Chapter 75

He had seen Xie Heyu's handwriting before. It was elegant and graceful. These words were still a bit green and the pen tip was not formed, but people who were familiar with it could tell at a glance that they were Xie Heyu's handwriting.

Yu Wen pinched the school uniform fabric and felt something was wrong.

The pattern could be a coincidence... but the little fish brother in the lining...

no matter what, this title should represent the same person. Exactly the same pattern, similar symbolic meaning... it would be a stretch to say that this was a coincidence.

Yu Wen pondered for a while, and n sci-fi versions of the plot quickly emerged in his mind. Parallel time and space? Aliens? Clones? The future world...

a more melodramatic version... In fact, he is now in a state of amnesia, forgetting his lover, Xie Heyu keeps a memory alone, and starts over with him, but the evidence of their love will not disappear with the memory, and will be left on old things...

Wow, so melodramatic.

Yu Wen was a little excited about making up the story, and ran out with his school uniform, just in time to meet Xie Heyu who was coming downstairs in the living room.

"Teacher Xie, explain this!" He unfolded the school uniform and looked at Xie Heyu with burning eyes. Although his tone was questioning, it was obviously more curious.

Xie Heyu's eyes moved away from his face, scanned the handwriting on the lining, and her eyes suddenly fixed.

Before asking, Yu Wen felt that this should be related to some old things, and Xie Heyu had to recall slowly. There was a will of heaven in the dark, and it left countless coincidences on people from two different worlds... This can only mean that they are destined to be together.

However, Xie Heyu remained silent for a long time, and that was not an expression of reminiscence.

Yu Wen's excited smile slowly withered, and the hand holding the school uniform dropped. He asked: "Have we really met?"

He remembered that Xie Heyu had asked "Have we met" a long time ago, but Xie Jiamao said that this was the sequelae of a concussion, and Xie Heyu never mentioned it again.

Xie Heyu frowned, as if to refute, and his thin lips opened and closed, but he could not utter any excuse.

It's one thing to make up a story, but if such a bizarre story really happened to him, Yu Wen couldn't accept it.

He hoped it was just a coincidence.

Yu Wen raised his eyes and stared at Xie Heyu, asking inquiringly: "Do you know my origins..."

"...I know." Xie Heyu finally spoke, saying: "I guessed it, you-"

Yu Wen: "I mean, before I deliberately revealed it to you."

Xie Heyu: "..."

Yu Wen got the answer without him saying anything.

The living room was messy and there was nowhere to sit. Yu Wen wanted to find a place to sit and have a good talk, but when he looked around, there were cardboard boxes everywhere. Xie Heyu came over and took his hand, but he didn't think it through, but he subconsciously avoided it.

"..."

His back was pressed against the wall, and the cold touch went through the clothes and directly reached the skin. Yu Wen froze in place, and Xie Heyu seemed to be stunned as well.

Concealment was a sharp blade that cut a line in the harmonious relationship between the two. The body was far more honest than the mind. Since there was a barrier, they could no longer be as close as before.

Xie Heyu was stunned for a moment, and realized this, and slowly became serious.

He grabbed Yu Wen's wrist without saying anything, ignoring the slight resistance, hugged him in his arms, touched the back of his head, and said, "I saw you a long time ago...in a dream."

It's not that long ago, the last time was only four or five years ago, but because it was a dream, those scenes recalled in my mind, vague and lonely, scattered like stories from several generations ago.

For a few years, Xie Heyu often had dreams. I don't know if it was the sequelae of concussion. Those dreams were bizarre and varied.

After waking up from the dream, it was not clear. No matter how profound it was, it would be forgotten after three or five days. Xie Heyu didn't have a deep impression of the content of the dream, but there was one person who often visited him and he remembered it clearly.

He is a brother with a teardrop mole at the end of his eye.

He doesn't know his name, but he often draws a special fish pattern on his homework book.

The ten-year-old Xie Heyu calls him Brother Xiaoyu.

The sequelae of his concussion lasted from the age of ten to about fifteen. He had nightmares for four or five years. He went to the hospital for regular checkups, but the doctor couldn't explain it and could only prescribe medicine for him. His

dreams were chaotic. Sometimes he would be haunted by dreams in the middle of the night and wake up in shock. His family was very worried about this and treated him like an eyeball during that time.

Xie Heyu has been precocious since he was a child. If you ask what has been difficult for him since he was a child, these strange dreams must be one of them.

Poor sleep even affected his daytime classes.

