fei'er..." He couldn't hear me at all, he just kept murmuring my name.
"Please...slow down..." I felt like I was about to die. Although it was excruciating, at the same time, all my consciousness seemed to be pulled into the clouds; I couldn't think, couldn't express my thoughts, I could only rely on my body to control my consciousness, groaning out incoherent words. With each groan, I could feel him thrusting deeper and deeper, pumping wildly. Tears streamed down my face, I didn't know if it was from the unbearable pain or from the overwhelming happiness.
I don't know how much time passed, but accompanied by his roar, I felt a scalding heat flow into my body, so intense it made my whole body spasm. At the same time, I released the pent-up desire within me. Finally, everything went white before my eyes.
"Fei'er, Fei'er."
"Hmm?" I opened my tired eyelids, looking at the person in front of me somewhat groggily. "...Good morning." It took me a long time to make out his features. Then a painful sensation spread through my body, and I couldn't help but shudder. Suddenly remembering the madness of the previous night, my face flushed red.
"Fei'er. Are you... alright?" He held me gently, his voice soft and tender, a stark contrast to the man who had been so frantic last night, unable to hear my pleas.
"Hmm." I hesitated, then nodded.
He tightened his grip on me, and we were so close, noses touching. Eyes met eyes.
"What's wrong?" I didn't understand his sudden action.
"I love you, Fei'er." He said, his lips covering hers, but with no intention of going any further. "I've made you...suffer."
"Mmm." I hugged him and buried my face in the inside of his shoulder.
"Get some sleep. Once you've recovered, I'll take you out to eat."
"Mmm." I turned around a few times, found the most comfortable position, wrapped my arms around his arm, and drifted off to sleep.
END
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