The next day, Sang Tianen slept until after nine o'clock before getting up. Looking at the depressed and pale face in the mirror, she scooped up a handful of warm water and rushed over.
No matter what life is like, the sun still rises from the east, and she must cheer up.
After a simple wash, she went to a noodle shop at the entrance of the community and ate a bowl of hot noodles. The spicy and chewy taste whetted her appetite, and the bowl was empty in a few minutes.
After wiping her mouth, she called Shi Zhou and asked her when she would drive the car back.
Shi Zhou's voice sounded drowsy, and it was obvious that he had not yet gotten up. Last night, several people did not go to bed until two or three in the morning, so it was normal that he had not gotten up yet.
Seeing that she looked like half dead, Sang Tianen told her to get enough sleep before sending her over, and that she was not in a hurry.
After hanging up the phone, she dialed Yan Zheng's cell phone number again. This time the phone was no longer turned off, and Yan Zheng answered the call.
"Hello?" Yan Zheng's voice sounded very hoarse, with a strong nasal tone.
"It's me, Sang Tianen. Do you still remember me?" Sang Tianen said in a light tone.
The person on the other end of the phone paused and asked, "What's the matter?"
"I just have some questions in my mind and want to ask for clarification."
Yan Zheng didn't answer, but Sang Tianen heard his slightly heavy breathing and guessed that he was waiting for her next words.
So he continued, "First of all, I have to make it clear that I'm not the type to cling to someone. It's just that the little yellow-haired guy said yesterday that you weren't in a good state, and he didn't really want to break up with me."
"I think what he said makes sense. After all, you liked me so much before, and it wasn't fake. Of course, if you say you were pretending, I have nothing to say."
"Attractiveness is a strange thing. I think I like you very much, so I don't want to be separated from you because of unnecessary misunderstandings."
"If you have any disease, I can accompany you to treat it."
"If your family goes bankrupt, I'll help if I can, but I can still live with my conscience if I can't."
"In short, don't get stuck in a rut. Let's face any difficulties together."
"Is this what you want to say?" Yan Zheng's voice suddenly turned cold.
Sang Tianen's expression paused, but he still smiled and said, "Yes."
"Well, I'm telling you now. I'm in good health, and my family isn't bankrupt. I just don't like you anymore. Listen..."
Sang Tianen didn't hear the last few words clearly because the electric scooter next to her suddenly started beeping. She looked around and no one came over.
As she turned and walked away, she said to Yan Zheng, "Wait a moment, it's too noisy here."
However, after taking a few steps, the phone started to beep and busy.
Sang Tianen stopped and lowered his hand holding the phone.
On Sunday morning, there were people everywhere, including old men and women walking their dogs, young couples taking their children out for a walk, and young people doing morning exercises in sportswear and headphones. Everything was no different from usual.
But Sang Tianen suddenly felt that everything in front of her became strange. She was like a traveler who suddenly broke into a strange world. Although she wanted to integrate into this world, she was still out of place and alone in the end.
It seemed like no matter what she did, others didn't like her.
Her parents don't like her, her brothers don't like her, and even the man who was attracted to her at the beginning has now run away.
She didn't understand, she really didn't understand. Even if it was a pet that she had raised for half a year, she couldn't just abandon it.
But now she was thrown away like garbage, just like in the past, she was thrown away again.
She thought she could turn around and leave in a cool manner, but when Huangmao raised some doubts, the fire of unwillingness ignited in her heart again.
Yes, she was unwilling to give up. She also wanted to experience the feeling of being loved. She also wanted to have a home. She also wanted to be held at the top of someone's heart.
However, it still failed.
This is how the world is. The more you want something, the less you get it. Maybe this is her fate.
Her master once said that when a person really feels that life is too cruel to bear, he can attribute it all to the tricks of fate.
It’s not that you can’t do it, or that you are not good enough, it’s just your fate.
I have to admit that these almost self-deceptive words can indeed comfort people, at least they have helped Sang Tianen overcome many psychological crises.
At this moment, the phone vibrated and beeped.
Sang Tianen picked it up and saw that it was a message from Jin Yun.
"It's been done. I hope you can keep your promise."
Attached below the text was a psychiatric diagnosis. The diagnosis column said schizophrenia, and the doctor's advice recommended hospitalization.
Sang Tianen looked at the date. It was this morning. She typed a few words on the phone screen and put the phone in her pocket.
After doing all this, she raised her face, closed her eyes, took a few deep breaths, and finally moved the corners of her mouth. When she opened her eyes again, she returned to her usual cheerful Sang Tianen.
She returned home to pack her things and called Yan Zheng on the way to ask if he wanted the things at home. After getting a confirmation, she turned around and asked an old man in the community for a big garbage bag.
First, he went to the toilet and threw Yan Zheng’s toothbrush and some skin care products into the bag.
Next was the bedroom, where she threw away all the clothes left by Yan Zheng. When she put them on the bedside table, she frowned.
The pink rabbits brought back from Shuaiyu Island are gone. Usually, Yan Zheng would place them on the bedside table.
If it was last night, she would definitely be self-indulgent and think that Yan Zheng still had feelings for her, but now she just felt that this guy really liked rabbits, and he would still take it even if it was a gift from his ex-wife's sister.
Sang Tianen cleaned up everything up and down the stairs. She even contacted the garbage collector and sold the books that Yan Zheng bought for a few cents.
Finally, she called a housekeeping company to do a deep cleaning. Looking at her home that looked as good as new, she showed a look of satisfaction.
After resting at home for a while, she took her sports bag and went to the gym to exercise for the whole afternoon. Shi Zhou happened to come to deliver the car, so the two of them went to a restaurant for a meal.
When she returned home again, she was still stunned when she saw the dark living room. An inexplicable feeling of emptiness and loneliness came over her.
I guess I'm not used to it.
She patted her face to relax her facial muscles, then smiled contentedly, turned on the lights in the room, then turned on the projector and started watching a TV series.
As long as she feels fulfilled, she will not think of that man anymore, and she will soon become the same as before.
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