"I......"
Tonghua was silent for a long time before she slowly spoke: "At first, we had a flash marriage, so naturally we didn't have any feelings for each other. But later, after spending some time with him, I began to have a good impression of him, and I thought he felt the same way about me."
Tonghua remembered how she and Qin Zun decorated the house and did housework together, just like a real newlywed couple.
But just as she was immersed in this family atmosphere, she accidentally discovered that he had spent the night with another woman.
This was like a slap in the face, making her wake up instantly.
They are not a real couple!
In a few months, they will go their separate ways.
She warned herself not to fall into the illusion of seemingly happy and warm life.
Although due to family reasons since childhood, she longed for a harmonious and warm family, but fake is fake, and it is easy for some people outside to expose the truth.
It just so happened that at this time, she took on a big project at work, so she used the excuse that she was very busy with work to deliberately avoid him every day.
But he acted as if nothing had happened. Seeing that she was working overtime too late at night, he personally queued for several hours, bought her favorite food, and specially delivered it to her in the evening.
This made her start to imagine that he might like her a little, so he would go to such great lengths to do all these things for her.
Maybe it was just a misunderstanding last time. Judging from his personality, he doesn't seem like the type to be so fickle.
I don’t know whether this is an excuse for Qin Zun or an excuse for myself to be greedy for that little bit of tenderness.
But when she was hospitalized due to overwork, he took care of her during the day, bought her favorite porridge, listened to her childhood stories, and bought apples specially, but he brought another woman home for a tryst the night before.
This once again made her feel the pain of being betrayed.
"He was being intimate with other women outside, but at the same time he cared about me and even got jealous because I was with other men. I was really confused. Can a man like two women at the same time? Or maybe he didn't like me, and it was just my illusion that he was jealous..."
At the end of the story, Tonghua's eyes were filled with tears and her voice was choked with sobs.
She really didn't understand what he thought of her.
She really wanted to ask him face to face, do you like me?
But she didn't even have the qualifications to question him, and she was also afraid that his answer would not be what she wanted.
She fell into endless confusion and pain.
Tang Shiyao walked across the table and sat next to Tonghua, hugging her tightly.
"Tongtong, in fact, your marriage has always been different from a normal marriage. There are too many things mixed in your marriage."
Tonghua raised his head and looked at her, hoping that she could answer his questions.
"You two got married for your own purposes. There's no emotional foundation between you and your partner, and you're completely unaware of each other's personalities and past relationships. In a normal marriage, infidelity is strictly forbidden, but in your marriage, after seeing him with another woman, you instinctively felt jealous. However, considering that your marriage with him would end in a few months, you felt you had no right to be jealous and so you restrained yourself from caring about it."
After talking for so long, she felt a little thirsty and asked the waiter to bring two more bottles of Coke.
After finishing the drink, Tang Shiyao finally said, "But on the other hand, he will feel that he has no right to be jealous, so he will be so distant towards you."
Tonghua slowly savored her words. Tang Shiyao did not disturb her, but left her side gently and went into the store to pay the bill.
When Tang Shiyao came back after paying the bill, Tonghua's expression had changed. She was no longer the fragile woman she was just now.
She said to Tang Shiyao firmly, "Shiyao, you're right. I really care too much about how he sees me. I'm also endlessly entangled in my current marital status. But I know that even if I like him more than anything, my self-esteem and my emotional cleanliness will never allow me to be so humble to someone."
At this moment, Tonghua's face was full of determination.
When Tang Shiyao just paid the bill, she took out another bottle of orange juice and Coke.
She extended her hand to Tonghua and said, "You are right. Feelings are like the spice of life. If you give up your personality for the spice, you are a pathetic woman."
"Cheers to our new students!"
"cheers!"
After Tang Shiyao's guidance tonight, all the depression and irritability that Tonghua had felt in the past few months were swept away.
As expected, when it comes to matters of the heart, you still need to seek professional analysis to get a clear answer.
She felt that her mind had become clearer and more flexible.
It is true that listening to your words is worth more than reading for ten years.
Tonghua now felt like teasing him: "You see my affairs so clearly, what about you?"
Tang Shiyao has always been a free and easy person. When she was in school, if someone said something bad about them behind their backs, she would immediately find the person who said the bad words and ask them to apologize. If they didn't apologize, they would have to wait for a fight with her. Even if she would be punished, she didn't care.
So other people in the class, even the boys, were afraid of her.
After she started working, she would never be weak when faced with a boss who wanted to take advantage of her. She would directly expose his past and make him afraid to take action against her again.
She is such a straightforward woman, but in terms of her feelings, she has been entangled with a man for so many years.
Tonghua always feels emotional about everything. If one day her best friend and Su Shinan get married, she will definitely set off firecrackers at the wedding to celebrate the end of their drama that has lasted for so many years.
By then, it will definitely be called the wedding of the century.
"That's just how it is. I think I'm still young and want to have more fun for a few more years, but he keeps urging me to get married. We have many arguments about this."
"That's true. Getting married isn't easy. Just like me, before I got married, I thought it was too simple. Who knows? Anyway, marriage is hard to describe."
"Tongtong, why do I feel like you're becoming more and more like a shrew after getting married? No, no, our Tongtong is still a beautiful young girl with invincible youth. Those shrews should stay away from her."
Tang Shiyao drove away all the air around Tonghua, and it really looked like she was chasing something away.
Tonghua was amused by her serious look and felt much better.
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