Small cuts made by shrimp shells could be seen on his fingertips. For the first time, Yunli did not think that he was shameless. He just felt that this compensation was not enough.
She looked around and tugged at his sleeve: "Go home first..."
Fu Shi did not move.
Yunli was extremely helpless. After making sure that there was no one else around, she reluctantly took his hand.
A soft and nimble tongue slid across his fingertips, and Fu Shi quietly looked at the blushing person in front of him. She would raise her eyes from time to time, and then look away embarrassedly before their eyes made contact.
Nanwu doesn’t seem to be that cold.
He held her face with the remaining fingers, and moved his moist fingertips to the corners of her lips, then pressed his lips directly against hers with unquestionable aggression, holding her waist with his palms to prevent her from retreating.
Only when she was out of breath did Fu Shi let her go and pulled her back.
As soon as he entered the room, he lifted her clothes from behind. His fingers were still cold from the outside. Yun Li trembled all over and grabbed his wrist: "No more!"
Fu Shi stopped what he was doing and went to look through her suitcase. After a few minutes, he looked at her thoughtfully.
This look made Yunli feel creepy.
He stood up without saying a word. Yun Li was stunned for a moment: "You want to go out?"
Fu Shize: "Well, let's go to the convenience store to buy some water."
…
It was already past three o'clock, Yunli was so sleepy that he couldn't open his eyes. Fu Shi just sat up, the light in the room outlined every line of his body. Yunli hugged him from behind and kissed him on the waist.
"I'm going to sleep first."
"Go take a shower." He tilted his head and gently rubbed her head. Yunli felt sore all over and said with a nasal voice, "No, I want to sleep."
Intellectually, Yun Li knew she should clean it up, but she didn't have the strength to do it. She almost buried her whole body in the quilt, with only a pair of slightly narrowed eyes showing as she followed Fu Shi Ze.
He went to the closet and took out a set of dark blue pajamas. Yunli remembered the single color in the closet when she looked through it at night, and muttered, "Can I buy you clothes in the future?"
Fu Shize paused and suddenly asked her, "Buy the same one as Xu Qingsong?"
Yunli woke up instantly.
"You like him like that?"
Yunli was extremely embarrassed: "You won't be jealous of him..."
"So you like it?"
“…”
Yun Li was speechless and pecked him: "Didn't you wear his clothes before? Didn't you like them?"
Fu Shi laughed without any warmth.
"That's because you like it."
Yunli paused. People like Fu Shizhe had indeed done a lot for her.
It was totally unnecessary.
Fu Shi slowly approached, and seeing his tense face, Yun Li's heart softened, and she hooked her arms around his neck with a smile, "That's perfect, I like you wearing it too."
She went around in circles and finally answered his question indirectly.
Even though Yunli said that, Fu Shize still had no emotion on his face. Yunli flattered him, "Then I'll pick out whatever clothes you like."
"Pick what you like." Fu Shize's attitude softened and he played with her hair: "I like what you like."
This time Yunli was smart and was finally able to correctly interpret Fu Shizhe's words.
——I like what you like.
——But you can't like what another man likes.
Because of tiredness, the few minutes of his shower suddenly seemed long. Yun Li closed his eyes and fell into a drowsy sleep. He vaguely felt Fu Shize lifting the quilt.
The warm towel was pressed against her thighs.
At first she tried to block his hand with some resistance, but he ignored her and slowly wiped it clean for her.
Feeling comfortable, Yunli's slightly frowned brows relaxed.
She looked so well-behaved and quiet while she was sleeping. Fu Shi looked at her for a long while, then lowered his head and kissed her on the forehead.
…
The next day, Yunli slept until a little after one o'clock. A few rays of sunlight slipped into the room. She leaned back as usual, and what should have been an empty space behind her was actually another person's chest.
She turned her head, and Fu Shi hugged her from behind, his chin resting lightly on her forehead, his hands around her waist. Fragments of light fell around his eyes, his skin was so thin that tiny blood vessels could be seen.
She looked down further and she remembered that after the last time they finished last night, he went to take a shower.
