Chen Yan saw the scene in front of him. The tall buildings had long been reduced to ruins, the sky was gray, and the old, weak, sick and disabled were treated like slaves by the powerful people of the end times, who beat, scolded and humiliated them at will.
But at this time, Chen Yan was obviously not a strong man.
She was now only three years old, huddled among the old, weak and sick. Her face was gray, her forehead was cut and scabby, her hair was dirty and tangled, and she was wearing tattered and ill-fitting clothes. She looked like a little beggar.
She has no parents.
No one knows who her parents are. She was rescued by a kind middle-aged woman, who fed her breast milk and raised her until she was over two years old. Then the middle-aged woman was raped and killed by a group of scum.
In this end times, human life is thinner than paper.
Chen Yan once thought that the middle-aged woman Shen Yucui who saved her was too kind in this end times, as kind as the Virgin Mary. She should not have saved herself because she was a burden to her.
But Shen Yucui still saved her.
Maybe she felt like her dead daughter.
Shen Yucui once touched her head, and said with a smile that sounded like tears: "I am here, I will not abandon you. If you can awaken your superpowers in the future, can you protect me? I can't awaken my superpowers. Tell me, why is God so unfair to me?"
"You must be strong. Don't be stupid like me, and don't be soft-hearted towards others. Because this world is completely rotten."
"The weaker you are, the more you'll be bullied, and the softer you are, the greater the disaster you'll bring upon yourself. Yanyan, I hope you're strong."
Shen Yucui's words were deeply engraved in her heart.
Take root and grow.
She awakened her spatial ability at the age of three, but never told anyone. When no one was around, she picked up a lot of useful and useless things.
In order to survive, she stole, robbed and picked up things.
She awakened her fire ability at the age of five, was spotted by a team, and became one of them.
She has a high talent for supernatural powers, and her ability level is constantly improving. When she was seven years old, she followed the team to kill zombies.
When the team members saw her appearance, some teased her, some mocked her, some were jealous of her, and some even tried to frame her. However, the team leader valued her very much and said that he would raise her as his own daughter.
The leader of the team is an exceptionally charming woman named Zhong Linfang. She has lightning abilities and is very capable in combat.
But such a person is love-brained.
She fell in love with the leader of another team. He was very handsome, but he was also a playboy. He had several female confidantes, but he still wanted to keep Zhong Linfang company.
She knew that Zhong Linfang liked that man very much.
But the man framed her for his own benefit and poisoned her.
Before Zhong Linfang died, her charming face seemed to have lost all its color and became decadent. She tightly grasped Chen Yan, who was only ten years old. Her eyes were filled with extreme grief. The mixed emotions of love and hate destroyed her spirit.
She didn't cry, but said bitterly: "Yan, don't fall in love with men. Men are very bad. They will use you, abandon you, or even kill you."
"I... am an example."
"Yan, help me kill that man and scatter his ashes from now on, okay..."
"Okay." Chen Yan agreed at that time and asked her two questions: "Then why did you fall in love with him? Knowing it was an abyss, why did you jump in?"
After hearing this, Zhong Linfang laughed foolishly, and black blood flowed out of her mouth, which was extremely sad and beautiful. A tear slid down and dripped onto the back of Shen Yan's hand, which was extremely hot.
"I'm stupid..." Her tone was filled with regret and unspeakable pain, which made people feel sad.
Shen Yucui and Zhong Linfang left a particularly strong mark in her life and also influenced her as a person.
Later, Chen Yan became the leader of a team of hundreds of people at the age of sixteen, and created his own organizational territory at the age of nineteen.
At the age of twenty, he killed the man who killed Zhong Linfang and scattered his ashes.
At the age of twenty-one, while fighting against the Zombie King, she was betrayed by the other three rulers. She was seriously injured and then blew herself up, letting them be buried with her.
Chen Yan's emotions did not fluctuate much when she recalled her life in the apocalypse. She just felt that she should not stop at the age of twenty-one. If she were still alive, she would gradually expand her power and then become the only ruler of this apocalypse.
Suddenly, a distant and deep voice was heard.
"You killed Shen Yucui?"
Chen Yan said slowly: "No, she was killed by this dark world."
The voice continued, "If it weren't for you, Shen Yucui wouldn't have run back to the supply point and given you food, and she wouldn't have been raped and killed by that group of people. It's your fault, why don't you admit it?"
The sound was deafening, like a dull hammer hitting her heart.
Chen Yan's fingers trembled slightly, and the scene of Shen Yucui's body being tortured and covered with bruises appeared in her mind again. Her body was thrown into a corner of the ruins, and Shen Yucui was holding a melted candy tightly in her hand. It was... for her.
The voice seemed to sense her change in mood, and then spoke again: "It's you, you ruined her! Why don't you dare admit it? You shouldn't exist in this world. Shen Yucui is so innocent, so pitiful. If it weren't for you, she wouldn't have died! Don't you deserve to die?"
Chen Yan closed her eyes and clenched her fingers so hard that her knuckles turned pale.
When she opened her eyes again, there was a sudden coldness in them.
"It wasn't me who killed her, it was those scumbags!"
It's the world's fault, it's the fault of those scumbags.
It's not her fault.
She was just over two years old at the time, and there was nothing she could do.
But she knew...
Shen Yucui loves her.
Chen Yan's eyes were slightly red, and she sneered: "Why should we exonerate the real culprit? I am not guilty, and my existence is not the original sin!"
As soon as he finished speaking, there was a "crack" sound and the scene was shattered.
But at the last moment, Chen Yan saw the figure of the middle-aged woman Shen Yucui. Shen Yucui was not pretty, with a thin figure, a pair of almond-shaped eyes, a straight nose, short hair, a round face, and wrinkles at the corners of her eyes. Her smile was particularly contagious.
Shen Yucui looked at her with a smile.
“Yan Yan…”
Chen Yan subconsciously wanted to reach out and grab this illusory figure, but it was fake after all.
She slowly opened her eyes. It was still the white round table, with Wen Yuchu and others sitting around.
She has passed the conscience test.
Her emotions had not yet calmed down, and she lowered her eyes slightly to hide the sadness in them.
Suddenly, there was movement right in front of her.
She looked up and saw a long ladder gradually appearing before her eyes. Looking up again, she saw that it led to another white round platform.
Does this require her to climb up and then take the test?
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