When I wrote the three words "finish the book", I felt as if a huge burden had been lifted from my shoulders and I felt a lot more relaxed.

As early as the beginning of the year, I said in the group that I would finish the book in time for the World Cup.

So it is not too hasty to end the story here, although it leaves a lot of regrets and some holes are not filled, but I can only apologize to everyone here.

Due to family changes, the writing of this book was quite difficult and I had no time to write for a while.

Therefore, I am already very satisfied that I was able to complete the book successfully without any bad ending or eunuch.

Let me report the results to you all. The average subscription of this book once reached more than 4,200, and then it continued to decline. In October last year, because I had to intervene and accompany Doudou, I could only write at night every day. The time was really limited. After that, I was forced to reduce the update. The performance has been declining all the way, and now it has dropped to about 3,300 average subscriptions.

Fortunately, it did not fall below the 3,000 average subscription bottom line for high-quality books, so it was barely able to hold on (laughing and crying)! To be honest, I didn't expect such a result when I opened the book.

I used to write military articles about foreign wars, but several of my books were banned due to censorship. I couldn't stand it anymore, so I came to Dian Niang to write about sports, so I can be considered a latecomer.

I am a complete novice when it comes to sports literature, so my expectations were not high at the beginning, and I didn’t expect to achieve such results.

Although compared with those great and veteran authors on Qidian, my achievements are nothing.

But for me, it is a very satisfactory result.

I would like to express my sincere gratitude to everyone for their support, and for the help and encouragement you gave me during the lowest point in my life.

Last year, when Doudou was diagnosed with autism and my mother was hospitalized for a heart attack, I couldn’t hold on any longer and felt like the whole world was falling apart.

At that time, many enthusiastic readers comforted and encouraged me. Some people even joined the group to introduce me to experts in autism and taught me how to provide effective intervention for my children at home, providing me with a series of help.

I would like to bow to everyone here and thank them very much! Without you, I really don’t know how I would have survived that low period.

Let me report Doudou's condition here! Since he was diagnosed with autism in June last year, he has been receiving intervention at the Damixiaomi institution.

He has four classes every day, two sensory integration training classes and two comprehensive training classes.

The sensory integration course mainly trains movement. His muscle tone is very low, he gets tired when standing, and he can't stand for long. He is always used to leaning on things like doors, beds, and sofas. He can't jump and can't run fast. His body balance and motor skills are very poor. At the beginning, he didn't even dare to swing on the swing.

After nearly a year of intervention, there has been great progress.

His muscle tone is much better, and he feels more muscle now, so when I hold him I don't feel as limp as before.

In terms of sports, he can jump now, although he can only jump a little bit and his jumping posture is very strange, but the strength of his legs can finally support him to jump.

His mother often plays the ring jumping game with him. He used to step on the ring every time, but now he can jump into the center of the ring without stepping on it. He has made a lot of progress.

Doudou can climb now. He likes to play and climb up the netted slope outside the community. Last time his mother took him to the playground, he actually dared to climb the climbing wall in the playground, which really surprised me.

In addition, when I took him to the kindergarten's spring outing some time ago, I found that he couldn't catch a frisbee or kick a ball.

So I took him to play football during this period. He didn't know how to kick the ball at the beginning and was afraid to lift his foot for fear of falling. Now he can lift his foot and stand on one leg to kick the ball. He has made a lot of progress.

Doudou likes playing football very much. He pesters me to play football every day. He plays football whenever he has free time. I insert some other sports into the process of his playing football, such as picking up the ball and throwing it to him, to train his prediction and reaction ability.

He couldn't catch the ball at first, but now he can catch it slowly.

However, his reaction speed and predictive ability are still very poor. If the ball is thrown a little bit off, he will not be able to catch it. Basically, he has to stand still and catch the ball without moving his feet.

But compared with before, there is still considerable progress.

Last November, Doudou started going to kindergarten.

Although he can only attend a small class, it is still a good start.

I just don’t know if he can be promoted to the middle class this year. After all, he is almost five years old. The small class is full of children who are over two years old or even less than two years old. He is too old and it will be difficult for the teacher to stay there.

But compared with normal children, even a two-year-old child, Doudou has obvious gaps in cognition, behavior, emotional management, and language communication.

But compared to last year, he has improved a lot now.

His mother and I have faced the reality that it is impossible for a child with this disease to recover to a normal state.

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We don't expect a miracle to happen, we just hope that he can learn more and master as many skills as possible.

In this way, when his mother and I are gone in the future, he will be able to survive.

I'm not afraid of you laughing at me when I say this, but although I'm still a long way from death, what I'm most worried about right now is what will happen to Doudou after I die.

I watched "Ocean Paradise" starring Jet Li and Wen Zhang some time ago. Xincheng made many efforts to help Dafu survive.

For every parent who has a child with autism, this state is probably a true reflection of their inner thoughts! Doudou is very busy now. He has to get up at 7:30 every morning to go to kindergarten and go to the institution for intervention in the afternoon. He is so busy that it makes people feel distressed.

In the afternoon, Doudou often feels sleepy and in a bad mood, but there is nothing he can do because he has to go to both the kindergarten and the institution.

In kindergarten, he can interact with other children more, which can help him integrate into the group and let him imitate other children's behaviors. These are more effective than our adults teaching at home. Of course, bad things can be learned faster (laughs). In addition, there are more children in kindergarten, and Doudou gets sick more often. He has caught a cold countless times since he started kindergarten...

I seem to have been mumbling too much, and before I knew it, it was almost two o'clock in the morning.

As for the new book, it should still be about football. I plan to use the 2005 World Youth Championship as the background. I am currently in the stage of searching for information. If nothing unexpected happens, the book will be published around May 15th. I hope you can support me by then. Thank you all in advance!

PS: I don’t rule out using the summer vacation to go to Luzi to open a military book to earn some extra money. The recent economic pressure is too great. I will soon pay the intervention fee for the second half of the year. After a 12% discount, it will still be more than 80,000...

Doudou's intervention costs an average of 15,000 yuan per month. Taking into account mortgage, rent, living expenses, transportation costs, kindergarten tuition, etc., the monthly expenditure is more than 25,000 yuan.

I really can't bear it. I burned through half of my previous savings last year. At this rate, I will be out of money next year... (End of this chapter)