I clearly had clothes on before going to bed.
How come it's gone now?
She turned her head and looked blankly at the dust particles floating in the air, reflecting in the sunlight. She was no longer sleepy, and after struggling for a while, Yunli's fingers penetrated between his hand and her skin, trying to move his hand away without making a sound.
But it was wrapped in his palm.
Fu Shi held her hand, placed it in front of her belly, and peppered her neck with kisses.
Yunli sensed his reaction and begged for mercy: "Farewell..."
Fu Shi seemed to be still asleep, his expression was drowsy, and his tone was lazy: "I'll be gentle."
“…”
When Fu Shi finished preparing breakfast and lunch, Yun Li's face was still buried in the pillow. He went over and knocked on the door.
Yunli, who was full of resentment, deliberately turned his face towards the wall.
Fu Shi leaned against the door, looking at the ** man with amusement. He deliberately pulled Yunli's quilt. She was naked and defended the quilt in her hands to the death.
But it succeeded in getting her to sit up.
Picking up the clothes from the corner, Fu Shi consciously turned his back to her.
Yun Li no longer believed in his character. He grabbed the quilt with one hand and carefully put on a mask under the quilt with the other hand, staring at Fu Shi Ze's back.
"Hurry up." He said lazily, "If I keep hearing the sound, I'll want it."
“…”
Yunli put on his clothes in no time. When he heard her get out of bed, he turned around, caught a glimpse of her naked feet, and took out her cotton slippers from under the bed with a frown.
She slipped on her shoes and walked slowly to the bathroom. Fu Shi followed her and ran some warm water for her to wash.
Seeing that he had been following her, Yunli asked in confusion, "What's wrong?"
Fu Shizhe smiled and said, "I'm afraid you'll fall."
Being teased by him again, Yun Li was angry and embarrassed. He dipped his finger in water and threw it at him. Fu Shi raised his eyes and waved his finger nonchalantly.
The two of them had no other plans today and would be returning to Xifu on Wednesday. Yunli ate the toast that Fu Shi had torn into pieces in advance and asked, "Do you usually go to see Brother Jiang Yuan when you return to Nanwu?"
Fu Shi took a sip of milk and replied casually, "Yeah."
"Then why don't we go see him later?" Noticing his gaze, Yun Li hesitated and said, "Because I have meetings on Monday and Tuesday, and I have to leave on Wednesday."
Yunli made his intention clearer: "I want to go with you in the future."
Fu Shize's hand froze. The glass bottle contained chocolate milk. He looked over and saw Yun Li's clear eyes.
She is present in every aspect of life.
He didn't think and just nodded.
Jiang Yuan was buried in the cemetery. Yun Li spent a long time choosing on the map, wanting to buy a bouquet of flowers along the way. Fu Shi saw her busy packing things while he sat on the sofa playing Sudoku.
By the time Yunli was able to go out, it was already past three o'clock.
After stopping at the door of the flower shop, Yunli picked out a bouquet of Bai Baihe flowers and got back into the car.
Fu Shi glanced at him and said suddenly, "You have never given me flowers."
“…”
He said this without any special emotion and started the car. Yunli said "later" and got out of the car again. Fu Shi leaned against the window and watched Yunli come back with a bunch of violets in the rearview mirror.
She stuffed the violet into Fu Shizhe's arms and said, "Then the first bouquet of flowers I gave you will be given to you, and the second bouquet will be given to Brother Jiang Yuan."
Fu Shi smiled and said, "No need."
But he still caught the flower, tied the plastic film, and made sure that the petals would not be crushed before putting it in the back seat.
The cemetery is located in the suburbs of Nanwu City. Yunli has almost never visited the graves. After entering the park, she did not see any other people.
Fu Shi walked to a position skillfully. Yun Li looked down and saw a photo of Jiang Yuan on a tombstone that was neither too big nor too small. He was looking directly at the camera with a faint smile on his face.
Yunli suddenly felt that the lighting, technique and clarity of the photo were all very familiar.
She remembered the ID photo on Fu Shizhe’s ID card.
