Chapter 1825 My Problem is Loving You Too Much
The wind was very light, but the man's voice seemed even lighter than the wind.
Shen Pianpian woke up instantly.
She opened her eyes, and her dark pupils were like washed obsidian, clearly reflecting Cheng Zhiyuan's slightly stunned look.
After the two looked at each other silently for a moment, Shen Pianxian slowly shifted her gaze to his fingers and asked with drooping eyelids,
"Does it still hurt?"
"It doesn't hurt anymore."
"But I think you should be in pain,"
The girl's tone was very calm, but the look she gave the man was intense.
"What do you think?"
Cheng Zhiyuan was silent for a moment, then said obediently,
"I'm in pain."
This time it was Shen Pianpian's turn to be silent. She lowered her head and looked at Cheng Zhiyuan's fingers for a long time, then suddenly asked,
"Do I make you feel insecure?"
Cheng Zhiyuan was stunned for a moment, and there was still only the girl's head in front of him.
She lowered her head and continued,
"As an actor, the world I live in is indeed very unstable. I don't know the true faces of many people around me. I interact with many outstanding and good-looking men. Is it because of this that you feel insecure?"
"Are you afraid that I will fall in love with someone else, or are you afraid that you are not the only one I like?"
Everyone is afraid.
Cheng Zhiyuan lowered his head to look at the top of her head, but did not say what was in his heart.
But Shen Pianpian seemed to have heard it, and said slowly,
"Then what should I do to reassure you?"
She raised her head and stared at him, her dark eyes reflecting the vast expanse of sky and clouds outside the balcony, as well as the gardens in the distance under the clouds. The scenery looked hazy and gentle, and he was in the middle of it.
"Don't you want to be an actor anymore? Will you feel safe if I stay at home with you every day?"
"That's not what I meant."
Cheng Zhiyuan answered before Shen Pianpian finished speaking. Even though there was a voice in his heart that kept giving answers that were completely opposite to what he said verbally, he still answered in this way.
The man's Adam's apple slid up and down, and he raised his head, but the veins on the back of his hand bulged out where the girl couldn't see.
"That's not the case. It's my own problem..."
Because I finally got you.
Because I have nothing left but you.
That's why I'm always worried about gains and losses, that's why I'm becoming less and less able to control myself, that's why... I really want to tie you to my side.
But……
But how can I do that?
You are a different person from me.
You are someone who can live well even without me, you will have a bigger and more wonderful world besides me... You are a treasure that belongs to me alone.
Shen Pianxian looked at the person in front of him who suddenly fell silent, frowned slightly and touched him,
"If that's not what you mean, then what does it mean? What's your problem?"
Cheng Zhiyuan came back to his senses, curled his lips slightly, raised his head and looked at her,
"My problem is that I love you too much."
"I will control myself better in the future."
"That's better,"
The girl gave him an unpleasant look.
"I don't want to find out one day that you're missing a finger, and the reason is just so I can pay more attention to you or make me feel bad."
Her eyes looked very focused, and there was no smile on her lips.
"You probably don't know that you're not the only one who gets seriously sad and angry because of my injury. I get hurt too. Why can't you learn from me?"
"I promised to protect myself even for your sake, but you're going to hurt yourself for me?"
"It's so unfair."
The girl's black eyes rolled around, and she suddenly stretched out her little finger towards him.
"Let's make a pinky promise."
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