"There's nothing I can't say. It's just the literal meaning. I'm a bastard."
Han Qi had a smile on his face.
But I don't know why, I always feel that his smile is particularly bitter.
"Even if he's an illegitimate child, it's just a name."
Han Qi smiled and seemed relieved.
"You're right. I've actually always been very conflicted about this title. I don't want to publicize it, and I don't want people to know my background."
"So he specifically gave this project to you because he wanted to mend our father-son relationship?"
Han Qi nodded.
"Our relationship wasn't good, or even very bad. He fell in love with my mother, but later fell in love with a rich girl. He broke up with my mother and got together with her. My mother died of depression after giving birth to me."
It sounds like a really sad story.
I started to hate men more and more in my heart, "Then he is not a good guy either."
I blurted it out completely subconsciously, and then I realized that my words were inappropriate, so I quickly looked at Han Qi.
"I'm not scolding your father..."
"Good scolding," Han Qi said. "I also think he's not a good person. When he was with my mother, he made a solemn promise to her and deceived her. He even got married to her before the wedding. But in the end, he didn't marry my mother. Instead, he got together with someone else, even me, whom he didn't want in the first place."
I listened silently.
Han Qi smiled bitterly, "My mother insisted on giving birth to me. Maybe it was because she still loved him, or maybe it was because she couldn't bear to abort me. But no matter what the reason, it was because of my birth that her health deteriorated."
I frowned slightly. "Don't blame yourself. I think since your mother made this decision, she must love you very much. She must want you to grow up healthy."
"I know she loves me very much."
Han Qi pursed his lips, as if he wanted to smile, but ultimately failed. "But sometimes I think that this love is too heavy, so heavy that it made her lose her life."
For a moment I seemed to see my brother.
Mu Hang also felt guilty.
Because of his poor health, my mother had to take extra care of him since he was a child, neglecting me, her daughter, and her husband.
Of course, this is not the reason why Mu Xianghua cheated.
But Muhang always felt that it was his fault, and even felt for a while that his existence was redundant, especially during the time when his mother passed away.
He felt like a burden, and after he was a burden to his mother, he was a burden to me.
“Perhaps every person who is loved will feel that their existence brings trouble to the one who loves them, but in fact it is a spiritual support.”
Han Qi was a little surprised.
I took a sip of tea and whispered, "How do you know it wasn't your presence that allowed your mother to survive?"
A woman’s love brain is very scary.
The emotional blow far exceeds any other harm.
Han Qi clenched his hands tightly. "My grandfather once told me that my mother wanted to commit suicide before she found out she was pregnant with me."
I felt both sad and admiring when I heard this.
"Mothers are always great, whether it's my mother or your mother."
Han Qi nodded, "You are right."
"So stop blaming yourself. Your mother certainly wouldn't want you to think that way about yourself."
Han Qi sighed, and his troubled expression finally showed some relief.
"I'll listen to you. From now on, I'm going to live my life well and not let my mother in heaven worry about me."
I raised my teacup, "Then let's toast to a new life."
After he finished speaking, he realized that what he was holding was a teacup, not a wine glass.
I suddenly felt embarrassed.
Han Qi laughed, "Many times I feel lucky to have met you."
I couldn't help but scratch my head.
"I'm not that good either. Sometimes I can be a little silly..."
I think this may be a sequelae from my previous life.
I am very wary of people.
But in front of people who know me well, I always become less smart.
"This shows that you have let down your guard against me and really treat me as a friend."
Han Qi summarized.
I agree with you.
"It seems so."
Han Qi smiled and said, "Mu Yan, can I ask you a favor?"
"Tell me, with our relationship, what's the point of talking about please or no please?"
He pursed his lips and said, "I hope you can accompany me to meet that person."
"sure!"
I understand why he doesn't want to see that person and wants to escape.
If there is someone to accompany you at this time, the sense of psychological security you will feel is indescribable.
I imagined what his father was like.
Maybe he's as calm and composed as him, or maybe he's a particularly bad scumbag like my father.
But I was still a little surprised when we met.
He is a particularly elegant and gentle man, and his every move reveals his temperament.
Although he is old, there are some traces of time on his face.
But this mark not only did not make him look old, but instead added a bit of charm.
I seem to understand why Han Qi's mother loves this person so deeply.
I even wanted to commit suicide after the breakup.
Mr. Han sat across from us, a faint smile on his face. "You finally came to see me."
Han Qi's face was expressionless. "Isn't this your purpose? You went to great lengths to leak this project, and then specifically asked me to take over. Your methods are still as direct as ever."
"If you don't do this, you probably won't come to see me in your life." Mr. Han smiled, not minding his sarcasm at all. "I'm a little curious. Didn't you tell me you wouldn't stay in this city? Why did you change your mind and start a company here now?"
"That's my business, there's no need to explain it to you."
Han Qi really didn't give him any face at all.
But Mr. Han had an absurdly good temper and didn't care about his sarcasm and ridicule at all.
"It's okay, you're still a child, I won't bother with you."
"Child..." Han Qi laughed. "Why didn't you call me a child before I was a minor? Why didn't you call me a child when I didn't have money to go to school?"
The smile on Mr. Han's face gradually disappeared.
At this moment, he finally revealed some of the majesty of a superior.
"Han Qi, I know you hate me and have always held grudges against me in your heart, but I am your father, and this is an indisputable fact."
"Then I wish this fact had never existed."
Han Qi confronted him head-on.
Ever since he entered this store and sat in this position, he felt as if he was covered with thorns.
Every sentence, even every word, carries an extremely sharp edge.
Mr. Han rubbed his forehead with a headache, "It seems that you don't intend to cooperate with me."
Han Qi said with a cold face, "Since I'm here, of course I've made a decision."
Mr. Hai suddenly looked at me.
"Is it because of her?"
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