Later, before he went to sleep, he would pray that he would dream about the little fish tonight.

The dream of Brother Xiaoyu was the most peaceful, even with a warm warmth like the sun. He loved to laugh, and all the teachers and classmates liked him. He rushed into the school gate in the morning with his hair messy. After school, he rode his bicycle on the Wutong Road with a small snack bought from the store in his mouth...

Xie Heyu could never see his face clearly, but he guessed that he must be very handsome, because many people in the school liked him... well, both men and women.

Xie Heyu's dream lasted for five years. Brother Xiaoyu in the dream seemed to be growing up, and the surrounding environment changed from high school to college...

There were still many people who liked him, and more men.

Xiaoyu had to emphasize to every person of the same sex who approached him: I am not gay, I am not interested in you, and I hope you are not interested in me either.

Xie Heyu was troubled by the sequelae for four or five years. After entering junior high school, such nightmares gradually decreased, and the so-called symptoms seemed to be slowly improving.

One day, he suddenly had a very strange premonition. He felt that he might not dream about the little fish again. While he still remembered, he drew the beautiful Pisces pattern on his school uniform and wrote "Xiaoyu" on the inside of the school uniform. After a long hesitation, he added two more words: Brother.

This dream encounter that lasted for five years ended on that sunny afternoon. The four words "Brother Xiaoyu" are Xie Heyu's farewell poem.

Since then, Xie Heyu has hardly had any dreams, nor has he seen any familiar faces in his dreams.

He really didn't remember the time he met Yu Wen at the bus stop. After all, Brother Xiaoyu's face in his memory was always vague, and five years later, he couldn't even remember the Pisces pattern...

Dreams are much easier for the brain to forget than ordinary memories.

Until he helped Yu Wen move, he saw a familiar stick figure on the computer... The dusty memory was revealed. After he went back, he immediately searched for old things and found evidence on the school uniform that he had seen Yu Wen.

Thinking of this, it is only natural to realize that Yu Wen does not belong to this world.

"Yu Wen, haven't you noticed? Your connection with this place is almost non-existent. You have no parents or relatives around you. Even if you are an orphan... your experiences in the past twenty years should not be blank..." Xie Heyu whispered.

Yu Wen looked at the ceiling and said nothing.

These are all very obvious flaws, but everyone works outside, and in a place like the entertainment industry, no one would be stupid enough to ask about the artist's family situation. As long as Yu Wen doesn't mention it, no one will ask.

But for people around Xie Heyu, as long as they pay a little attention, they will find countless doubts.

Yu Wen's background is like a sieve, with loopholes everywhere.

"...You're right." Yu Wen said slowly: "I haven't been honest with you, and I have no right to ask you to do so..."

Xie Heyu hugged him tighter, "That's not what I meant."

Yu Wen said: "This story is very romantic, I know you are not talking nonsense, if I had heard it earlier, I would be very happy, so happy that I would think we are destined to be together, a perfect match, and I can't wait to drag you to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get married right now-"

Xie Heyu held his breath and waited for the next step.

"But-"

As expected.

Yu Wen said, "Teacher Xie, you have so many things in your mind, but I can't see any clues. Maybe you will be sad and lost in the future, as long as you don't want to, I won't notice it." After

a pause, he said disappointedly, "Teacher Xie, you are too silent. Now I realize that I don't know you as well as I thought."

He didn't like a relationship where only the other party gave and he passively accepted.

Unequal feelings would only make him feel suffocated.

Xie Heyu's narration was always concise. Even at this moment, he did not try to shake Yu Wen's reason with emotions, but just talked about the facts and made things clear.

But after just a few words, Yu Wen felt his heart pounding.

In Xie Heyu's calm narration, he saw the boy with a still youthful face writing "Little Fish Brother" on his school uniform, the afternoon sun shining brightly, dancing on his eyelashes and profile...Earlier, in the bedroom with only a dim desk lamp, the boy with a stern look sat at the head of the bed, praying with the most serious expression for a little fish to fall asleep...

He couldn't help liking Teacher Xie more, but at the same time, he felt sadder.

From dating to now, such a long time...

Teacher Xie, why do you have to keep such a wonderful experience secret?

Xie Heyu buried her face in his shoulder and said in a muffled voice: "I will talk more in the future..."

Yu Wen's stiff upper body finally relaxed slowly. He closed his eyes gently and said with a pout: "It doesn't matter, let's leave it like this."

