The rain finally fell, and the big raindrops hit the windshield with a crackling sound. The sky was flashed with lightning and thunder from time to time.
After Sang Tianen said this, the carriage suddenly fell into a silent atmosphere. Only the purple lightning outside the window illuminated the two people's faces from time to time.
Yan Zheng felt relieved. Before confessing this, he had thought that Sang Tianen might have bad thoughts about him because of this incident, or even quarrel with him, but he still did it.
Because Sang Tianen was so good to him, so good that he felt that if he concealed or deceived this person even the slightest bit, he would feel extremely guilty.
Xu Qingyue was a special person to him, and his emotions were quite complicated, which could not be explained clearly in a few words. But there was one thing he was very clear about, that was, he no longer loved her.
He may not be able to distinguish true feelings when he is young, but if he still can't distinguish them when he is in his thirties, he will be a fool.
During the time he was with Sang Tianen, he would unconsciously act like a spoiled brat and want to stick to her all the time. He would feel unbearable and unbearable if he saw her having anything to do with other men.
When he was with Xu Qingyue, this emotion was obviously not so strong. Sometimes he even couldn't stand it because she was too clingy to him.
Although he was depressed for a while after the breakup, as time went by, the complex emotions of gratitude and love gradually turned into a single gratitude.
So Yan Zheng was extremely sure that he was in love with Sang Tianen now.
Thinking of this, he turned his head to look at Sang Tianen and said slowly: "If you still don't understand something, you can continue to ask me."
Sang Tianen also looked at him and asked, "Will you go to the party with Zhao Lin?"
"No." Yan Zheng replied, "I said that in my heart, you will always be the first."
"She is your first love and savior. Do you really not want to see her again?" Sang Tianen raised an eyebrow and asked tentatively.
"If she's in trouble, I'll help her, but only because she once saved my life. If it's for something else, there's no need for us to meet."
Sang Tianen's expression was a little subtle. After a moment of silence, he continued, "She was your first love, and you don't have any regrets at all?"
"What exactly do you want to say?" Yan Zheng looked at her with amusement, "Are you going to stop until I admit that I still have feelings for my ex-girlfriend?"
"Ah, that's not the case." Sang Tianen denied, "I just find it strange that you don't have any first love feelings at all. Many people, even if they meet a great lover, will still miss the first person they dated from time to time."
"Actually, I'm not a particularly harsh person. If you miss me, I won't say anything to you. Just don't let me know."
This was really hypocritical. Yan Zheng didn't believe her words that she didn't care. Maybe she was just trying to trick him.
Sang Tianen has a very obvious characteristic. She speaks very directly and sincerely, making people think that she really thinks so. In fact, most of the time, she is just asking questions.
Yan Zheng had been tricked many times before, so naturally he wouldn't believe it.
"I don't miss you. I told you at the seafood restaurant that I've been ready for a new relationship. I didn't lie to you."
Sang Tianen raised his eyebrows and looked at Yan Zheng's expression carefully. After confirming that he was not lying, he secretly breathed a sigh of relief.
To be honest, she has always been very confident, but she is extremely insecure when it comes to relationships. She knows what kind of person she is, and few normal people can stand it after being with her for a long time.
Xu Qingyue was Yan Zheng’s first girlfriend. She saved his life and stayed with him during the darkest times of his life. More than ten years have passed, and she is still deeply in love with him. She is a perfect heroine in any novel.
Instead, she is like a cannon fodder female supporting role, who is only the temporary emotional comfort of the male protagonist. When the female protagonist comes back, she will be discarded like a used rag.
Then, with tears in her eyes, she congratulated the lovers on their marriage, while she would live the rest of her life relying on the memories of the male protagonist.
Fortunately, she is not the kind of affectionate female supporting role. If Yan Zheng really breaks up, she will agree immediately. She will feel sad for a while at most, and then she will find another man after a while.
Who is still hanging on a tree? She now realizes the benefits of having a man. There is someone to cook and clean, and she can also give birth to children. Life is so comfortable.
She finally came to her senses now. She was young, good-looking, and had some money. Why should she live a life as pure and ascetic as a monk?
She should live like Zhou Feiyu, with a different boyfriend every night for 365 days a year, so that her life would not be in vain.
"Why aren't you talking?" Yan Zheng couldn't help but ask with concern when he saw Sang Tianen frowning in deep thought and sighing.
Sang Tianen was brought back to his senses by Yan Zheng's sudden voice. He was stunned for a moment, then a perfect smile appeared on his face: "Nothing."
A hint of suspicion flashed in Yan Zheng's eyes. According to past experience, this smile basically meant that she was thinking about something bad just now.
Could it be that she still cares about what happened between him and Xu Qingyue?
He unbuckled his seatbelt, leaned over and kissed her cheek, saying, "I can swear to God that everything I just said is true. There is no concealment or deception at all."
Sang Tianen smiled generously: "Hey, don't be as stingy as I thought. I'm already this old, and I still have some tolerance for others. Don't worry."
"Why do you talk like that? You're not even as old as me, little girl." Yan Zheng said with a smile.
"I feel very old at heart." Sang Tianen said seriously.
Yan Zheng became interested and lay down beside her and said, "Okay, then tell me honestly, how old are you in your heart?"
Sang Tianen actually blinked and calculated: "Sixty-one."
Yan Zheng laughed out loud, pinched her cheek and said, "Nonsense."
Sang Tianen was too lazy to explain to him. Seeing that the rain had subsided, she started the car and said, "Buckle your seat belts. Let's go to the hotel."
"Okay." Yan Zheng obediently sat back in his original seat and fastened his seat belt.
The two of them went to a well-known hotel near Jingran Community. After carefully selecting some dishes, they booked a private room.
Then they went to the largest department store in the city center. As soon as he entered, Yan Zheng was dazzled by the various jewelry that came into his sight. He was born with no resistance to such shiny things.
If he was with Nantian, he would immediately lie on the counter without caring about his image and admire the various jewelry displayed under the glass cabinet, but he obviously couldn't do that today, he still had to be reserved.
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