Chapter 13: Past Feelings



Chapter 13

Sure enough, when Chunxi appeared in Professor Xu's office of the Central Conservatory of Music again, when Chunxi opened her voice and tried to sing the song "Night in Ulaanbaatar" again, Professor Xu could tell from the first note she uttered that something was different, something had quietly changed, quietly filling Chunxi's singing with touching emotions. Professor Xu nodded slightly in satisfaction, but his face showed no emotion.

Chunxi finally understood the meaning of Professor Xu's words "Only when you can infect yourself can you infect others". Chunxi was immersed in the song, as if she was back in that quiet night, with the wind blowing the grass and whispers. However, all that was in the past. The most unforgettable thing about "past feelings" is that they have dissipated in time, but you still linger on. Chunxi finally understood the feeling of being unable to express one's sorrow and feeling powerless as time passed.

After singing the last word and calming my breath, tears finally fell uncontrollably. When she opened her eyes, she found Professor Xu also busy wiping tears, crying and complaining in a low voice: "I asked you to add emotion, you made it so emotional all of a sudden that I didn't even react..."

Chunxi: This is called... tsundere?

After wiping his tears and blowing his nose, Professor Xu calmed down and raised his head to Chunxi and said, "This is the right feeling. You should grasp it well. On the day of the competition, use this emotion to infect others. There will be no problem."

After worrying for so many days, Chunxi finally got the affirmation, and her mood suddenly became better. As soon as Professor Xu finished speaking, a big smile appeared on his face. Even Professor Xu, who had been attacked by her beauty for a long time, couldn't bear it, let alone Professor Xu's assistant who had just pushed the door open and had never been seen before.

That smile was like all the flowers in the world blooming in an instant, colorful, dazzling and intoxicating.

After returning home, Chunxi's mood was indeed much better. David and Fu Chanwei saw it and were very happy. Both of them have been very busy in recent years. Chanwei is in the rising period of her career, and for David, developing the economic operation of a new region is something that requires a lot of care and hard work. In fact, although David and Fu Chanwei love Chunxi very much, they really don’t have much time to accompany Chunxi. It is only recently that Fu Chanwei has been a little free because she is pregnant.

It was actually quite embarrassing for Fu Chanwei to be pregnant with this baby. Her eldest daughter was already in her teens and she was pregnant with a second child. Although she was not particularly old, she still... felt embarrassed.

As soon as Chunxi got home, she happily rushed to Fu Chanwei. She was in a bad mood yesterday and didn't even see her little sister. Fu Chanwei is four months pregnant but has not yet checked the gender of the baby. Chunxi has always wanted a little sister since she was a child, so she insists that this time Fu Chanwei must be pregnant with a girl.

"Is my sister good?" Chunxi asked Fu Chanwei while lying beside her belly and looking up at her.

"Very good, but, baby, what if it's a little boy?" Fu Chanwei teased Chunxi. She actually had a feeling about the gender of the child, because the feeling was completely different from when she was pregnant with Chunxi. But Chunxi also hopes it's a girl, and David also hopes it's a girl, so she won't tell the truth and spoil everyone's fun.

"Then I still like you, but I will be a little disappointed. I still want a younger sister." Chunxi looked at Fu Chanwei with sparkling eyes, which made Fu Chanwei feel guilty...

"Why are you so happy today? I saw you were unhappy yesterday, which made your dad worried about you last night." Fu Chanwei tapped Chunxi's nose and asked with a smile.

"Mom, let me tell you, I finally learned how to sing Ulaanbaatar Night. I finally understand what the feeling Professor Xu talked about is. I sang it again today, and Professor Xu said that I sang it very well." Chunxi excitedly shared her progress with Fu Chanwei.

"Oh, then tell me, how do you understand it?" Looking at her daughter's excitement, Fu Chanwei smiled and said.

"Mom, I remembered Brother Chris, and I remembered what happened in Portugal... Oh my god, how could I forget such an important thing?" Chunxi was a little annoyed. Fu Chanwei didn't say anything, but stroked Chunxi's hair with pity. The injury Chunxi suffered as a child left sequelae, and she has very mild anterograde amnesia. Originally, anterograde amnesia refers to the patient's inability to recall events experienced within a period of time after the onset of the disease. The patient has poor memory for recent events and cannot retain recently acquired information, while long-term memory is still preserved. Chunxi's condition was not that serious, it was just that her memory was confused for a period of time after she was injured.

After returning from Portugal, Chunxi sometimes told David and Fu Chanwei about what happened in Portugal, but David gradually discovered that the timeline of events described by his daughter was very confusing and there were even gaps in the timeline. After asking Dr. Strange for help, I learned that this was a sequelae of concussion - anterograde amnesia. Chunxi forgot or confused some of the events that happened shortly after the injury. And because of David's guidance, Chunxi gradually stopped reminiscing about the time in Portugal, and naturally forgot more details.