I realized that the ID photos of the two people might have been taken together.
At this moment, Fu Shi could only face a cold stone.
Yunli felt extremely uncomfortable.
Fu Shi picked up a few fallen leaves from the side and dusted off the tomb.
Fu Shi took Yunli's hand and said, "Brother, let me introduce you to my girlfriend."
His tone was relaxed, as if he was talking to an old friend: "I told you last time, Lili, I told you that I don't want to break up."
Yunli was stunned for a moment, and Fu Shizhe lowered his eyes: "We are together again."
"I saw your diary and knew you wanted to live." He paused for a long time, looked at Jiang Yuan in the photo, and the smile at the corner of his lips stung him.
Fu Shi said softly: "I'm sorry that I couldn't let you survive."
The air was oppressive for a few seconds.
"I know you don't blame me anymore. Uncle Jiang and Aunt Jiang don't blame me either. I know you don't want my life to be a mess." He was silent for a long time before he said, "Don't worry."
"It will be fine."
"I won't blame myself."
"But I won't forget you, brother."
After saying these words, Fu Shi took the Bai Baihe from Yun Li's hand, placed it neatly in front of his grave, and said in a relaxed tone: "This is what your sister-in-law brought to you. You should take good care of yourself."
The entire park was desolate and lonely, and his words were drowned out by the sound of the wind.
After saying that, Fu Shi stood up and took Yun Li out.
After walking a few steps, he stopped and looked at Yunli. He wiped away the tears from her eyes with his fingertips. He smiled helplessly: "Why are you crying?"
"I will treat you well for the rest of my life, I will treat you well for the rest of my life..." Yun Li sobbed incoherently, tears flowing like a dam. Later, she simply gave up struggling and sobbed, "I don't know why I'm crying."
She knows it.
Because I feel too sorry for what he has been through.
Because I know the pain he suffers beneath his reservedness.
Because I hope there will be no more pain in his world.
Fu Shi held her hand tightly and put it in his pocket.
The two walked back in silence. Yun Li thought of what he had just said and asked, "You just said you didn't want to break up..."
But when Yunli proposed breaking up, Fu Shi agreed quickly.
"I was worried that you would think I was too miserable. When you broke up with me, I wanted to go back to my old self and find you again."
Yunli tried to control her tears, but couldn't help sobbing and said, "Why didn't you just say that?"
Then she would stay by his side for the next year and a half.
Fu Shi looked down at the steps, like a child, his shoes could only be placed in the space at the edge of the steps. He didn't need to stretch his body, he could keep balance by putting his hands behind his back.
His voice floated on the wind.
“I’m afraid I didn’t do it.”
“I’m vulnerable, too.”
I am also vulnerable.
There are too many things that I'm worried I can't do, and that in the end it will be all in vain for you.
Fu Shi doesn't like to make empty promises, especially when facing Yun Li.
He doesn't want to feel any more guilty towards the person he loves, and he doesn't want to bring any harm to the person he loves.
Yunli thought of many reasons, but never thought it was this. She looked at his figure blankly, walked forward, and hugged him from behind.
"From now on, all your weaknesses will have me behind them."
Then your fragility will no longer exist because we are here.
…
After returning to the car, Yunli operated Fu Shizhe's mobile phone, connected it to the speakers in the car, and played Eason Chan's "Unconditional".
Noticing Fu Shize's gaze, Yun Li said lightly: "I just feel that your love for me is unconditional."
No matter they break up or what happens, Fu Shi will always be by her side in the end.
The lyrics were displayed on the electronic screen of the central control. Yunli listened silently to the magnetic male voice, just like Fu Shi was telling her -
/Please don't be afraid/
/I will still listen calmly/
/Still sticking close to me/
/I resonate with you in every step/
…
/I only know how to love you every day/
…
/Because the truest love in the world does not care about conditions/
After returning downstairs, Fu Shize and Yun Li went to the nearby vegetable market to buy some fresh leafy vegetables and fish. After returning, the two naturally curled up in the kitchen together.