It didn't matter how much he talked. He just didn't understand that Xie Heyu had to hide such a simple thing. If she had said it earlier, they might have been together a long time ago. When he first heard the confession, he was worried that his coming and going would hurt Xie Heyu, so he hesitated for a long time.

If he had known this, he would not hesitate and would talk first.

"...Do you want to break up?" Xie Heyu was silent for a while and asked sullenly.

Yu Wen suddenly closed his eyes.

"What?"

Xie Heyu hugged him tightly and said childishly, "I don't care."

It's not... it's not that serious.

Xie Heyu hugged him so tightly that Yu Wen could hardly move. He finally raised his hand to comfort him, but suddenly froze in the air.

Yu Wen hesitated and asked, "You... cried?"

The clothes on his shoulders were a little wet, and the heat spread. He thought it was Xie Heyu's breath, but after careful feeling, it should be liquid.

Xie Heyu sniffed: "No."

Yu Wen: "..."

God damn, why is his boyfriend a crybaby!

Yu Wen wanted to hold his face to see what it looks like when a cool guy cries, but Xie Heyu hugged him so tightly that he couldn't move at all. He struggled a few times, but the hug became tighter. Yu Wen couldn't help but say, "Let go, let go first..."

Perhaps hearing the anger in his words, Xie Heyu's body swayed slightly, and finally, under his urging, he slowly let go of his hand.

He stepped back a few steps, leaned against the handrail of the stairs, lowered his head, and stood in a rather elegant posture, with one hand in his pocket, very stylish.

...But his eyes were red, and his eyelashes were a little wet, he must have just cried.

Yu Wen wanted to laugh, but seeing him like this, he couldn't laugh.

"...Why are you crying?" Yu Wen was a little embarrassed after making a fuss, and he played with his fingers with his hands behind his back, "I didn't say I wanted to break up...it's just a small matter...don't think too much..."

Xie Heyu came forward and kissed him.

Although there was no obvious expression, Yu Wen was much bolder in his movements when he approached him, kissing him stickyly and even touching his waist with a teasing intention.

Yu Wen thought about it.

Xie Heyu's new home, the location is correct;

tomorrow is a holiday, the time is correct;

they just had a quarrel, and they need an in-depth communication to deepen their feelings... Anyway, they are all correct.

Conclusion: It can be done.

He straightened his waist, Xie Heyu understood his meaning, and carried him upstairs directly.

The bed in the master bedroom was also made, with only some miscellaneous cardboard boxes scattered on the ground, and the two of them almost fell into the bed.

Yu Wen was lying on the bed, feeling a little dazed. Before he could wake up, a hot body covered him. Xie Heyu hugged him from behind, kissing his pink neck and rubbing it. He couldn't help but screaming.

That scream was so sexy.

Yu Wen reacted, blushing from his face to his neck, and buried his face in the quilt awkwardly.

Xie Heyu pinched his chin, pulled him out, and asked him to turn his head to kiss him.

This posture was not very comfortable... Yu Wen had no foothold, his breathing was disordered, and the kiss was messy. Soon his lips were wet. He didn't like this, it was unhygienic, so he wanted to withdraw.

Xie Heyu let him go.

His mouth was saved, but other parts of his body were in trouble.

He didn't know what was so good about kissing the shoulder blade, so Xie Heyu's lips kept lingering on it. Yu Wen felt itchy at first, and then he couldn't help trembling. The key point was that every time he trembled, he would push himself into Xie Heyu's hands.

He couldn't stand it and said nonsense: "It's uncomfortable, don't be so slow..."

Xie Heyu briefly stepped back and took back a thin thing.

While Yu Wen still had the energy to think, Xie Heyu kissed him tenderly for a while and went back to the unfinished topic just now.

He leaned close to Yu Wen's ear and whispered: "I didn't mean to hide it from you, I just don't want to mention it..." You can

say he is timid or you can say he is inferior.

He deliberately did not mention the connection with Yu Wen's background, as if as long as he didn't mention it, Yu Wen would forget about it.

Yu Wen's eyes dimmed a little, and he didn't know if he could remember the conversation between the two afterwards. He panted: "Why..."

Xie Heyu was quiet for a moment.

He said: "I'm afraid you will leave one day."

Yu Wen's mind was foggy.

He was temporarily unable to think about the deep meaning behind this sentence. He was like an ignorant dodder, absorbing and clinging to Xie Heyu.

Until a certain moment, Xie Heyu hugged his waist tightly, fiercely as if she wanted to tear him apart, and kissed his lips pitifully...

Yu Wen remembered this sentence.

This sentence is extremely insecure.