Jiang Ranran was stunned for a moment.
In fact, this is the topic that Jiang Ranran least wants to discuss. It is like a gray area in Jiang Ranran's life.
After experiencing it once, I never want to recall it again and want to completely erase it from my life.
But since Gu Tingchen had spoken, Jiang Ranran felt that it wouldn't be a big deal even if she said it.
He spoke slowly, "Back then, I was sent to a place where there were no one around. Only Grandma Zhang was by my side. No one else in the village ever spoke to me."
At that time, with such an identity, Jiang Ranran was sent to the countryside and of course he would be isolated.
During that time, Jiang Ranran's heart was filled with loneliness and solitude, and the people in the village attacked Jiang Ranran with extremely cold violence.
If it weren't for Grandma Zhang, Jiang Ranran felt that she might not have been able to hold on until now.
"Not only that, but those people in the village seem to have a lot of opinions about me, always pointing fingers at me behind my back. In fact, I don't know what I did to offend them." Jiang Ranran shrugged.
Jiang Ranran especially wanted to tell this matter in a very natural way so that no one would think that she didn't care.
But it is difficult to do so in reality. Every time Jiang Ranran talks about this matter, her heart always fluctuates uncontrollably.
In the blink of an eye, Jiang Ranran was already in tears.
"Don't you want to know why I can beat these people alone? That's because in the past, after 12 o'clock in the middle of the night, there would always be some uncles in their forties or fifties who broke into the yard. If I didn't have some means of self-defense, I would have been eaten up by these people long ago." Jiang Ranran could no longer control her emotions when she said this, and burst into tears.
Those things that happened back then were like a nightmare, always lingering in Jiang Ranran's memory, making it impossible for Jiang Ranran to escape from it.
Jiang Ranran thought that if she had not had anyone to accompany her back then, she might have just quietly passed away in some corner of the world.
Until now, no one would know that Jiang Ranran had appeared here.
At that time, Jiang Ranran thought about leaving in this way more than once, but gave up every time.
She was only in her twenties and didn't want her life to end in such a miserable way.
Gu Tingchen hugged Jiang Ranran, who was crying, without saying a word.
He also didn't expect that Jiang Ranran had experienced so much in the past. If he had known earlier, he would not have asked even if he was curious.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to uncover your past scars." Gu Tingchen said.
Perhaps in everyone's memory, there are some things that they never want to open. Gu Tingchen acts as a key, allowing Jiang Ranran to pour out the contents of Pandora's box.
It brings only suffering and pain.
"It's nothing. Don't you still want to know what happened to my child? I can tell you now." Jiang Ranran closed his eyes slightly.
Jiang Ranran felt a sense of despair rising in her heart. She knew that she didn't want to let Gu Tingchen know these things.
But I don’t want to keep deceiving Gu Tingchen like this.
"I didn't know anything back then. I just woke up from a normal sleep, and my body was covered with traces of ambiguity, and there were many reporters around me." Jiang Ranran said with some pain.
Jiang Ranran also found it very ironic that she had already given birth to a child, but she didn't even know who the father of the child was.
"What did you say?" Gu Tingchen swallowed unconsciously after hearing Jiang Ranran's words.
"You probably think it's quite ironic, right? I've always wanted to get to the bottom of what happened back then, but after that incident I was sent to the countryside, and now there's no way to verify the facts." Jiang Ranran sighed.
In fact, Jiang Ranran didn’t know what to do. Sometimes she thought her life was quite sad.
Jiang Ranran spoke about this matter openly, her heart filled with sadness.
Even if I didn't tell anyone, what would happen? The reporters had already reported what happened that day. Even though it had been so many years, if I wanted to check it out, I could still find it.
Rather than letting Gu Tingchen hear the truth that was instigated by others, it would be better for her to confess now.
Gu Tingchen swallowed again, his voice hoarse, "What about the story about the senior you told me before?"
Jiang Ranran gave a bitter smile that was uglier than crying. "I lied to you. How could I say such a thing casually? I just made up a story to avoid being too embarrassed."
Now that I think about it, the story I made up was so clichéd, and I don’t know how I made it up.
Gu Tingchen didn't care that Jiang Ranran lied to him, but immediately asked: "What about those three children? What's going on?"
"I found out I was already advanced in the pregnancy. The doctor said the baby was fully formed and I could even feel its feet kicking me. I didn't have the heart to abort it and gave birth to the baby on impulse." Jiang Ranran burst into tears again.
I don’t know whether my decision is right or wrong.
Maybe these three children will be looked down upon because they have no father, but there is no chance to regret it now.
Moreover, Jiang Ranran felt that these three children were like the sun in winter, accompanying her. Without these three children, Jiang Ranran would not be able to get out of the gloomy life.
After hearing the truth, Gu Tingchen's heart trembled violently and never stopped.
My hands holding the ointment were shaking a little.
Back then, the girl that Gu Tingchen wanted to find has not appeared yet.
It couldn't be such a coincidence that God sent this girl to him.
Gu Tingchen's eyes gradually became hot, and he suddenly hugged Jiang Ranran and sniffed the fragrance on her neck.
Sure enough, just like that year, he finally found the girl he was looking for!
Jiang Ranran didn't know what Gu Tingchen was thinking, but she was frightened by his sudden intimate behavior.
Uncomfortably, she pushed Gu Tingchen away and said, "What are you doing? You...you don't have to sympathize with me. In fact, I don't care about what happened back then. The past is the past..."
Jiang Ranran attributed these actions to Gu Tingchen's sympathy and comfort.
Gu Tingchen was pushed away, his expression remained the same, "Let's go, I'll take you back."
Along the way, the two of them never mentioned this matter, but Jiang Ranran could feel that Gu Tingchen seemed a little... happy!
What's going on?
Gu Tingchen went downstairs but did not leave immediately.
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