Fu Shize was washing vegetables and Yunli was stewing fish. During this time, the sound of water stopped and she felt Fu Shize hugging her from behind.
"Love has conditions," he whispered in her ear.
Not unconditionally.
The only condition is -
The one I love is you.
…
After nearly two years, I returned to EAW again. The company's layout and environment seemed just like yesterday. Yunli followed Zhang Yanxin to the door of EAW's meeting room, and turned around to see Fu Shize at the end of the corridor.
She remembered a long time ago when he wore a baseball cap, his hands in the pockets of his windbreaker, and looked at him calmly.
The difference was that this time, the corners of his lips slightly raised, he glanced at her, and then slowly walked into Xu Qingsong's office.
Looking at him, Yun Li couldn't help but curl the corners of her lips. Noticing Zhang Yanxin turning back, she suppressed her smile and followed him into the office.
There are no former colleagues among the people who are in contact with EAW. Yunli and a few others are responsible for game development, and their main task is to communicate with EAW about the details in the game documentation.
This is a large-scale parent-child game with strong entertainment value. A separate venue will be set up in EAW. In each round of the game, children and parents will complete tasks in different scenes. There are ten small tasks in the game, which may be competing for prey in desert grasslands, or reclaiming wasteland in deserts, etc.
Zhang Yanxin was the one communicating with the other party almost the entire time. Yunli was listening to their conversation when his eyes were drawn to the poster on the magazine rack in the corner.
It’s the VR game competition that Xu Qingsong talked about yesterday.
The virtual reality world allows people to experience many things that they can never experience in the real world.
It is also possible to make up for the regrets in reality, or at least bring comfort to the regretful past.
Yunli remembered what Fu Shizhe said, that he really hoped Jiang Yuan would survive, and an idea popped into his mind.
Zhang Yanxin had something to say to others, so she asked Yunli to wait for them in the lounge.
There was someone in the lounge. The moment he opened the door, Yun Li unexpectedly saw He Jiameng, whom he hadn't seen for a long time.
"Hey, Teacher Xianyun?!" He Jiameng was pleasantly surprised. "I haven't seen you for a long time."
Noticing Yunli's work ID, she realized, "I didn't expect that it was you, Teacher Xianyun, who came to meet me. Do you want to come in and sit down?"
Pulling Yunli to the sofa, He Jiameng talked to her about what had happened over the past year.
Girls' conversations can easily turn to personal issues.
Yun Li noticed the small diamond ring on He Jiameng's left middle finger and asked, "Sister Jiameng, are you getting married?"
Thinking of the words "The boss is so handsome" that he often heard before, Yun Li slightly widened his eyes and said with half-covered lips: "Yes..."
Before she even said the word "Boss Xu", He Jiameng already knew what she was going to say. She said with a sad face, "It's not the boss. A long time ago, the boss called me to his office and told me gently that he was going to resign..."
Resign and take responsibility... ?
Yunli was confused, and He Jiameng explained: "Even if the employees like him, it's his fault. He should find another place to work..."
“…”
Yunli thought about it and felt that it was quite consistent with Xu Qingsong's painting style.
He Jiameng pretended to be sad: "How could I bear to let my boss resign because of me, so I asked my mother to arrange a blind date for me, but after we started dating, my boss never mentioned leaving again."
"Did the blind date go well?"
He Jiameng said happily again: "The person I met on the second blind date is my current boyfriend. He treats me very well and we will get married next year." After that, she asked with concern: "Teacher Xianyun, are you still single?"
When Yunli resigned, He Jiameng found out about their breakup through several indirect methods.
Yun Li shook her head. Before she could explain the identity of her boyfriend, He Jiameng said indignantly, "Fu Shi Ze is really good-looking but useless. He is so gloomy and can't even say a word. It must be difficult to get along with him when it comes to love. I don't know who can stand this kind of personality. Fortunately, Teacher Xianyun didn't hang himself on a tree."
“…”
"By the way, I just saw him going to see the boss. Teacher Xianyun, if you don't want to see his ugly face, just stay in the lounge!" He Jiameng patted Yunli's shoulder affectionately.
“…”
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