Chunxi's condition did not last long. During the slow recovery process, this mild illness did not cause Chunxi any trouble. In fact, Chunxi's memory became very good later. This is also the reason why Chunxi can still maintain good grades in regular classes despite the complicated after-school music studies.

The only memory that is messed up is that one part, and I don’t know if it was God’s arrangement.

"I found the past feelings described in the song Ulaanbaatar Night in that memory. Oh... I thought of brother Chris." Chunxi was a little depressed. Fu Chanwei couldn't bear to see her daughter unhappy, so she quickly smoothed it over: "You will definitely meet again one day."

Chunxi nodded, then turned to Fu Chanwei and said happily: "Mom, I will compete next week. Will you go back to watch me compete?"

"Of course he will. Your father will definitely go to see it too. Then ask your grandparents and grandma to see if they will go." Fu Chanwei pinched Chunxi's nose and said affectionately.

But Chunxi's competition...how could she not come? Not only grandparents came, but also uncles, aunts, brothers and a lot of others came. Fu Zhengqi couldn't be there because of his status, but Fu Zhengqi's wife did come. Fu Zhengqi could only watch the live broadcast at home, feeling very depressed.

On the day of the competition, Chunxi was still quite nervous, after all, it was her first time participating in such a big competition. Although I have participated in many competitions before, this competition is national. Although it is a youth competition, it is also a gathering of outstanding young people from across the country.

Chunxi is excellent, and the others are not bad either. Moreover, not all the participants are from aristocratic families. Most of them are children from ordinary families. Who knows what your background is?

Some people who think they are excellent are truly excellent, while others are just so self-important that they look down on others and are extremely annoying. Chunxi's stunning beauty is nothing but an embroidered pillow and a bag of straw to such people. While Chunxi was waiting backstage, she heard a girl who was still putting on makeup next to her rolling her eyes and whispering to someone next to her who was probably her girlfriend. Chunxi sat on the side and vaguely heard words like "foreign vixen" and "shameless".

"Xixi!" Chunxi heard someone calling her name from behind. She turned around and found it was Fu Ziming, who brought two friends with him.

"Brother Ziming?" Chunxi was very surprised. The two girls who were sitting next to her and saying bad things turned around and saw Fu Ziming and his two friends and their faces blushed.

So handsome, my mom...

The friend Chunxi brought by Fu Ziming actually knew a little. She was a classmate of Ziming's brother and they studied in the military academy together. One was Xunchi, the eldest son of the Xun family in Beijing, and the other was Ji Yuchen, a child of the Fang family in the Southwest Military Region. Fu Chanwei's elder brother Fu Zhengchen worked in the Southwest Military Region for some time. Fu Ziming and Ji Yuchen had known each other for a long time, but he met Xun Chi later, but he got along better with Xun Chi and had a better relationship with him. How many boys in this circle are simple? Xun Chi is naturally not a simple person. Xun Chi's father is the Minister of Foreign Affairs, and his mother comes from a family of generals. Xun Chi's father wanted Xun Chi to follow in his father's footsteps and join the Ministry of Foreign Affairs, but Xun Chi was more interested in gun fighting, so he entered the military academy.

Fu Ziming sometimes talked about his two friends and showed Chunxi their photos, but this was the first time he had seen them in person.

"Little girl, your competition is such a big deal, of course I have to come. Come and meet them. This is your brother Xunchi, and this is your brother Yuchen." Today, the three of them skipped classes from the military academy just to watch Chunxi's competition, so of course they wanted to meet and get to know each other.

"Brother Xunchi, Brother Yuchen." Chunxi called them happily and smiled widely.

Xun Chi looked at Chunxi's smile towards him, his eyes darkened and the corners of his mouth raised. To the surprise of Fu Ziming and Ji Yuchen, he reached out and stroked Chunxi's head: "Hello, Xixi."

Fu Ziming: Is there something wrong?

Chunxi was calmer. She was still young, and every elder in her family liked to touch her head. There was nothing strange about it. But she was very suspicious whether her lack of height was due to being touched on the head too much...

Everyone in the Fu family is tall and strong. Take Fu Ziming for example, his height is almost over 1.9 meters. Only Chunxi is an outlier. She is almost thirteen years old, but only 1.58 meters tall.

Xun Chi and Ji Yuchen are also very tall. Ji Yuchen is slightly shorter than Fu Ziming, but Xun Chi is taller than Fu Ziming. It is estimated that he is over 1.9 meters tall.

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I was quite busy at home today, so the second update is a little late. Sorry, everyone.

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